
I found myself lying on the floor helplessly. God knows what is going to happen to me.
I don't know. Refuses to answer those questions that has been popping on my head. I am so tired. Helplessly tired. Maybe, I need a rest. But, who knows I need a fresh air to breathe.
Thought has been running through my mind. I'm in dampen spirits. It is not helping me either. Gosh, what has happened to me? This is not my usual self. I almost fainted when I was waiting for Abg Afi.
I almost felt that this is the end of the world. What was I thinking? Not enough rest or maybe I'm too stress over the projects in school or work is just driving me crazy.
I told myself to remain strong and calm. It was just an imagination. Luckily, he came on time. Only God knows what will happen next.
I sit down and tried to sleep. But it was effortless. I tried to shut my eyes and forget everything. Suddenly, I received a text message.
I wonder why she was so concerned towards me. Maybe, we have been friends for long. I'm still holding onto this Friendship. Like you told me before, we should hang out again. Why not. I have been looking forward for that day to come.
If only we could just remain friends again. But, misunderstanding makes us an enemy. & now, we are back to square one.
It takes time to heal. Learn to forgive and forget. I forgive you for what you had done to me. Nobody is perfect. I had my faults too.
We should start all over again as friends. Don't worry. I don't hold any grudges towards you. I Swear.
For the last time, I never had hated your attitude. The last message was a shocked to me. Don't worry about a thing. Like I mentioned before, I never hated you or your attitude. If I did, I would not have asked you out if I were bored.
Whatever it is, I'm sorry. Sigh. Life still move on. Right now, I shall go to sleep. Hope that tomorrow will be a very happy day for me. Same goes for everyone else. :)
p/s, Test this coming Friday. How great!