Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
obviously, you wouldn't care.
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 Dear Diary. I felt so useless now. I don't know what else to say to make you understand. I don't hate people but people hate me. They make a small issues into a big one and thus decided to treat me as an enemy. Why do people keeps on making my life so difficult? I told you already that I was sick the other day, why can't you understand me? How was I supposed to go for the orientation with dizziness, headaches, vomiting and such? It has already been 2 weeks. Business won already and the orientation was a success. Fina, I don't know what else to explain to you. Since you decided to treat me like this because of just one stupid thing, I will just accept it. One by one came to attack me. All became my enemies. I don't know lah. From friends to enemies. Was I born to have enemies all my life? Why was I treated this way? I don't owe any of you a living but you all make my life like hell. Oh God. Sometimes, I just wish I could undo all the wrong things and start a new. I'm not sure whether I will still have enemies in the future or not. Why do people keeps on destroying me? What benefits do they gain from doing so? Why do all of you targeted on me? Was I really in the wrong? I will just succumb to my fate. Whatever fate install for me, I will do just that. I will not think of anything else and blame myself for everything. If I were in the wrong, I'm really sorry. But all that I ask from you is that, stop treating me like your enemy. I don't wish to have an enemy. Not even a single one. Everything happens for a reason. I will cry my heart out and pour out all my feelings to myself. I will try to gain back my smile if I can but no one will ever understand me. No one. Happy Birthday Prema. Wish you all the best in life and may God bless you with good health and good life. I'm feeling down time to time.
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FAIZ FIZZY FIZZ
I faces challenges almost everyday in life. But through all that, I'm still alive and moving on strongly.
I know that at times in life, one has to make sacrifices. Like everyone in this world, I too, felt the same way.
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obviously, you wouldn't care.
♥
Dear Diary. I felt so useless now. I don't know what else to say to make you understand. I don't hate people but people hate me. They make a small issues into a big one and thus decided to treat me as an enemy. Why do people keeps on making my life so difficult? I told you already that I was sick the other day, why can't you understand me? How was I supposed to go for the orientation with dizziness, headaches, vomiting and such? It has already been 2 weeks. Business won already and the orientation was a success. Fina, I don't know what else to explain to you. Since you decided to treat me like this because of just one stupid thing, I will just accept it. One by one came to attack me. All became my enemies. I don't know lah. From friends to enemies. Was I born to have enemies all my life? Why was I treated this way? I don't owe any of you a living but you all make my life like hell. Oh God. Sometimes, I just wish I could undo all the wrong things and start a new. I'm not sure whether I will still have enemies in the future or not. Why do people keeps on destroying me? What benefits do they gain from doing so? Why do all of you targeted on me? Was I really in the wrong? I will just succumb to my fate. Whatever fate install for me, I will do just that. I will not think of anything else and blame myself for everything. If I were in the wrong, I'm really sorry. But all that I ask from you is that, stop treating me like your enemy. I don't wish to have an enemy. Not even a single one. Everything happens for a reason. I will cry my heart out and pour out all my feelings to myself. I will try to gain back my smile if I can but no one will ever understand me. No one. Happy Birthday Prema. Wish you all the best in life and may God bless you with good health and good life. I'm feeling down time to time.
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