Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




SAY IT


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for a moment to let it out.

I'm not in the best of mood to talk about work. seems like, they don't need me anymore. Why? Simply because i do not meet to their expectations. Wad the hell. can't you see i'm trying my best? can't you see i'm struggling through the holes to reach your standards? can't you see i'm working hard to prove you wrong? why can't you just understand that i'm giving all the best i could.

if you love to cancel my shifts, by all mean. i don't care anymore. cause i don't want to continue my life by getting hurt in this kind of situation. but i won't give up that easily. i will make sure that i will succeed till the end. just wait & see.

alright. school has been kind of boring lately. not sure why but i just don't feel like waking up early in the morning to attend class. guess, need to self study at home. POM grade : B :)

although a B sounds nice, i'm still not satisfied. i need an A at least. to up my gpa. i need 3 As for the 3 modules. but if 2As and 1B will be fine too. study hard, AB. all the best.

i'm looking for a new job. not sure yet. maybe. i will keep on searching till i got the right job. not giving up, for now at least. send out resumes to 2 jobs. waiting for their reply. hopefully a good reply will do. :)

weather is so weird nowadays. it has been raining cats and dogs. people, get yourself an umbrella in case of emergency. like now, seriously. cause you won't know when will it be sunny or rainy tml or the day after.

i'm in a stage of breaking down. i need a hug. i need a shoulder to lean on. i want to pour all out. i don't want to keep it in my heart for too long, if not i'm gonna go insane.

NATASHA, i miss you. :) meet up soon okay. like soon tauu!




i miss the girl above. she's the only one that i can share my nonsense to the max stories. she brings laughter to my eyes & she's always there by my side to cheer me up whenever i'm down.

she also the one i will laugh wid when we hang out and bought donuts together. she will call me Ah Phat and i will smile for sure. she will hug me when she misses me alot. & i will hug her too.

she's the most bestest greatest friend ever to me. a big sister, to be exact.

thank you so much Natasha. i miss you lots & i will never ever forget you in my life. you're such a good friend & sis to me. i'm thankful to God for that. hang out soon okay. :)




& of course there is others also. Hehe. & to this particular lady. thank you so much. I miss you lots too. will meet up on Thursday for sure. thanks for consoling me. thanks for helping me lots too. & of course we are going on a date this Wednesday. Haha. Can't wait Azyan! :) LOL. lets have fun on that day yeah!

& this lady here is the most funniest girl i ever met. she brightens up my day when we meet up. we call each other MORON when we meet for movie. :) haha. she loves taking pictures and i love to be her Model for that. thank you Azyan. thank you for everything.

i guess that's it. hehe. i can't wait for Drama rehearsals again. i want to see all of my peeps. :) see you all on Thursday. remember to wear the right attire for that day okay. LOL. :)

BYE! :) Holidays coming & i'm looking forward for it. oh yeah 3 more days. just 3 more days. :) wish me the best of luck.



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.