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Hello.

Sometimes in life, you tend to smile alot. But actually behind those smiles, hid your tears. Tears that no one ever saw before. You show the other side of you just not to let others know your problems.

You look happy but actually in fact, you are crying. Crying inside your heart. Not letting people discover it. I have been through all that alot of times. & it hurts badly. It is something you hold back for so long until you realised you needed somebody to help you along the way.

You might think that you are independent cause you did not let others know about your situation but in fact you are weak. Doing all this, will lead you to nowhere. I did that too. I tend to hide certain facts/things from others. Even my family members.

Is not that I don't trust them or I don't have the guts too, it is just that I want to deal this on my own. I know it is wrong to keep certain things from my family but I don't want to put a huge burden on them. It is something personal.

Dear God, punish me for my bad deeds but don't punish me for something I did that is against parents permission. Its wrong but I don't wish to trouble them. Friends told me it is not a sin but I felt bad.

But the harsh words you told me just now, makes me want to cry. Mummy, I know you don't like us to lie to you. It is not a lie. It is just something I do for my own good. I know I should not keep things from you but people make mistakes.

I am really sorry for what I did. I know you don't wish history to repeat itself. But when you told me that I'm worse than my siblings, my tears start to drop. Just because of one mistake, you judge me without knowing the real situation I'm facing.

After so much hard work I put in, you hurt my feelings. I studied hard for the sake of going Poly. & I really want to. Yes, I might be slow in things but I have ambition, you see. If you really think I'm useless, I think I should just run away from home for the time being.

Let you calm down first. & if you have sort things out, maybe I should return home. Once again, I'm sorry. :(

words means
nothing to
me anymore.

Hello.

Sometimes in life, you tend to smile alot. But actually behind those smiles, hid your tears. Tears that no one ever saw before. You show the other side of you just not to let others know your problems.

You look happy but actually in fact, you are crying. Crying inside your heart. Not letting people discover it. I have been through all that alot of times. & it hurts badly. It is something you hold back for so long until you realised you needed somebody to help you along the way.

You might think that you are independent cause you did not let others know about your situation but in fact you are weak. Doing all this, will lead you to nowhere. I did that too. I tend to hide certain facts/things from others. Even my family members.

Is not that I don't trust them or I don't have the guts too, it is just that I want to deal this on my own. I know it is wrong to keep certain things from my family but I don't want to put a huge burden on them. It is something personal.

Dear God, punish me for my bad deeds but don't punish me for something I did that is against parents permission. Its wrong but I don't wish to trouble them. Friends told me it is not a sin but I felt bad.

But the harsh words you told me just now, makes me want to cry. Mummy, I know you don't like us to lie to you. It is not a lie. It is just something I do for my own good. I know I should not keep things from you but people make mistakes.

I am really sorry for what I did. I know you don't wish history to repeat itself. But when you told me that I'm worse than my siblings, my tears start to drop. Just because of one mistake, you judge me without knowing the real situation I'm facing.

After so much hard work I put in, you hurt my feelings. I studied hard for the sake of going Poly. & I really want to. Yes, I might be slow in things but I have ambition, you see. If you really think I'm useless, I think I should just run away from home for the time being.

Let you calm down first. & if you have sort things out, maybe I should return home. Once again, I'm sorry. :(

words means
nothing to
me anymore.