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Dear Diary.

I felt a pinch and I'm feeling down lately. I'm no longer myself anymore. Things has changed. But, is it for the better or for the worse? I'm confused with what seems to be the truth and what seems to be a reality.

I beginning to doubt on certain issues but am trying my very best not to jump on conclusions and started making a big hole out of it. My temper has simmer down a little. For all you know, I might be very nice and friendly to you. I know that for once, I assumed that you're at fault and I refused to believe your story. I trusted someone else instead and it shoots back at me.

No point for me to regret cause I know its too late to apologise. But instead of picking up the pieces where we both left, you decided to end it once and for all. Leaving me all alone in this cold weather. Maybe, this is what I deserved after I doubted you. I refuses to believe in karma but things has happened to me.

& Now I believe in karma. I really do. It hits right back at me, making me the culprit. I'm so stupid as not to believe you in the first place. If I did back then, we will still remain as friends. Now, you have chosen your own path of life. I won't stop you as I will keep on supporting you from behind.

I never hated you for leaving me cause hated will only leads to vengeance. I'm not that sort of person and I won't treat you as an enemy. Its a lesson learn for me now. I should not only listen to one story but the whole story from both party.

So from there, I can make judgments on who should I believe and who should I not. I can't just take it as if you're obviously wrong and the others is right. Its wrong for me to do so. I should not have done that in the first place.

I'm sorry for causing so much pain in you. I wish I could turn back time and start all over again. Nonetheless, I felt like it is deja vu. Right now, I'm so tired. Tired of being at fault. So so confused. I need a hug right now to ease my pain and I need a shoulder to lean on.

perhaps, I should
start thinking
of you again.

Dear Diary.

I felt a pinch and I'm feeling down lately. I'm no longer myself anymore. Things has changed. But, is it for the better or for the worse? I'm confused with what seems to be the truth and what seems to be a reality.

I beginning to doubt on certain issues but am trying my very best not to jump on conclusions and started making a big hole out of it. My temper has simmer down a little. For all you know, I might be very nice and friendly to you. I know that for once, I assumed that you're at fault and I refused to believe your story. I trusted someone else instead and it shoots back at me.

No point for me to regret cause I know its too late to apologise. But instead of picking up the pieces where we both left, you decided to end it once and for all. Leaving me all alone in this cold weather. Maybe, this is what I deserved after I doubted you. I refuses to believe in karma but things has happened to me.

& Now I believe in karma. I really do. It hits right back at me, making me the culprit. I'm so stupid as not to believe you in the first place. If I did back then, we will still remain as friends. Now, you have chosen your own path of life. I won't stop you as I will keep on supporting you from behind.

I never hated you for leaving me cause hated will only leads to vengeance. I'm not that sort of person and I won't treat you as an enemy. Its a lesson learn for me now. I should not only listen to one story but the whole story from both party.

So from there, I can make judgments on who should I believe and who should I not. I can't just take it as if you're obviously wrong and the others is right. Its wrong for me to do so. I should not have done that in the first place.

I'm sorry for causing so much pain in you. I wish I could turn back time and start all over again. Nonetheless, I felt like it is deja vu. Right now, I'm so tired. Tired of being at fault. So so confused. I need a hug right now to ease my pain and I need a shoulder to lean on.

perhaps, I should
start thinking
of you again.