Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




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Pretending

Do you really think being pretentious can make things less complicated? I assume you know what's going on right now but you just keep on denying it. Well, the truth hurts the most but please don't pretend as if you don't know anything. All i ask is for you to be much more truthful and honest! And i don't ask for more.

Tell the truth and straight things out rather than pretending. Probably you're afraid of what will happen if the truth came to light. No worries, i wont bite or scold you but truth is the best! By keep on pretending, you will just complicate matters. And you will not solve the problems. Why must you keep on lying and pretending? Is it sooo difficult to tell me the truth.

Please, tell me what problems are we facing right now? Don't keep it from me. If you find it hard to tell the truth, then forget it. I wont force you but please don't pretend any longer because it hurts so bad.



tireddddd

It has been a long tiring day for me. I never felt this tired before but today is seriously so damn tired. Went to Fajar to meet Hafiz, Amin, Irsyad, Farhana and Fiqah! Surprisingly Fiqah came along! Lols. Supposed to meet at 2.30pm but all of them were late! But i think Amin arrived earlier than me. Haha.

I waited for them for almost 2 hours then they arrived. Ate at Macdonald's because the rest of them hungry. Headed to a quiet place and started singing. Oh yeah, when we sing, suddenly the weather changed. haha. Its Raining, again and i loveee rain because i loveee the feeling of cold and windy but i just hate being wet! Lols.

Rehearsed until 6pm and had our break time. Continue at around 7.30pm and ends at 8.15pm. After that go Mac again for our dinner and headed back home. Quite a long trip from Fajar to Jurong East to Tampines. My leg started to get weaker and weaker as i started to walk. Reach home around 10.30pm and here I am Blogging! Lols.

Tmrw audition for Anugerah Band. Cant wait! Lols. sooooo nervous, can! Hopefully get through to the next round. Amin. Oh yeah, support us okay! Our group name is Satu Impian!

Till now, Good night & take care! See you soon! :)



Pouring

It has been raining since the past few weeks. As i look through my window pane, i saw a drop of water pouring down on the ground. Well raining is quite fun, though. You feel cold and freezing. Singapore don't have snow and thats why it rain so heavily and it really feel very cold.

At that moment, i just wanted to lie on my bed with my blanket and sweater cuddling my pillow and just rest. It feels so heavenly. But troubles come when you forget to bring your umbrella and it started to rain. And you will like run to the other side or just wait for the rain to end. hehe.

How i loveee rain so much! But hey, sunny day is better so you wont need to bring your umbrella out. When it rains, there will be wind blowing your hair and you feel so happy! Lols.

Okay got to go. Update soon! Take care and good night.

Loves,
Faiz :)



don't say a word

When suddenly u thought that u have managed to get everything ready, suddenly someone just told you and say i'm sorry but i cant make it today. count me out. you will totally feel stunned, lost of words and most importantly speechless. I get this kind of sentences or text messages frequently when the day for us to go out and suddenly u cant make it.

At that point of time, i was really angry and disappointed. Why make empty promises if you cant fulfill it. I hate people who just came to me at the very last minute and told me they cant make it. What's the point of going out together and meet if suddenly you just don't turn up. Its totally useless and a waste of time for me to just sit down and wait for you for hours and hours.

Please do tell me what am i supposed to do to make sure you wont made me wait for hours and hours. Give me a sign or give me an answer. Don't just dump me aside when suddenly you got something to attend on that day itself. You know how upset i was to wait for you like a fool.

As i talk to myself, Oh God, is my friend playing a games on me? Don't hurt me any longer. You hurt me too much just don't hurt me again.



Indeed it was!

Hello!

Yesterday was the best day ever for me! I really enjoyed every moment of it, seriously! Lols. Had our shooting at Century Square at around 11amplus. Well the cast are all nervous but ready to act! Haha. i can see from the looks on their faces that they are seriously nervous. But everything turns out well.

After the shooting at around 3pmplus we headed to Ngee Ann City because Juraizat forgets to return the visitor pass in exchange for his IC. So we went there to find him! Then he give me his pass and i will exchange it to his IC. Well ate Macdonalds and we chat alot! I mean, me, ratna, munirah, mardiana, fyeqa, atiiyah, fiqah and irsyad. Then we discussed about the production.

After a long chat, we headed to Plaza Singapura and the girls went to the toilet at the 3rd Level! Lols. Irsyad and Fiqah went home already. After the toilet break, we headed to City hall where munirah, fyeqa and atiiyah wanted to go Esplanade. So me, mardiana and ratna went to Bugis. Mardiana wanted to look for her helmet stickers. We follow her and she bought it. 3 for $10. After that Ratna went home by bus. Mardiana and I went home by Mrt. Well kind of miss her alot since it has been so longggg we last met. Hoping to meet her again next week for the next shooting! Can't wait for all of this to end and oh yeah school starting soon in next 3 weeks and i pretty nervous for sure!

Good night Blog and take care! Update again, soon! :)



Sentosa Outing!

Hey!

Yesterday i went to Sentosa with my friends! Rou Yi, Desiree, Hubert, Jackson, Ah Gong, Christopher and Ru Yi! Had a lot of fun and excitement! :) Meet them at around 9amplus and headed to Harbourfront around 10.15am. We went for breakfast at Banquet which i only ate Barbecue Chicken Pau! And Ice Lemon Tea.

After that headed to Vivo City where my friends wanted to bought something. At 11amplus we headed to the last level and buy tickets to Sentosa. Went to palawan beach and started playing volleyball and soccer. haha. was not interested in soccer and volleyball so just went to the beach and play with sands and water! All of them jump to the water and started swimming! It was really cold and windy! They wanted to pull me to the water but i push them away! Manage to escape! Lol.

After a while sit down and play Uno! Actually quite fun, you know! At around 3plus headed back to Vivo where we had our lunch at Long John Silver. Delicious and Yummy! Soon after, we all headed back home. Really miss all of them alotttt! Oh by the way, they are all Chinese! Except me, the only malay. But hey, i had fun! :)

Okay then, end here will blog soon again! Take care please! :)



and it went well

Hello Blog!

Went for an interview just now. They called me up and asked me to go for an interview at Harbourfront Centre. I was pretty nervous, though. So went out around 1.30pm and reach Harbourfront at around 2.50pm. haha.

Well, i almost lost my way but fortunately there is a customer service counter. Told me the direction to go Lobby C. Quite impressed with their good service. At first i thought the company name is Inter Falcon Shipping Travel Pte Ltd but it turns out to be Indo Falcon Shipping Travel Pte Ltd.hehe.

Interview went very well. They ask me relevant questions and ask me about my previous job and why i left Giordano. Can really answer their questions, though. I can see that they are very friendly and i keep on smiling. haha. that was what i think it is best to do! They informed me about the job scope and how the working hours like. So hopefully, they will call me up and say Muhd Faiz, U GET THE JOB! :) I will be very Happy.

Okay then, time to go and sleep. Good night & take care. See you real soon. :)



Doctor Advise

Hello!

Well, last Friday went to see doctor. Don't worry, it was not me who is sick. But my younger sister. She got some infection on her finger. Something i cant really describe. I told the doctor about my pimples and ask him whether it can be operate. The doctor replied and say No need operation, just use cream will do. So yeah, i was anxious to know what cream. haha!

The doctor recommend me a cream that can remove pimples from my face and will not cost alot. Without wasting any time, i ask him to let me use the cream. He say okay sure. Only use it at night.

Yup. there is two different types of cream. First is the normal cream which can remove my pimples like around 5 to 8 days. The other one is the stronger cream which can remove my pimples around 3 to 5 days. Of course i would like the stronger cream but the doctor advise me to use the normal one first. So i listen to what he told me.

The total cost of the cream is $44. My mom pay it for me. haha. thanks mummy, darling! Love You! lol. So yeah, now i will apply it on my face every night before i go to sleep so my pimples will remove faster and hopefully no more pimples on my face. Oh by the way, the doctor also advises me to cut my hair that is too long especially the front to prevent any pimples to pop out!

Good Night & Take Care! Time to sleep! Oh yeah tmrw interview at harbourfront. Hopefully, they will recruit me. hehe. :)



Trying

Sometimes its hard to really change a person unless a person wants to change. It is obvious that we could not control others but we are trying to get them back to the right path. I am totally aware that we cannot force someone to change to a better person but we can always give them support, confidence & concern so they know that we are always behind them no matter what.

When people are changing to become someone better or wiser, there is always someone who wants to change otherwise. As in, bad person that leads themselves into trouble and giving others problems.

I won't deny that i once used to be bad and very rebellious. I disobey my mom and even talk back to her. I did not pray eventhough she told me to. But now, i'm trying my best to really change to someone better, more mature and independent but it takes time.

i'm not an angel. I tend to do mistake that makes my mom unhappy or angry. But soon i realised that life is short so why not we do good things and listen to our parents. We will never know what will happen next. Good people tends to get Good deeds. Yeah, i agree. :)



Mad Jack!

Hey!!

Something that i want to share with you guys is that just now at around 11pm, i went to Mad jack Restaurant to eat. hehe. I order Grilled Chicken with Black Pepper Sauce and a desert, Mad Rich + Vanilla Ice Cream.

And you know what! The taste is superb, delicious, awesome and tasty! Especially the grilled chicken. Oh my god, i was like this is the best western food ever. My mom order Grilled Fish with Black pepper sauce and i have a bit of it. Seriously, the grilled fish is so delicious + the black pepper sauce is spicy! lol

The Mad Jack Restaurant is so called like Swensen's but i think Mad Jack is more delicious to the extreme! So, i am going to try it out again sooner or later.haha. Well thanks to my mom who brought us there. If not, i will never get to taste the delicious western food! Okay then, good night & take care! :)



Good News!

Hello!

I got two good news to share with you! Firstly, I got my Sony Ericsson phone back! I'm so happy that finally after 5 days of servicing, i can finally use my hp. haha. I miss You K850i!! lol.

Another great news, i received a letter from ITE and guess what! I got Good Achievement Award! Oh my god! I can't believe it but well i am happy because i did improve and work hard during my studies at ITE.

Alhamdulilah! I'm so happy that I almost burst into tears. Hehe. Okay then, now want to rest first. Will update again, soon if i have the time and energy to do so. lol. Take care & good night. :)



when things getting complicated

I am not aware of what will happen to me if i'm having a relationship that is complicated. Maybe, things aren't meant to be. Seeing how the teenagers are struggling on their relationships are driving me nuts! Fight here, fight there. Understand that some couples may have difficult understanding to each other and worse come to worse they break up.

So should they like, sit down and talk together rather than making things more complicated? or should they just ignore about everything and break up? All this problems making me unsure to whether i should start a relationship or remain single until the right time for me to do so.

I'm very happy to see all my friends getting attached to one another but unhappy when we go out together, they started arguing and making the whole day a boring day for all of us. That's what makes me afraid of having a relationship.

So right now, i'm thankful that i still remain single and will still be until it is the right time for me to have a girlfriend. A good advice to all couples: When things are getting complicated for both of you, try to sit down and have a chat with each other rather than showing tantrums and giving cold shoulder. good night & take care. :)



Days went by so fast

Hi!!

I wonder why the time strike so fast that i cant remember which day it is today. haha. But i guess it is for the best! Because i hate sitting at home all day, watching tv and chatting on msn! School starting soon in less than one month! And now I'm looking for a JOB?! LOL.

When i go to sleep and wake up the next day, i always wonder when can i be able to find a proper job. Time is moving fast and i'm still Jobless. I really need a job right now. Going for an interview this wednesday at Giordano, again! haha. Well, i guess i'm in love with Giordano! But seriously, out of all the jobs i still prefer Giordano.

Hopefully, they will accept me again. Insyaállah.hehe. okay lah, its late & i better go to sleep before i get eye bags! :)



We are getting further and further apart

I was disappointed, upset and sad when our friendship turns sour. I realised that you becoming more different that i soon no longer recognise you! What makes our friendship sour? I don't know and i was not aware about it either. It seems to me that you no longer took me as your friend.

Each and every time, i wrote you a Comment at Friendster but did you ever reply back to me? About this, i am not that angry or sad but at least take an initiative to wrote back to me. Is it so difficult to ask? Well, I guess i am too demanding or too sensitive that makes you angry at me.

But you never ever message me, call me or even chat with me. It was me who message you, call you and chat with you. i find that this friendship is going nowhere. You are busy, i agree but at least try to remember me as your friend. Now i suddenly realised, we are no longer that close anymore.



Arghh! Pimples

Lately, my pimples are getting more and more on my face! Feel like to squeeze it out of my face and put mask or even facial foam! I feel that my pimples are making me look uglier and not cute!

I hate it if my pimples are growing bigger and bigger each and every day! My mom ask me to go and see doctor to ask them to remove my pimples! But, it will cost a bomb for me! Well, thought of doing so lah but I'm JOBLESS! No money! LOL.

I really hope if i already get a job, I must start to save all my money to remove my horrible pimples if not it will get worse! Sometimes, i'm jealous of those who have no pimples on their faces. So yeah, hopefully by end of this year, i will go for treatment to remove my PIMPLES! :)



The Leap Years & Jumper :)

Last week, I watched the Leap Years and guess what, I LOVE IT! Seriously, this is the first time i watch a local movie at a theatre. haha. Suprise, right! LOL. Well i like Wong Li Lin! She act very well in this movie and she is soooo pretty!

Watch with my friend (gal). She is older than me and i treat her like my sister. I find that the leap years is so romantic and sweet! I feel that i wanted to watch it all over again. Before that, I watched Jumper! Quite interesting, i guess.

Alot of effects done and it was very fun! I mean, if you can teleport, you can actually went to all places or should i say all over the world by just teleporting! It was a great show for me. Well i think next movie i'm gonna watch is Meet the Spartans?? I dunnoe, see if there is anybody out there willing to watch with me. LOL.

Okay, i shall end here. Its late & i'm tired. Good Night, blog!



Sleepless Night!

I dunnoe why but i keep on chatting late at night! My mom keeps on nagging but you know for the best! I have been sleeping lately since last month. After quit working, my life seems to change.

Been sleeping like at 12 to 2am in the morning and watching late night movie at television. I think i am following my elder brother footsteps. But hell no, i'm not. That's what my MOM say lah but I totally disagree on that! I'm not following my brother footsteps but just that i can't go to SLEEP! My eyes are like wide open and all i want to do is to Chat online!

But now, I'm trying hard to go to sleep at 10pm or even earlier. Just that, i can't. I am missing all my GIORDANIANS! EP, WS, TM, DTE! Will try to visit you guys soon! Okay, got to go! Hopefully, i won't get sleepless night again! lol



Filming!

Since i have nothing to do and bored at the same time, I wrote a short story. The title is F.R.I.E.N.D.S! Well the main cast are my friends!

Ratna Sari, Nurafiqah, Hafiz & Juraizat! Why am i doing this because i feel that we need to show our talents to the rest and to try different things. It is not an easy task for me because I need to find locations, begging the management to let us shoot here & most importantly the FOOD! scared the cast will feel hungry and fainted for no reason, i will held responsible so food is a MUST!

Currently, got the scripts done, storyline done, video cam got. Left with lightings, boom mike and meeting to discuss about the story more further. I can't wait how my short film will turn out. This is the first time i am the producer+director! LOL. Hopefully, everything will turn out the way i want. And most importantly the cast must be able to put up a great show!



Korean Drama!

Hey!

Got something to share with you! Lately, i have been watching this Korean Drama, My Girl! It is so Romantic and Funny! I loveeee the both main characters! I'm not really sure what their names are but i loveee them alot! Both girl & guy. They are likeeee the most sweet couple, i ever seen!

Well, i started to watch korean drama thanks to my maid, Kak Ana. She started to fall in love with korean drama and i follow her! haha! My Girl shows at Channel U only on saturday & sunday! 7.30pm. those who missed it, please watch it, okay!

Oh yeah, especially the soundtrack! OMG, so the romantic! I cannot believe i actually like watching Korean Drama! Well got to go! Blog soon! :)



Servicing my handphone!

Hey!

Oh yeah, last wednesday went to EP to service my Sony Ericsson Phone! What a long queue and there is like a lot of people! Standing like for 2 hours then my number was called. Inform the staff that my hp is driving me crazy.

My hp suddenly starts to activate by itself, the touch screen is not working well and it tends to send the msg wrongly to the other person. I was like, What the hell! Its a new hp and i'm having all this kind of problems?! Keep switching off my hp but no use so send for servicing.

Supposed to collect my hp last friday but they call me up & told me there will be a delay for collection. Like one to two weeks and i was like no, i need it now but as long as they can fix my hp, i don't give a damn!hehe

So now, using my sis hp as a temporary hp. haha. hopefully my hp is ready for collection, soon! :)



A New Start!

Hi!!

Finally, got a blog to write! It has been like 2 months i'm not working after i left Giordano for some stupid reasons or should i say i'm forced to. Feeling bored and tired and sleepy all this while!

I dunnoe why but I feel like i regret quitting Giordano after working for 1 year 4 months. I should have stayed on. But what past is past. I feel like i wanted to rejoin back but i dunnoe what the chances will be for me. So right now i'm jobless! Yup, JOBLESS! Like nothing to do, watching tv all day, taking care of my younger sister and chatting at msn!

Well i'm enjoying my life now! School starting soon. Next month! OMG, miss all my secondary school friends and my ITE friends! Well, wish me luck for my future endeavours yeah and make sure Gio accept me back!



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