
Hello Dears!
Alright. Yesterday training was fun but tiring. Expect the unexpected. Dancing is just not my thing but It was great! :) thanks Haizad, the Choreographer. & Hafiz H came! Lol. Surprise to see you. Glad to see you. Haha. Meet up soon.
Script will be coming tomorrow. Haha. Scared, nervous, anxious and worried. All this is in my mind right now. Just don't know what will happen. Haha. Is it Vocal Training tomorrow? Haha. Can't wait to sing! :)
I went for the audition yesterday. It was good. I manage to read the lines. I'm not sure whether I get this role or not. But its alright. Failure is a mother of success. Hopefully, I get it. :)
I'm not feeling myself lately. I'm breaking down. Its like I wanna cry but I just could not shed a tears. There's too much problems in my head now. I don't know who to turn to and who to talk to. All I need is a helping hand and a shoulder to lean on. I'm tired. Seriously, shagged.
I'm still deciding whether to quit my job or continue staying on. I just could not made up my mind. I need a job. & now, I have one. I should not quit right? But there's too much problems at work too.
I feel like there's no life in working there. Colleagues has been treating me coldly. I don't know what I did that makes you all seems to dislike me and distance yourself. You all have been making assumptions thinking that I did something bad and for sure, news has been spreading around.
Its the same case that happens to me and my classmates. Out of the sudden, they seems to attacked me and assuming that I'm at fault. I just could not understand. Is it really my fault? Or is it you guys pretending to be my friend and suddenly show your true colours in front of me?
I'm seriously tired. Tired of being the good guy. I just need to accept the bad luck I have now. I want to let go of my past but it is so hard to do so. A past can be forgotten but can never be erase. True enough.
Right now, I need a hug. Any kind of hug will do. Maybe, I need a rest. A rest to calm myself down. :) Working later. I'm not looking forward to it but just do my work.
& to Aidil and Iskandar, all the best for your show tomorrow. We will be coming down to support you guys! :)