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I've been thinking lately. Somehow i know there is someone out there who dislike the way i am. I'm sorry if i did offend you in such way. I'm feeling miserable inside. please do not put salt into my wound. I want to apologize to everyone if i did offend you guys.

Maybe the words i used or said, is too harsh. Didn't mean it actually. I know that i'm not 100% perfect. Nobody's perfect and i agree with that. People tends to do mistakes repeatedly. And maybe i'm one of them.

I'm feeling guilty right now. I don't know what i did that makes you hate me? If you really think there's some sort of misunderstanding between us, i guess we should talk it out. I missed my Dad. Like a million times. I wish he is there beside me and comforting me. I am so missing my Dad. I cried and cried and cried. Seeing how the rest of my friends cuddled up with their Dad's, I felt left out. I don't have a Dad. i did commit sins and i won't denied it either.

To those out there, forgive me for being a little too sensitive or over reacted. I need sometime alone to sort things out. I'm sorry.

Faiz

Hellos! Well, i'm quite surprised to how i can really cope well with my fellow peers. Haha! They seriously make me laugh quite alot! Lols. Today, BFD as usual teacher always like to brief more further about what we already studied. Seriously i can't help it but to sleep during his lesson. And i can see that he is quite angry with our whole class! He really shouted LISTEN HERE! On the look on his face, i can tell that he is really pissed off. Lols. So after that we went for Break at Cafe 1 with Suhaili, Lily, Ilah, Shumin and Louise. We had this misunderstanding after ordering fruit drinks. Lily and Ilah want small size but unfortunately the auntie told us that mix with other fruits cannot have small size only Big size. Left with no choice, Lily and Ilah bought the biz size cup. Lols.

After that my friend, he called on my hp for quite a number of times and when i answered it, he just hang up. Haha. I was like you have nothing to do is it?! Lols. The reason to why he always called me because his friend want to get to know with my other friend. Haha. Sorry yeah, she's attached by the way. And i guess her boyfriend is way way better than your friend! No offence though.

So at 1pm headed to B03-20 for our OFA lesson. Had our Mock Test. It is quite difficult. I think i seriously need to buck up on my OFA! Haha. And tmrw CA1 OFA. Oh yeah Prema's father is in the hospital due to lung problems. To all those who LOVE smoking, please quit before it's too LATE. treasure your life people. you only live once don't waste it. (: so ends at 3pm. went straight to AFD class. Lols. Again Mdm Siti love giving us papers to do non-stop. Haha! She thinks that we are ROBOTS who do not need any BREAK! So yeah, studied Day Books. Now a new Unit has begun. Lols. Mdm Siti told us our Cash Book results. I passed! Yeah! Woohoo! I'm so happy! Lols.

Okay2 back to where i stop. Oh yeah there's one question on the book says that 4 chairs at $50 each and 2 adding machines for $325. And so teacher told us that when u see the word each, it means u must take $50 x 4= $200. And $325 for the adding machines. so got the total amount of $525. And Lily asked how we get $525? Ilah answered and told her with her confidence $325 x 2 lahh! Haha. Unknown to her, it is WRONG! Malu sey Ilah! Lols. That part i can't stop laughing! Haha! Funny sey Ilah.

Before that, when me, Ilah, Lily and Suhaili go down from the stairs, Suhaili and Ilah got this some sort of like big discussion. Haha. Suhaili did not want to attend OFA lesson but then i told her that must come because got Mock Test. but she said that she want to follow Shab and Hazriana to TM to eat Macdonalds. haha. Then she's like thinking whether she wants to go for OFA or not. Ilah told her OFA and OSA the same mah. So she asked her not to attend OFA. Suhaili told her that its not the same. Ilah say its the same. And then Suhaili shouted and say Different Lah! Lols. But its not Ilah who is shocked. Its a guy. Haha. A malay guy instead. Funny sey! I keep on laughing sey. Lols.

I'm seriously enjoying my days in school with all these crazy friends of my. :) end here then. Update soon.

Faiz

Oh hello! Well, let's see what i should talk about this time. Haha! Okay2. OFA test is this Friday from 1.30pm to 5.30pm. there's two slot. Hope i get the first slot. Lols. So, went to work today from 11.15pm to 8.15pm. Haha. What a long 8 hours shift. Its not that busy after all. Mostly people going to Tanjung Pinang and i can tell that customers here are so damn fussy. Lols.

I was bored to death just now. Its like no one at all! Haha. All i do is just stand up, sit down, listen music, move myself to feel more comfortable and going to the toilet. Haha. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday BLUES! At around 8pm, my mum pick me up from work because i am too lazy and tired to wait at the bus stop for the bus to arrive. Lols. Headed to eat my DINNER at Tampines near my house. I was super hungry. :) then went home at around 9pm.

Okay, the deadline for OFA project has been brought forward and it's like clashing with the rest. I'm still at slide no 7 and i am left with how many more days to finish up my project. AFD test on Friday was a total disaster due to lack of time. haha. So, Mdm Siti should not blame us if 1/2 of the class fail the test. Lols.

I'm still slow as ever and weak in Accounting. I need HELP! BFD, i'm still blur with the lesson. But, i managed to understand a little sumthing from it. As in from Unit 1 to Unit 5, i understand a bit of what Mr Ghazali taught us.


Well June Holidays are coming soon! And oh yeah, yesterday EXERCISING was Great! I love it! Thanks to Suhaili! Round of applause for Suhaili! Woohoo! Lols. Okay then, end here! Good night!

Faiz (:

Haha! Yesterday was the most hilarious day of my life! And i got to tell youu that is really funny how it happened! Lols! Well it's all started when Hazriana, Shabrinah and Suhaili were talking. Hazriana were drinking justea and offered Suhaili too. When Suhaili started to drink, she suddenly spit at Hazriana face and shabrinah face! LOLS! The reason is because i think someone makes a joke and can't help it, Suhaili laugh and started to spit on them! Hilarious seyy!

After that went into the classroom. Like normal, Mdm Siti instruct us to do our cash book and ledger book. So we all started doing it. I can say that Suhaili really got that potential to become a successful comedian when she grow up. Seriously she is like a funny person that makes everyone go crazy along with her! thenn, i asked Shabrinah to help on my accounts! I'm weak in accounts but trying my best to improve on it.

As usual, all of us laugh like a mad person and take it like no one exist. Haha! So we all like an account students, started doing our accounts. And so we joke, laugh and makes funny scene! Lols!

I got it on my hp! Lols and i can't wait to post it at my blog! Haha, but i won't lahh! If i really did put it at my blog, confirm two of them going to kill me! You know who youu are! Lols. So Shabrinah started teaching everyone as in some of them in accounting. I can say that she's an expert in accounting. JIA YOU! (: and so handed in our accounting papers. You know what! Hazriana and Suhaili go and put their bags like in the middle and if someone fell, how?! Haha. reminds me of myself! Seriously, i should stop reminiscing about what happened one week ago. Sungguh Lols! And yeah talking about their bags, memang sungguh tak perlu eh! :)

Haha! Okay2, i will end here. Do not want to continue any further if not i will be like LOL! Update soon! Nights.

Faiz.

Finally, i know the whole truth! It's like i have been waiting for someone to tell me what is the actual reason and now i understand why! I can't believe my own eyes after reading the message at my handphone! I am totally shocked for that moment! Why? Why must be youu? I cannot believe it at all. I had put alot of efforts and time just for youu but why must youu do this to me?! I am super upset and disappointed. I am not angry at youu but i'm just sad. Tell me the reason to all this! In front of me, you act like an angel and very kind and friendly but behind my back, god knows what u said about me.

You think that you can hide the truth forever?! You're definitely wrong. Sooner or later, i'll sure find out the reason. At first, i thought that it was not your fault and its someone else fault. but thenn, it turns out otherwise. i had been fooled by your sweet smile and friendliness. All this while, i had listened to 2 different stories. Who is telling the truth and who is lying to me. Now i know, it was youu all along.

Do youu really hate me to the core? Why? I want to know why. I already promised someone that i won't ask you or tell you this. but somehow, i feel like i need to ask you this question. I have feelings and this concerns me alot. You been keeping the truth for too long. And now, your secret has been revealed. I don't know what will be my next step. but right now, i will not do or say anything.

I will pretend like i don't know anything just like what youu did! Youu want to play games with me right? Well, i'm on it! See how long you'll hang on. Don't ever blame me if i do confront youu one day because i had it! I think i had been too kind to youu that youu took advantage of my kindness. But i really hope, you're not the caused of everything that had happened to me! Seriously, i beginning to hate youu and right now i feel like you are the first person i will take revenge on. But, i won't. Because i am not like youu. And i won't be like youu.

Sometimes, inside my room i just wish i could turn back the time and undo everything again. Perhaps, this tragedy won't even happened. Why must things turns out the way we unplanned. I need a way to resolve all this problems. Somehow, i can't. I'm too preoccupied with schools that i'm unaware of the things going on around me. I felt useless sometimes.

I need to change everything back to where it start. If this goes on, i'll be hurting myself even more and i just hate it. I need to be alone to sort things out and maybe just maybe everything will change for the better. I just wish i could!

Life really plays such a silly games on me. And i don't want history to repeat itself. Like the saying goes: if you were given a 2nd chance, will you undo what you have done? the answer is: YES.

Faiz

I'm stuck when the BFD teacher start talking. I just felt like i need a break, somehow. I seriously need it badly! I can't let this continue any further or else major consequences might happen! Lols.

I agree that OFA is getting complicated and i'm getting slower this few weeks. Probably alot of stress or maybe i'm thinking too much. I don't know what's going on right now. I just need to relax my mind and think of nothing else. Test, exams, role play, projects & etc is pressuring me. I'm not used to getting pressure all the time. It makes me feel more stressful and exhausted.

AFD test is over, finally. *Sigh*. But i'm still studying on the T Accounts for AFD. Still blur on balance brought down. I really need someone to guide me somehow and make sure i'll not slack. Haha!

Hmmm, just now it was totally an unexpected tragedy that happened to me. I been down with bad luck lately. Maybe, someone is cursing me! Lols. haha. and the most embarrassing part was that the girls all laugh at me! Lols. Can't help it also, i laugh as well at myself for being the most foolish person on earth! :) but i'm definitely not a FOOL, if you know what i mean.


Okay2, whoever reading this please don't ask me what happened! Lols. Whatever that happens to me today, is over! Tmrw, is a start of a brand new day so look after each other my friends!

Faiz:) (i just realised that i can really be the most potential comedian ever.) ^^

Hello Hello! I finally realised that Accounting Fundamentals is not that easy as i imagined. Debit here credit there, it makes me wanna throw the book aside. Lols. But the Lesson is quite fun, though. I impressed by how Mdm Siti taught us. I'm still unsure about the Double entry. Get so confused sometimes and everything just get mixed up.

Yeah, this is Higher Nitec so everything is different. I can't expect it to be easy like Nitec. Haha. As for Office Applications, my teacher has always been self-praising himself and looks like no one entertained him. Poor Mr Quek. Lols. I'm stucked when it comes to Office Applications! My mind just went blank for a moment and nothing i can think of. Lols.

For Business Fundamentals (Boring Fundamentals), that teacher really makes me pissed off right now! I'm innocent and he's like putting all the blame on me as though i am the bad student! When i did not even say a word, he assumed that i am talking! What the Hell! I cannot believed that he can just jump to conclusion without getting the facts right! C'mon lahh! Don't assumed as if i am wrong and please stop putting the blame on me! Just one question for youu! Did i offended you in such way?! Why are you doing this to me?! I'm so freaking mad with youu!

Get the facts right, Mr KFC! I'm sorry if i'm using harsh words here butt i'm totally angry! I'm just letting out my feelings! Well, as for Business Fundamentals, i can't really understand a single damn word coming from his mouth. Is he mumbling or whispering? Lols. I still don't get what he's teaching. Is either i'm ignoring him and talking with my friends or he does not know how to teach us. Being honest, I really need a replacement for this teacher. Seriously, damn need it!

Enough of Business Fundamentals! Talking about it makes me sick! Lols. Oh God. This Friday got Accounting Fundamentals test. Haha. Hope i score high marks for this.

I guess that's all then! Update soon if i am free! See youu!

Faiz :)

I wonder how people can manage to juggle both school and work at the same time. Guess, they are just trying their very best as not to clash both school time table and working schedule. It goes the same for me as well. I'm schooling and as well as working. Tired? I guess, i'm! Lols.

Currently, the job i am working right now is not that tired as Giordano. I know, i know. Giordano is already over and i must move on to the next level. I can't really get along well with my new colleagues even though they are nice to me. It's like they are totally different than my Giordano colleagues. I miss Giordano, seriously but i guess i can't just stay on to one job. At most, i must explore a new kind of working environment and location.

I've been down lately. Don't know why but seriously it feels like i'm losing grip of myself. I can't take the pressure anymore. How i wish, there's someone out there willing to help me move on with my life.

Apart from school and work, I have been busy taking care of my younger sister after my maid went back to her hometown last month. So this year, i have been very busy lately. I want to go out and enjoy my weekends with my friends but i guess it won't happen. Right now, i got to stay at home like almost everyday taking care of my younger sister. I love my sister so much that i can't even see her suffer like this.

Oh God, please don't let my sister suffer anymore. She really can't take it. Please, make her well again. I want to see her talk, walk and eat by herself. Every time when i'm with her, i feel like crying. I just want her to be normal like myself. Please God, only you can answer my prayer. Make my wish come true. Amin. (:

Faiz

I've been thinking lately. Somehow i know there is someone out there who dislike the way i am. I'm sorry if i did offend you in such way. I'm feeling miserable inside. please do not put salt into my wound. I want to apologize to everyone if i did offend you guys.

Maybe the words i used or said, is too harsh. Didn't mean it actually. I know that i'm not 100% perfect. Nobody's perfect and i agree with that. People tends to do mistakes repeatedly. And maybe i'm one of them.

I'm feeling guilty right now. I don't know what i did that makes you hate me? If you really think there's some sort of misunderstanding between us, i guess we should talk it out. I missed my Dad. Like a million times. I wish he is there beside me and comforting me. I am so missing my Dad. I cried and cried and cried. Seeing how the rest of my friends cuddled up with their Dad's, I felt left out. I don't have a Dad. i did commit sins and i won't denied it either.

To those out there, forgive me for being a little too sensitive or over reacted. I need sometime alone to sort things out. I'm sorry.

Faiz

Hellos! Well, i'm quite surprised to how i can really cope well with my fellow peers. Haha! They seriously make me laugh quite alot! Lols. Today, BFD as usual teacher always like to brief more further about what we already studied. Seriously i can't help it but to sleep during his lesson. And i can see that he is quite angry with our whole class! He really shouted LISTEN HERE! On the look on his face, i can tell that he is really pissed off. Lols. So after that we went for Break at Cafe 1 with Suhaili, Lily, Ilah, Shumin and Louise. We had this misunderstanding after ordering fruit drinks. Lily and Ilah want small size but unfortunately the auntie told us that mix with other fruits cannot have small size only Big size. Left with no choice, Lily and Ilah bought the biz size cup. Lols.

After that my friend, he called on my hp for quite a number of times and when i answered it, he just hang up. Haha. I was like you have nothing to do is it?! Lols. The reason to why he always called me because his friend want to get to know with my other friend. Haha. Sorry yeah, she's attached by the way. And i guess her boyfriend is way way better than your friend! No offence though.

So at 1pm headed to B03-20 for our OFA lesson. Had our Mock Test. It is quite difficult. I think i seriously need to buck up on my OFA! Haha. And tmrw CA1 OFA. Oh yeah Prema's father is in the hospital due to lung problems. To all those who LOVE smoking, please quit before it's too LATE. treasure your life people. you only live once don't waste it. (: so ends at 3pm. went straight to AFD class. Lols. Again Mdm Siti love giving us papers to do non-stop. Haha! She thinks that we are ROBOTS who do not need any BREAK! So yeah, studied Day Books. Now a new Unit has begun. Lols. Mdm Siti told us our Cash Book results. I passed! Yeah! Woohoo! I'm so happy! Lols.

Okay2 back to where i stop. Oh yeah there's one question on the book says that 4 chairs at $50 each and 2 adding machines for $325. And so teacher told us that when u see the word each, it means u must take $50 x 4= $200. And $325 for the adding machines. so got the total amount of $525. And Lily asked how we get $525? Ilah answered and told her with her confidence $325 x 2 lahh! Haha. Unknown to her, it is WRONG! Malu sey Ilah! Lols. That part i can't stop laughing! Haha! Funny sey Ilah.

Before that, when me, Ilah, Lily and Suhaili go down from the stairs, Suhaili and Ilah got this some sort of like big discussion. Haha. Suhaili did not want to attend OFA lesson but then i told her that must come because got Mock Test. but she said that she want to follow Shab and Hazriana to TM to eat Macdonalds. haha. Then she's like thinking whether she wants to go for OFA or not. Ilah told her OFA and OSA the same mah. So she asked her not to attend OFA. Suhaili told her that its not the same. Ilah say its the same. And then Suhaili shouted and say Different Lah! Lols. But its not Ilah who is shocked. Its a guy. Haha. A malay guy instead. Funny sey! I keep on laughing sey. Lols.

I'm seriously enjoying my days in school with all these crazy friends of my. :) end here then. Update soon.

Faiz

Oh hello! Well, let's see what i should talk about this time. Haha! Okay2. OFA test is this Friday from 1.30pm to 5.30pm. there's two slot. Hope i get the first slot. Lols. So, went to work today from 11.15pm to 8.15pm. Haha. What a long 8 hours shift. Its not that busy after all. Mostly people going to Tanjung Pinang and i can tell that customers here are so damn fussy. Lols.

I was bored to death just now. Its like no one at all! Haha. All i do is just stand up, sit down, listen music, move myself to feel more comfortable and going to the toilet. Haha. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday BLUES! At around 8pm, my mum pick me up from work because i am too lazy and tired to wait at the bus stop for the bus to arrive. Lols. Headed to eat my DINNER at Tampines near my house. I was super hungry. :) then went home at around 9pm.

Okay, the deadline for OFA project has been brought forward and it's like clashing with the rest. I'm still at slide no 7 and i am left with how many more days to finish up my project. AFD test on Friday was a total disaster due to lack of time. haha. So, Mdm Siti should not blame us if 1/2 of the class fail the test. Lols.

I'm still slow as ever and weak in Accounting. I need HELP! BFD, i'm still blur with the lesson. But, i managed to understand a little sumthing from it. As in from Unit 1 to Unit 5, i understand a bit of what Mr Ghazali taught us.


Well June Holidays are coming soon! And oh yeah, yesterday EXERCISING was Great! I love it! Thanks to Suhaili! Round of applause for Suhaili! Woohoo! Lols. Okay then, end here! Good night!

Faiz (:

Haha! Yesterday was the most hilarious day of my life! And i got to tell youu that is really funny how it happened! Lols! Well it's all started when Hazriana, Shabrinah and Suhaili were talking. Hazriana were drinking justea and offered Suhaili too. When Suhaili started to drink, she suddenly spit at Hazriana face and shabrinah face! LOLS! The reason is because i think someone makes a joke and can't help it, Suhaili laugh and started to spit on them! Hilarious seyy!

After that went into the classroom. Like normal, Mdm Siti instruct us to do our cash book and ledger book. So we all started doing it. I can say that Suhaili really got that potential to become a successful comedian when she grow up. Seriously she is like a funny person that makes everyone go crazy along with her! thenn, i asked Shabrinah to help on my accounts! I'm weak in accounts but trying my best to improve on it.

As usual, all of us laugh like a mad person and take it like no one exist. Haha! So we all like an account students, started doing our accounts. And so we joke, laugh and makes funny scene! Lols!

I got it on my hp! Lols and i can't wait to post it at my blog! Haha, but i won't lahh! If i really did put it at my blog, confirm two of them going to kill me! You know who youu are! Lols. So Shabrinah started teaching everyone as in some of them in accounting. I can say that she's an expert in accounting. JIA YOU! (: and so handed in our accounting papers. You know what! Hazriana and Suhaili go and put their bags like in the middle and if someone fell, how?! Haha. reminds me of myself! Seriously, i should stop reminiscing about what happened one week ago. Sungguh Lols! And yeah talking about their bags, memang sungguh tak perlu eh! :)

Haha! Okay2, i will end here. Do not want to continue any further if not i will be like LOL! Update soon! Nights.

Faiz.

Finally, i know the whole truth! It's like i have been waiting for someone to tell me what is the actual reason and now i understand why! I can't believe my own eyes after reading the message at my handphone! I am totally shocked for that moment! Why? Why must be youu? I cannot believe it at all. I had put alot of efforts and time just for youu but why must youu do this to me?! I am super upset and disappointed. I am not angry at youu but i'm just sad. Tell me the reason to all this! In front of me, you act like an angel and very kind and friendly but behind my back, god knows what u said about me.

You think that you can hide the truth forever?! You're definitely wrong. Sooner or later, i'll sure find out the reason. At first, i thought that it was not your fault and its someone else fault. but thenn, it turns out otherwise. i had been fooled by your sweet smile and friendliness. All this while, i had listened to 2 different stories. Who is telling the truth and who is lying to me. Now i know, it was youu all along.

Do youu really hate me to the core? Why? I want to know why. I already promised someone that i won't ask you or tell you this. but somehow, i feel like i need to ask you this question. I have feelings and this concerns me alot. You been keeping the truth for too long. And now, your secret has been revealed. I don't know what will be my next step. but right now, i will not do or say anything.

I will pretend like i don't know anything just like what youu did! Youu want to play games with me right? Well, i'm on it! See how long you'll hang on. Don't ever blame me if i do confront youu one day because i had it! I think i had been too kind to youu that youu took advantage of my kindness. But i really hope, you're not the caused of everything that had happened to me! Seriously, i beginning to hate youu and right now i feel like you are the first person i will take revenge on. But, i won't. Because i am not like youu. And i won't be like youu.

Sometimes, inside my room i just wish i could turn back the time and undo everything again. Perhaps, this tragedy won't even happened. Why must things turns out the way we unplanned. I need a way to resolve all this problems. Somehow, i can't. I'm too preoccupied with schools that i'm unaware of the things going on around me. I felt useless sometimes.

I need to change everything back to where it start. If this goes on, i'll be hurting myself even more and i just hate it. I need to be alone to sort things out and maybe just maybe everything will change for the better. I just wish i could!

Life really plays such a silly games on me. And i don't want history to repeat itself. Like the saying goes: if you were given a 2nd chance, will you undo what you have done? the answer is: YES.

Faiz

I'm stuck when the BFD teacher start talking. I just felt like i need a break, somehow. I seriously need it badly! I can't let this continue any further or else major consequences might happen! Lols.

I agree that OFA is getting complicated and i'm getting slower this few weeks. Probably alot of stress or maybe i'm thinking too much. I don't know what's going on right now. I just need to relax my mind and think of nothing else. Test, exams, role play, projects & etc is pressuring me. I'm not used to getting pressure all the time. It makes me feel more stressful and exhausted.

AFD test is over, finally. *Sigh*. But i'm still studying on the T Accounts for AFD. Still blur on balance brought down. I really need someone to guide me somehow and make sure i'll not slack. Haha!

Hmmm, just now it was totally an unexpected tragedy that happened to me. I been down with bad luck lately. Maybe, someone is cursing me! Lols. haha. and the most embarrassing part was that the girls all laugh at me! Lols. Can't help it also, i laugh as well at myself for being the most foolish person on earth! :) but i'm definitely not a FOOL, if you know what i mean.


Okay2, whoever reading this please don't ask me what happened! Lols. Whatever that happens to me today, is over! Tmrw, is a start of a brand new day so look after each other my friends!

Faiz:) (i just realised that i can really be the most potential comedian ever.) ^^

Hello Hello! I finally realised that Accounting Fundamentals is not that easy as i imagined. Debit here credit there, it makes me wanna throw the book aside. Lols. But the Lesson is quite fun, though. I impressed by how Mdm Siti taught us. I'm still unsure about the Double entry. Get so confused sometimes and everything just get mixed up.

Yeah, this is Higher Nitec so everything is different. I can't expect it to be easy like Nitec. Haha. As for Office Applications, my teacher has always been self-praising himself and looks like no one entertained him. Poor Mr Quek. Lols. I'm stucked when it comes to Office Applications! My mind just went blank for a moment and nothing i can think of. Lols.

For Business Fundamentals (Boring Fundamentals), that teacher really makes me pissed off right now! I'm innocent and he's like putting all the blame on me as though i am the bad student! When i did not even say a word, he assumed that i am talking! What the Hell! I cannot believed that he can just jump to conclusion without getting the facts right! C'mon lahh! Don't assumed as if i am wrong and please stop putting the blame on me! Just one question for youu! Did i offended you in such way?! Why are you doing this to me?! I'm so freaking mad with youu!

Get the facts right, Mr KFC! I'm sorry if i'm using harsh words here butt i'm totally angry! I'm just letting out my feelings! Well, as for Business Fundamentals, i can't really understand a single damn word coming from his mouth. Is he mumbling or whispering? Lols. I still don't get what he's teaching. Is either i'm ignoring him and talking with my friends or he does not know how to teach us. Being honest, I really need a replacement for this teacher. Seriously, damn need it!

Enough of Business Fundamentals! Talking about it makes me sick! Lols. Oh God. This Friday got Accounting Fundamentals test. Haha. Hope i score high marks for this.

I guess that's all then! Update soon if i am free! See youu!

Faiz :)

I wonder how people can manage to juggle both school and work at the same time. Guess, they are just trying their very best as not to clash both school time table and working schedule. It goes the same for me as well. I'm schooling and as well as working. Tired? I guess, i'm! Lols.

Currently, the job i am working right now is not that tired as Giordano. I know, i know. Giordano is already over and i must move on to the next level. I can't really get along well with my new colleagues even though they are nice to me. It's like they are totally different than my Giordano colleagues. I miss Giordano, seriously but i guess i can't just stay on to one job. At most, i must explore a new kind of working environment and location.

I've been down lately. Don't know why but seriously it feels like i'm losing grip of myself. I can't take the pressure anymore. How i wish, there's someone out there willing to help me move on with my life.

Apart from school and work, I have been busy taking care of my younger sister after my maid went back to her hometown last month. So this year, i have been very busy lately. I want to go out and enjoy my weekends with my friends but i guess it won't happen. Right now, i got to stay at home like almost everyday taking care of my younger sister. I love my sister so much that i can't even see her suffer like this.

Oh God, please don't let my sister suffer anymore. She really can't take it. Please, make her well again. I want to see her talk, walk and eat by herself. Every time when i'm with her, i feel like crying. I just want her to be normal like myself. Please God, only you can answer my prayer. Make my wish come true. Amin. (:

Faiz