i left a note on your desk.
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Hello. today was the last day of BCM. which means next week onwards will be an optional. its either u want to come for BCM or not. But guess, not. :) not lazy, silly. just want to self study. get it? But POM still got. i guess Mr Sean needs companion after all. :) will get our POM presentation marks on Monday. not hoping for an A but well hope so. Hehe. B will do too. :) guess wad, ETP presentation is coming soon. guess another powerpoint slides for me to complete. & it will be the last presentation i'm going to do wid my grp mates. teacher has been asking me questions lately but i just could not answer it. I know it is obvious that me and my grp mates are having problems. i don't wish to talk about it. exams are less than 2 weeks. seriously! Damn, POM is like 12 units to study. i have not yet start a single unit. No worries. i got notes and some test papers to read through. hopefully the paper will be easy. :) I hate Short Answer Questions. need to crack our brains remembering wad to write. :) Yeah! I'm going to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D version next week. hopefully lah eh. :) so i guess, i need to put on my contacts for that particular day. only that day. Haha. you; when you feel that you need sum1, i will be right there by your side. every day i will pray that you will be okay. take care yeah. :) call me if you need anything.
preparations.
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 i know that decisions are very important for some reasons. 2 more weeks & exams will be starting. gotta get good grades to up my gpa for now. i can't stand to lose anymore. i'm gonna be serious. presentation for ETP is next week and was a last minute thing. damn, that Teacher! watched The Other End of The Line. a romantic love movie. it was very funny and interesting. i LOVE it. simply love the movie. the story flows was just nice. too nice for me to walk out from the cinema. rating would be 4.5/5 :) i would give it a 5/5 if the ending is perfect. however, it simply make a day out of me. :) i would say that this year, is a year of watching MOVIE. Lol. why? because the Movie are too hard to resist. we got great movie coming up soon and i just can't wait to get the tickets. spending $6 for a movie, is worth it. okay. tml got 2 lessons. i must as well come. because i need to know wad to do about the presentation. not prepared. not even a single slide yet. 8 more days to something i am waiting for so long. please make it happen. i want it. i need it. now i know. sometimes things happen for a reason. & it could be true. oh god. i'm feeling so weak. i just want everything to end as fast as possible. the sooner the better. please.
on my feet again.
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i want to sit down and tell you how i feel but it is not the right time for me to do so. i know u want to know how i feel but it's not worth it. i let you to pass me by. just go. i will move on myself. i can rely on myself now. Mock Exam Test : A :) Thank God. All the hard work pays off. even if it is a Mock Test, i still feel proud of myself. so i need to work harder on my paper in 2 weeks time. Tml SW and i need to come. Haha. time to sweat ourselves out! :) okay tml got this stupid system test to do. I thought we did already? Still need to do it all over again? Okay, fine. Iskandar; if you read this, i'm sorry okay. i didn't mean to say you neglect me but it is just wad i feel. but i knw we are still friends. see you on Sat. :) Okay. so wad's next. I want to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D and The Other End of The Line. :) Haha! I can't wait for the trip on April! Weeee. :) Gd night!
for all i know, it could be you.
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as i'm typing in my blog, i realised that there is less things for me to talk about. it seems like a thousand words mean nothing at all. and so i decided to make a decision. should i close down my blog or should i just let it be? I'm not sure. let me think about it. this week is a busy week for me. Meet up the drama peeps. It was FUN! & i love it to the core! :) Hehe. because of rehearsals and stuff, i will be busy for 4 months. so pardon me if i have no time to update. i seem to have lost interest in school. perhaps the tragedy that happened to me and my friends has come to an end. our friendship has ended and it is over. should i celebrate about it or remain unhappy all the time? :) now i got the answer. why should i be unhappy? i should remain calm and not to think much about wad happened. seriously, i just want to forget everything. alright, i'm beginning to fall in love wid the drama You're my Destiny. Haha! Love the drama! :) wad brings us closer, is just ourselves. you decide to whether u still want us to remain friends or not. i will still be by your side as always. :) trust me okay.
exhausted for now.
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 I had a great day today. Went out to watch movie wid my friends. He's just not that into you is the most awesome, best, hilarious MOVIE! I LOVE IT! Haha. Glad that i watched it. & i wanna watch it again. Haha. :) school has just been alright. I don't know why but nowadays sch is just something i'm not looking forward to. Especially when it comes to Lecture. Exams is around the corner. Mock Exam on this Monday and i'm so not prepared yet! oh god. Well, i have problems wid my store manager. She blames me for my bad availability. But its not my fault. When i can work, she canceled my shift. so is it my fault? i mean she told me the day before my shift that my shift is canceled and i okay wid it but when i told her 1 week in advance that i cannot work on that day, she got angry. i don't understand at all. haiz. sometimes, i just want to quit my job but i can't. I need Money. & some more nowadays it is hard to find another place to work. :( oh my god. i'm seriously exhausted. why do problems keep on coming one by one? i'm so stress. tml meeting for Drama. i can't wait. :) i miss them alot! right now, i just want to focus on my studies and my exams. 2 more weeks. just 2 more weeks. dear god, make my wish come true.
saying sorry has lost its meaning.
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Hello! Alright, i'm stress! Oh my god! Haha. BCM mock test next Monday and i'm not prepared yet. oh no. gonna start revising on my notes before i left anything out. ETP seems to have a presentation but Mr Liew is just slowing it down for us. :) god, just hurry up will you? alright. tml is PE. but i don't seem to have that Mood to wake up early in the morning and started all the running & stuffs. okay. i'm left with just this ETP project and i'm out of the group. seriously, i don't wish to see their faces anymore. just because of something stupid, you all started to blame me. Ridiculous. But i'm through with all of you. Okay. i got to get an A for all my 3 modules. But if can, a B will do. i don't want to set my goals too high as i'm afraid that it may not happen. 3 more weeks and i'm waiting. Oh my God. i really need this. please answer my prayer. please. & to you. i miss you but it won't work this way. i'm not able to confess to you yet. i find it so hard to do so. perhaps, we can just remain as friends. i don't hate them. i seriously don't. but i just could not face them anymore. its tiring, seriously. game over for now.
such a shame to see us tearing.
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Hello! Well, i hope couples do had a great time on 14 Feb! As for me, i'm working on that day. i didn't celebrate so yeah. Haha. well was pretty tired though. reached home around 1am plus. i was working till 1130pm on Saturday @ Wisma. lately i have no idea why i have been sleeping late. oh my god. gonna change my habit soon. I miss my Drama peeps. Seriously serious okay! :) meeting them up this Saturday! Wow! Can't wait! Watched Bride Wars few days back. kinda interesting but get bored easily. It's just a movie about two women fighting over a Plaza Hotel ( if i'm not wrong) for their Wedding Day. So its either one of them give up the date or both of them share the date together. Still i LOVE Anne Hathaway. Lols. watching he's just not that into you this Friday with my friends! Oh my god. Haha. okay, school has been okay lately. just okay. not good but alright. Petition is over. Seniors wanna quit lah, step down lah. headache. :) but hopefully none of them quit. i just miss the old batch! i'm just waiting for 5th march. i just need a good reply and a very happy letter. & for that, i will be thankful to You. Please make my dream come true. :) Feena & Thameem! Thanks for bringing me to Changi Village. its a good place to release Stress! Haha. & a good place to see Aeroplanes! Weeee! :) p/s; BLOG IS OPEN TO EVERYONE ALREADY. WILL TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT MY NEW URL SOON OKAY! :) LOVE YOU ALL! :)lately, i'm in Love with Chinese Drama! Haha. random! :)  Rhythm of Life just makes me wanna Watch it all over again. catch rhythm of life every sat and sun (encore telecast) from 4.30pm to 6.30pm. Jeanette Aw! My favourite actress! :) okay gd night! :)
to start a new, forget your past.
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Hello. Alright, i know it is hard to keep my blog in private as i need to invite those people that i closed with. Sorry guys. For the time being i must not let anyone knows my new URL. as in those i'm not close with. Okay, i already decided to let the matter rest. Even if they still bully me or wadsoever, i will still let it go. To me, losing a friend is better than becoming their enemy. so right now, i don't really care if they step over my head and start criticizing me. I had it with them. Okay wishing all Couples, Happy Advance Valentine's Day. Eventhough i do not celebrate it, i still believe that couples want to have a good time with their love ones. :) do you know i still care for you even if you were to just ignore my concern? i know it is impossible for us. i'm sorry. by the way, i really hope that 5th march will be the happiest day of my life. please GOD, give me a chance. for once, please. that is all i need.
bury the past i had.
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HELLO HELLO! Just changed my URL just now. For a better reason. I guess my old URL is over. but then i may wanna change again in few years time. Haha. Stick to one URL is boring. :) thanks to FIQAH! she helps me to change my URL. hehe. thanks Fiqah. U are my BEST FRIEND. :) right now, i already put my past behind me. even though it hurts me, i will bury it underneath the sand. No more digging it out. well, i will move on and be a better person. I know all of us got our flaws and faults. but if we persevere, we can have more flaws. :) okay then i will blog again if i'm free. p/s; i miss that sum1. let's meet up soon okay. :)
just another day.
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Hey! Hello. :) I no longer will open up my blog due to sum reasons. & right now i'm changing my URL. so i will only invite those wanted people. like my close friends, best friends etc. The reason to why is because i got some problems with my classmates. & i scared they will tag me anyhow they like so i decided to change my URL. Life has been great. Well, at least for me. I'm starting to not bother about wadever people wanna say about me. It's their mouths. no one can stop them. as long as my conscience is clear, i don't give a DAMN. :) well, enough about them. i really hope this time, my dream will come true. just for once. make it true and everything will be fine. Amin. :) but right now i'm just gonna stick to this URL. :) hehe
stay the way it is.
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 Hello! Okay, i know i have not been updating my blog for couple of days. Sorry okay. Just that i have no idea wad to type here. :) Okay basically these past few days is a hectic days for me. Projects, test and papers. Oh-am-gee! Exams are On march! Oh no! got to start studying like mad for the sake of good results! :) tml is Sue's bdae. Well, hopefully everything will go smoothly tml. :) and hopefully you will like my present. its the thoughts that counts. i just don't wish to have an enemy right now. can we please rewind back to the scene where we left? I just wish i could rewind back everything and start afresh. please, for god sake, just stay as friends, shall we? its late & i'm tired. got to go. BYE! :)
I tried, but it doesn't work.
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I am very tired right now. I'm tired of being nice to others but in return i get the worse. I cannot understand why a person can change to somebody else in just a second. I thought by being nice i can have alot of friends. Looks like, i'm wrong. I always smile. I do but they dont understand the problems i had behind the happy smile. I just want to have friends that are true. Is it so difficult? Or am i the only person that thinks otherwise. What am i supposed to do? Eventhough my problems has been settled a long time ago, i think i still have some doubts about it. I already tried my best to be friendly but if you just hate me, tell me okay. I am able to accept it. But sorry for making you angry. Really sorry.
remind me to laugh tomorrow - Ana's quote.
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       Hello! Had a great day yesterday. One of the greatest day ever! :) Haha. Meet up with sue, prema, eunice, irzah and ana @ Bedok Interchange, 1100 hours. Headed to East Coast park. Cam whored, ride bicycle, played beach volleyball and talk Nonsense. Eunice was screaming all the way when i ride the bicycle too fast. She screamed until my ears going to deaf. :) Irzah were also screaming. Ana make her screamed like hell! I invited Sidek, a friend of mine to come along. Sue, likes him but as a crush only. Haha. We were like so hungry and ate alot of food. & of course drink alot also. Very thirsty. We took alot of photos as you can see from above. :) i want to update more but this stupid blogger upload the pics so slow. The first picture is the most hilarious pic. Take a look @ Sue face. Haha. :) i was laughing like mad yesterday. Haha. went home around 8.45pm. i got the video that i took yesterday. Won't post it up here. Maybe, next time okay. :) & they all disturb me like nobody's business. Especially Ana, the evil girl. Haha. But overall, i had fun. Prema, i tickle you again okay? Haha.
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i left a note on your desk.
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Hello. today was the last day of BCM. which means next week onwards will be an optional. its either u want to come for BCM or not. But guess, not. :) not lazy, silly. just want to self study. get it? But POM still got. i guess Mr Sean needs companion after all. :) will get our POM presentation marks on Monday. not hoping for an A but well hope so. Hehe. B will do too. :) guess wad, ETP presentation is coming soon. guess another powerpoint slides for me to complete. & it will be the last presentation i'm going to do wid my grp mates. teacher has been asking me questions lately but i just could not answer it. I know it is obvious that me and my grp mates are having problems. i don't wish to talk about it. exams are less than 2 weeks. seriously! Damn, POM is like 12 units to study. i have not yet start a single unit. No worries. i got notes and some test papers to read through. hopefully the paper will be easy. :) I hate Short Answer Questions. need to crack our brains remembering wad to write. :) Yeah! I'm going to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D version next week. hopefully lah eh. :) so i guess, i need to put on my contacts for that particular day. only that day. Haha. you; when you feel that you need sum1, i will be right there by your side. every day i will pray that you will be okay. take care yeah. :) call me if you need anything.
preparations.
♥
 i know that decisions are very important for some reasons. 2 more weeks & exams will be starting. gotta get good grades to up my gpa for now. i can't stand to lose anymore. i'm gonna be serious. presentation for ETP is next week and was a last minute thing. damn, that Teacher! watched The Other End of The Line. a romantic love movie. it was very funny and interesting. i LOVE it. simply love the movie. the story flows was just nice. too nice for me to walk out from the cinema. rating would be 4.5/5 :) i would give it a 5/5 if the ending is perfect. however, it simply make a day out of me. :) i would say that this year, is a year of watching MOVIE. Lol. why? because the Movie are too hard to resist. we got great movie coming up soon and i just can't wait to get the tickets. spending $6 for a movie, is worth it. okay. tml got 2 lessons. i must as well come. because i need to know wad to do about the presentation. not prepared. not even a single slide yet. 8 more days to something i am waiting for so long. please make it happen. i want it. i need it. now i know. sometimes things happen for a reason. & it could be true. oh god. i'm feeling so weak. i just want everything to end as fast as possible. the sooner the better. please.
on my feet again.
♥
i want to sit down and tell you how i feel but it is not the right time for me to do so. i know u want to know how i feel but it's not worth it. i let you to pass me by. just go. i will move on myself. i can rely on myself now. Mock Exam Test : A :) Thank God. All the hard work pays off. even if it is a Mock Test, i still feel proud of myself. so i need to work harder on my paper in 2 weeks time. Tml SW and i need to come. Haha. time to sweat ourselves out! :) okay tml got this stupid system test to do. I thought we did already? Still need to do it all over again? Okay, fine. Iskandar; if you read this, i'm sorry okay. i didn't mean to say you neglect me but it is just wad i feel. but i knw we are still friends. see you on Sat. :) Okay. so wad's next. I want to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D and The Other End of The Line. :) Haha! I can't wait for the trip on April! Weeee. :) Gd night!
for all i know, it could be you.
♥
as i'm typing in my blog, i realised that there is less things for me to talk about. it seems like a thousand words mean nothing at all. and so i decided to make a decision. should i close down my blog or should i just let it be? I'm not sure. let me think about it. this week is a busy week for me. Meet up the drama peeps. It was FUN! & i love it to the core! :) Hehe. because of rehearsals and stuff, i will be busy for 4 months. so pardon me if i have no time to update. i seem to have lost interest in school. perhaps the tragedy that happened to me and my friends has come to an end. our friendship has ended and it is over. should i celebrate about it or remain unhappy all the time? :) now i got the answer. why should i be unhappy? i should remain calm and not to think much about wad happened. seriously, i just want to forget everything. alright, i'm beginning to fall in love wid the drama You're my Destiny. Haha! Love the drama! :) wad brings us closer, is just ourselves. you decide to whether u still want us to remain friends or not. i will still be by your side as always. :) trust me okay.
exhausted for now.
♥
 I had a great day today. Went out to watch movie wid my friends. He's just not that into you is the most awesome, best, hilarious MOVIE! I LOVE IT! Haha. Glad that i watched it. & i wanna watch it again. Haha. :) school has just been alright. I don't know why but nowadays sch is just something i'm not looking forward to. Especially when it comes to Lecture. Exams is around the corner. Mock Exam on this Monday and i'm so not prepared yet! oh god. Well, i have problems wid my store manager. She blames me for my bad availability. But its not my fault. When i can work, she canceled my shift. so is it my fault? i mean she told me the day before my shift that my shift is canceled and i okay wid it but when i told her 1 week in advance that i cannot work on that day, she got angry. i don't understand at all. haiz. sometimes, i just want to quit my job but i can't. I need Money. & some more nowadays it is hard to find another place to work. :( oh my god. i'm seriously exhausted. why do problems keep on coming one by one? i'm so stress. tml meeting for Drama. i can't wait. :) i miss them alot! right now, i just want to focus on my studies and my exams. 2 more weeks. just 2 more weeks. dear god, make my wish come true.
saying sorry has lost its meaning.
♥
Hello! Alright, i'm stress! Oh my god! Haha. BCM mock test next Monday and i'm not prepared yet. oh no. gonna start revising on my notes before i left anything out. ETP seems to have a presentation but Mr Liew is just slowing it down for us. :) god, just hurry up will you? alright. tml is PE. but i don't seem to have that Mood to wake up early in the morning and started all the running & stuffs. okay. i'm left with just this ETP project and i'm out of the group. seriously, i don't wish to see their faces anymore. just because of something stupid, you all started to blame me. Ridiculous. But i'm through with all of you. Okay. i got to get an A for all my 3 modules. But if can, a B will do. i don't want to set my goals too high as i'm afraid that it may not happen. 3 more weeks and i'm waiting. Oh my God. i really need this. please answer my prayer. please. & to you. i miss you but it won't work this way. i'm not able to confess to you yet. i find it so hard to do so. perhaps, we can just remain as friends. i don't hate them. i seriously don't. but i just could not face them anymore. its tiring, seriously. game over for now.
such a shame to see us tearing.
♥
Hello! Well, i hope couples do had a great time on 14 Feb! As for me, i'm working on that day. i didn't celebrate so yeah. Haha. well was pretty tired though. reached home around 1am plus. i was working till 1130pm on Saturday @ Wisma. lately i have no idea why i have been sleeping late. oh my god. gonna change my habit soon. I miss my Drama peeps. Seriously serious okay! :) meeting them up this Saturday! Wow! Can't wait! Watched Bride Wars few days back. kinda interesting but get bored easily. It's just a movie about two women fighting over a Plaza Hotel ( if i'm not wrong) for their Wedding Day. So its either one of them give up the date or both of them share the date together. Still i LOVE Anne Hathaway. Lols. watching he's just not that into you this Friday with my friends! Oh my god. Haha. okay, school has been okay lately. just okay. not good but alright. Petition is over. Seniors wanna quit lah, step down lah. headache. :) but hopefully none of them quit. i just miss the old batch! i'm just waiting for 5th march. i just need a good reply and a very happy letter. & for that, i will be thankful to You. Please make my dream come true. :) Feena & Thameem! Thanks for bringing me to Changi Village. its a good place to release Stress! Haha. & a good place to see Aeroplanes! Weeee! :) p/s; BLOG IS OPEN TO EVERYONE ALREADY. WILL TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT MY NEW URL SOON OKAY! :) LOVE YOU ALL! :)lately, i'm in Love with Chinese Drama! Haha. random! :)  Rhythm of Life just makes me wanna Watch it all over again. catch rhythm of life every sat and sun (encore telecast) from 4.30pm to 6.30pm. Jeanette Aw! My favourite actress! :) okay gd night! :)
to start a new, forget your past.
♥
Hello. Alright, i know it is hard to keep my blog in private as i need to invite those people that i closed with. Sorry guys. For the time being i must not let anyone knows my new URL. as in those i'm not close with. Okay, i already decided to let the matter rest. Even if they still bully me or wadsoever, i will still let it go. To me, losing a friend is better than becoming their enemy. so right now, i don't really care if they step over my head and start criticizing me. I had it with them. Okay wishing all Couples, Happy Advance Valentine's Day. Eventhough i do not celebrate it, i still believe that couples want to have a good time with their love ones. :) do you know i still care for you even if you were to just ignore my concern? i know it is impossible for us. i'm sorry. by the way, i really hope that 5th march will be the happiest day of my life. please GOD, give me a chance. for once, please. that is all i need.
bury the past i had.
♥
HELLO HELLO! Just changed my URL just now. For a better reason. I guess my old URL is over. but then i may wanna change again in few years time. Haha. Stick to one URL is boring. :) thanks to FIQAH! she helps me to change my URL. hehe. thanks Fiqah. U are my BEST FRIEND. :) right now, i already put my past behind me. even though it hurts me, i will bury it underneath the sand. No more digging it out. well, i will move on and be a better person. I know all of us got our flaws and faults. but if we persevere, we can have more flaws. :) okay then i will blog again if i'm free. p/s; i miss that sum1. let's meet up soon okay. :)
just another day.
♥
Hey! Hello. :) I no longer will open up my blog due to sum reasons. & right now i'm changing my URL. so i will only invite those wanted people. like my close friends, best friends etc. The reason to why is because i got some problems with my classmates. & i scared they will tag me anyhow they like so i decided to change my URL. Life has been great. Well, at least for me. I'm starting to not bother about wadever people wanna say about me. It's their mouths. no one can stop them. as long as my conscience is clear, i don't give a DAMN. :) well, enough about them. i really hope this time, my dream will come true. just for once. make it true and everything will be fine. Amin. :) but right now i'm just gonna stick to this URL. :) hehe
stay the way it is.
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 Hello! Okay, i know i have not been updating my blog for couple of days. Sorry okay. Just that i have no idea wad to type here. :) Okay basically these past few days is a hectic days for me. Projects, test and papers. Oh-am-gee! Exams are On march! Oh no! got to start studying like mad for the sake of good results! :) tml is Sue's bdae. Well, hopefully everything will go smoothly tml. :) and hopefully you will like my present. its the thoughts that counts. i just don't wish to have an enemy right now. can we please rewind back to the scene where we left? I just wish i could rewind back everything and start afresh. please, for god sake, just stay as friends, shall we? its late & i'm tired. got to go. BYE! :)
I tried, but it doesn't work.
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I am very tired right now. I'm tired of being nice to others but in return i get the worse. I cannot understand why a person can change to somebody else in just a second. I thought by being nice i can have alot of friends. Looks like, i'm wrong. I always smile. I do but they dont understand the problems i had behind the happy smile. I just want to have friends that are true. Is it so difficult? Or am i the only person that thinks otherwise. What am i supposed to do? Eventhough my problems has been settled a long time ago, i think i still have some doubts about it. I already tried my best to be friendly but if you just hate me, tell me okay. I am able to accept it. But sorry for making you angry. Really sorry.
remind me to laugh tomorrow - Ana's quote.
♥
       Hello! Had a great day yesterday. One of the greatest day ever! :) Haha. Meet up with sue, prema, eunice, irzah and ana @ Bedok Interchange, 1100 hours. Headed to East Coast park. Cam whored, ride bicycle, played beach volleyball and talk Nonsense. Eunice was screaming all the way when i ride the bicycle too fast. She screamed until my ears going to deaf. :) Irzah were also screaming. Ana make her screamed like hell! I invited Sidek, a friend of mine to come along. Sue, likes him but as a crush only. Haha. We were like so hungry and ate alot of food. & of course drink alot also. Very thirsty. We took alot of photos as you can see from above. :) i want to update more but this stupid blogger upload the pics so slow. The first picture is the most hilarious pic. Take a look @ Sue face. Haha. :) i was laughing like mad yesterday. Haha. went home around 8.45pm. i got the video that i took yesterday. Won't post it up here. Maybe, next time okay. :) & they all disturb me like nobody's business. Especially Ana, the evil girl. Haha. But overall, i had fun. Prema, i tickle you again okay? Haha.
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