Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




SAY IT


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A Quarter Past Two.


The above picture is something which my friend and I were carrying my another friend to tie a rope around the lamp. How funny can that be? With hundreds of people watching us, I'm sure they have their last laugh.

Its 2am now. But I'm still awake. Perhaps, it is just me. I can't sleep that early anymore. The cycle changes once you are getting older. Maybe, its a bad sign but can't blame me, right?

I'm still wondering. Wondering about how's my life is gonna be when I grow up. What do I really want in the future. It keeps on playing on my mind. Because of this, I'm unable to sleep.

So, why now? Why must I think about my future now when I'm still young. Mum has been nagging. Nagging about how we spend our lives unnecessarily. Wasting our time doing things that is not worth doing.

Mum. My passion is in the arts. & I love Acting. No matter how useless it sound, I'm still gonna live up to my dreams. I know that you are against my decision. But if I can respect your decision to find a new guy in your life, why can't you respect my decision to act?

I really love acting. Maybe, you just don't know how excited I am to be able to get such a role now. Sorry if I neglect you the past few weeks. I promise that whatever I'm doing now, will bring benefits to you and our family.

Mum, I love you like I always do. :)

Moving on. Its gonna be Tuesday and I'm freaking excited about it! I really hope that I can make it to the next round. Hoping for a miracle to happen.

Thanks Ilah for putting the OAM project into one document. Don't worry about it. I will try to finish up whatever that is left for me to do so.
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My post for now is going to be random. Read it if you want to. :)

I don't know about you but I have a strong feeling that it may just happen. I keep on thinking about what's the consequences may be if we were to make a move. I know that its wrong for me to think this way but I just want you to know that if you're happy, I will be happy for you.

What I hope is that, you won't forget me okay. I will always be here for you. :)
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Backtrack. I can't wait to see Mardiana on Tuesday. Thanks to whoever that will be coming to support me. I hope I won't disappoint you guys. I really want to make my family proud! :)

Okay, its time for me to head to bed now. :) I'm sleepy and before mum nags at me again, I shall go to sleep. Haha. :) goodnight!

p/s, I can't wait for tomorrow!

a journey
for you
and me.



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.