Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




SAY IT


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Pardon me.




I have always wanted to be a happy person. Always wanted to smile and be cheerful. But sometimes, it is so hard, just so hard for me to even smile. I know that some people always says that I am bubbly etc.

I am really trying very hard to be accepted by everyone. But sometimes, at a certain point of time, people get bored of you and don't even care about you. Been there done that. If I please this person, the other person feels neglected.

What am I supposed to do? I'm trying my best to win everyone's heart. Trying my best to get in their good books and be their best friend. But, what am I? & why am I doing so much to please you yet you don't even appreciate it?

I'm sorry if I'm not so attentive enough to listen to your long long stories. I am really sorry. Just try to put yourself in my shoes. Try to be me and see how it feels. & one more thing. If you think that I am happy for what I got now, think again. I am not that happy yet.

I have told everyone that I am a sort of person that don't hate people. I don't pick friends. I am neutral. Just go with the flow. But if you don't like the way I am, I am really sorry but is your loss. Not mine. That's all I have to say.

But luckily for me, I have got this crazy people to cheer me up! :) & of course my lovelies! :)

p/s; one more day you're leaving. God, time do flies fast. Be back soon k. We all will be waiting for you, Iskandar. :)

just another
day for
you to stay.



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.