hatedyouforthis.
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 Dear Diary. Training was awesome today. Dance was superb eventhough Haizad could not make it. Vocal Instructor didn't turn up due to sore eyes. Had scene practice instead. Was fun. I enjoyed it. But I was not that good enough today. Maybe, due to lack of sleep. :) To that person - I will never bother about you anymore. You're right. Should not get involved in people's lives. & assuming things is so wrong. GET THIS RIGHT! I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU! Stop thinking negatively about me and assuming that I have a feeling or so about you. NO! I DON'T! I don't know why lah. I am just trying to be nice but people still misunderstood me. I just don't understand. Was I wrong to be nice? Is it so wrong to be concern for a friend? I don't know, seriously. But since you said that I should keep it to myself and don't bother, I will do just that. I will wash my hands off you. Right now, I will never bother about you. You can do anything with your own life. This is what you want and I think it is for the best to. PERIOD. Got CA on Monday. I must study tomorrow. School is still alright for me. Projects are still killing me but I can't afford to lose grades because of that. Got to put in much more effort for it! :) I'm so freaking broke now. I need MONEY. I got to start working hard next month onwards. All the best, Faiz! :) I guess that's it for now. I don't know what else to blog about. I am so tired. I need to sleep. Goodnight everyone! Take care okay. don't remind me of the past.
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hatedyouforthis.
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 Dear Diary. Training was awesome today. Dance was superb eventhough Haizad could not make it. Vocal Instructor didn't turn up due to sore eyes. Had scene practice instead. Was fun. I enjoyed it. But I was not that good enough today. Maybe, due to lack of sleep. :) To that person - I will never bother about you anymore. You're right. Should not get involved in people's lives. & assuming things is so wrong. GET THIS RIGHT! I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU! Stop thinking negatively about me and assuming that I have a feeling or so about you. NO! I DON'T! I don't know why lah. I am just trying to be nice but people still misunderstood me. I just don't understand. Was I wrong to be nice? Is it so wrong to be concern for a friend? I don't know, seriously. But since you said that I should keep it to myself and don't bother, I will do just that. I will wash my hands off you. Right now, I will never bother about you. You can do anything with your own life. This is what you want and I think it is for the best to. PERIOD. Got CA on Monday. I must study tomorrow. School is still alright for me. Projects are still killing me but I can't afford to lose grades because of that. Got to put in much more effort for it! :) I'm so freaking broke now. I need MONEY. I got to start working hard next month onwards. All the best, Faiz! :) I guess that's it for now. I don't know what else to blog about. I am so tired. I need to sleep. Goodnight everyone! Take care okay. don't remind me of the past.
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