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I found myself lying on the floor helplessly. God knows what is going to happen to me.

I don't know. Refuses to answer those questions that has been popping on my head. I am so tired. Helplessly tired. Maybe, I need a rest. But, who knows I need a fresh air to breathe.

Thought has been running through my mind. I'm in dampen spirits. It is not helping me either. Gosh, what has happened to me? This is not my usual self. I almost fainted when I was waiting for Abg Afi.

I almost felt that this is the end of the world. What was I thinking? Not enough rest or maybe I'm too stress over the projects in school or work is just driving me crazy.

I told myself to remain strong and calm. It was just an imagination. Luckily, he came on time. Only God knows what will happen next.

I sit down and tried to sleep. But it was effortless. I tried to shut my eyes and forget everything. Suddenly, I received a text message.

I wonder why she was so concerned towards me. Maybe, we have been friends for long. I'm still holding onto this Friendship. Like you told me before, we should hang out again. Why not. I have been looking forward for that day to come.

If only we could just remain friends again. But, misunderstanding makes us an enemy. & now, we are back to square one.

It takes time to heal. Learn to forgive and forget. I forgive you for what you had done to me. Nobody is perfect. I had my faults too.

We should start all over again as friends. Don't worry. I don't hold any grudges towards you. I Swear.

For the last time, I never had hated your attitude. The last message was a shocked to me. Don't worry about a thing. Like I mentioned before, I never hated you or your attitude. If I did, I would not have asked you out if I were bored.

Whatever it is, I'm sorry. Sigh. Life still move on. Right now, I shall go to sleep. Hope that tomorrow will be a very happy day for me. Same goes for everyone else. :)

p/s, Test this coming Friday. How great!

This pictures tells you what I did for the past 3 days when I was in KL. It was a fun getaway with the lovelies.

Although 3 days were short, I did enjoyed most of the time laughing, shopping, chatting, eating and sight seeing. It was a trip I will never forget.

At first, I was not really in the mood to go to KL because I know KL will be much more hotter than Singapore. I am right. It is very very very the HOT.

But, they cheered me up. & that simply makes me smile. :)

My decision to go for a short getaway with them is because I want a holiday. A holiday to ease my stress from what I'm dealing with. Be it school or work or whatever I am doing now.

It was good. I didn't regret my decision. PERIOD.

Okay, moving on now.

School is kinda okay. I'm in love with Bugis Cotton On! :) Woohoo! Presentation is gonna start real soon. I got to finish up everything this whole week.

I got test this coming Friday. Oh my god. I seriously need to buck up on every modules now. No time to play anymore.

However, I'm excited because on the 7 August I will be going out with my lovelies to watch a Musical. But before that, 1st August, there will be a post party. We shall see how it goes okay.

Alright then, got to go now. I am so happy that I am working with 2 people that I know. :) Looking forward for Thursday. Woohoo!

Goodnight.

p/s, soon, I got to see you again.

That girl above is Azyan. She is full of nonsense, very sweet and also caring. She is one of the sister that I look upon. :)

But sometimes, she can be so fierce. Don't mess with her because she can show her other side that you don't even want to see. Been there, done that. Love you Azyan!

Let's continue.

Do you know that I felt like giving up on everything that I am doing now? I feel like I need a long break. To ease my stress and everything.

With piles and piles of projects coming up, I am definitely going insane one of these days. & seeing me in that kind of condition, is not good. & I really mean it.

Right now, I am trying my very best, yes my very best to finish up my incomplete project. But the question is How? That has been running through my mind for a long period of time. One down but two more to go.

Luckily, I am still breathing and I am still surviving although I do feel like I am dying. Lessons is getting much more haywire. But, I am still enjoying my days in school because of Office Admin and Tourism.

Let's just put Event Management aside, shall we? Not that I'm not into this module but the Teacher that is teaching us this module, is getting on my nerves. Seriously, if I could, I would want a new Teacher instead.

But I guess, its too late for regret. PERIOD.

Moving on now. I had fun yesterday. Thanks to Aidil and Abg Afi accompany. :) It was a last minute plan. We went out to Bugis and then headed ourselves to Esplanade. I want to shop but I am totally broke.

With tons and tons of bills to settle, I guess shopping is out of my list for now. However, I am looking forward for my trip to KL this coming Friday with lovely people. :)

So, I will shop till I drop over there using ringgit instead of dollars. :)

I guess that's it for now. Will blog soon if I can. Good night!

p/s, I am happy with my result for now. :)

At times in life when you thought that everything has ended, it eventually did not. Now, I am able to live up to my dreams again. :)

Today was the most exciting day ever. I had lots and lots of fun meeting up with the rest of Kolej 56 Cast. Had feedback and some comments. :) Overall I would like to congratulate each and everyone of their effort to make this musical a success.

Alright, I am so super duper shagged. 1 project is complete. Left 2 more to go. I have been wanting to watch Harry Potter at the Cinema but then I rather watch it online. :) hehe. Save money.

I can't wait for the getaway. Counting down on the days. I got test this coming Monday but not so looking forward to it. Except for Office Admin. Haha. I will be back to my rehearsal next month.

Busy busy month coming soon. :) But for now, I will just concentrate on my school and work. Mum keeps on nagging at me. Never ending nag. Whatever it is, I still love you, Mum! :)

So, where was I? Oh yeah, about my work. Haha. Guess what? I will be working with my Ex Manager in Cotton On soon! Oh my God! I don't really hate him but sometimes I just don't feel like working together with him once again.

Because of some personal reasons that happened to me and him 2 years ago, I still feel that with him around, my life will be a disaster. I was not really surprised when he sms me yesterday. Asking me to give him my roster for this coming week.

Unfortunately, I got to meet him up this Thursday. However, a sigh of relief because this is Cotton On & I hope that he will not remember what had happened 2 years ago. & if he does, looks like I and him got to carry on our plastic faces whenever we bump into each other at work.

Trust me, its a game. When you are ready to battle, just give it a try. :)

Enough about that. Oh yeah, about school. Still struggling but managed to catch up on things that I left behind few weeks ago. Now, I got to make sure that everything goes smoothly and that I can go Poly next year.

Talking about next year, I'm sure there will be lots and lots of exciting news coming right up. For now, let's just enjoy this year 2009.

I'm tired. So, let's stop here okay. Goodnight people.

Before I go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATNA! May God bless you with good health and good life. :)

p/s, it was a nice feeling to see you once again.

Same goes to everyone else, I am still in the mood for Kolej 56. :) Haha. Can't wait to meet everyone on this coming Saturday. Woohoo!

Alright, after the big day that falls on last Saturday, I'm back to School. Yes, miss alot of lessons and got to catch up on certain things. Exam for Tourism is quite alright. I have feeling that I will pass. :)

So now, without rehearsals going on, back to my same old routine. Which is, going to school and work. Now, I miss working also. My Manager miss me! Haha! Its time for me to earn some money to pay all my bills. Money makes the world go round.

Oh yeah talking about sch, it is quite bored when you don't understand a single word of what your teacher is teaching. Some more, he is my Class Advisor. Talking about projects, I have no idea what's up with my team mates now.

Luckily I got one more girl to help me out in our projects. & I heard a major project coming up next term with the same teacher. Now, I'm stress. Urgh! I can't wait for the getaway.

I'm sure we gonna have lots and lots of fun. I am counting on the days until we meet. Woohoo!

Okay, I got to go already. See you all soon. Goodnight people!

p/s, I decided to let you go.

So after 6 months of long intensive trainings and hard work, everything comes to an end yesterday when Kolej 56 The Musical was shown at DBS Auditorium.

Thanks to all of them who came down to support us and enjoyed the musical yesterday. Thank you so much. I would also like to say thank you to all casts and crews and everyone that is involved in Kolej 56.

Thank you for making it happened. & thank you Abg Hamzah for the opportunity you gave me.

The audiences love the musical so much and I hope that this will not be the final goodbye but a start to a new beginning. To those who will be leaving for NS soon, thank you for everything.

I'm starting to miss all of you. I hope to work with you all once again in future. Whatever it is, we can still meet up right? Hehe.

Last but not least I want to say thank you to Aidil Jufri, Syaiful Ariffin, Siti Nurhudah, Nadiah Mohammad Din, Nur Syirah, Nurain, Muhd Asyraf Rahim, Ratna Sari, Nuraida, Nursahila, Nur Asyura, Nurafiqah, Nurziyarana, Muhd Shahrizal, Abdul Hanis, Nurul Atikah, Nadzirah, Raihani, Zizie Katrina, Muhd Khairomi, Elfie, Suriana, Nurul Natasha, Khairunnisa, Muhd Asyraf Maarof, Nazree, Norhaizad, Subhana, Azfar Rykel, Zahidah, Md Syukri, Saifun Nezam, Atiiyah, Md Hafiz Hussin, Nurul Yaqin, Saifulnizam, Md Taufiq, Abdullah Nur Ihsan, Thameen and everyone.

So gonna miss all of you so much. With much love, Muhd Faiz.

For now, I can concentrate on my studies but my days gonna be so bored without rehearsals going on. I miss going back to the CC.

Wish to work again with Abg Hamzah. :) See you guys and girls soon. Take care.

p/s, 2 more weeks. I'm still counting.

Pictures from Sentosa. :) Finally, I can upload some pictures here.

Alright, in less than 8 hours I will be at Tanjong Pagar meeting up Azyan and Elfie. I am not sure who else is coming with us. Yay! Macdonalds Breakfast. Woohoo!

Tomorrow is the Big Day. I got to show it all. I really need to give the best that I could. Hopefully, everything turn out the way I want.

I have already memorise all the lines. I hope I won't forget any of the lines. Haha. After this Musical, I wonder what else will be next.

I can't wait for the getaway in 2 weeks time. Woohoo! I can't wait to start working again but I heard there are some reshuffles going on.

Whatever it is, just do what I should do and everything will go well. I got to sleep soon. Need to wake up at 5.30am later. Gosh, I am so freaking shagged.

Maybe, its time for me to go to Sentosa and relax again. After for so long, I really need time on my own. Perhaps, the getaway will be a good one to relax and forget about everything. :)

Oh yeah, I want to watch the Sing Dollar! Azyan, Kak Hannah and Abg Khai, hurry2 and confirm when want to watch and what time. Anything text me okay.

Alright, time for me to head to bed. Goodnight Lovely people. Wish me luck for tomorrow!

p/s, I think its time for me to let you go.

I have no idea what is wrong with this Blog. Sometimes, you can upload the pictures but sometimes it stated that your images are uploaded but there is nothing.

I'm sick of this Blogger. Don't know what had happened. Anyway, today's training was kinda slack. 3 more days to the Actual Day. Woohoo! :)

I am so excited but somehow nervous. :) I know that I have faith in everyone and I am sure that we can make this Musical success. I am still awake at this hour.

Need to meet Atiiyah, Ratna and Yaqin at 9.30am. Need to wake up by 7.30am the latest. I will be back to school on Thursday.

Got a lot to catch up with but no worries. :) Dateline for OAM project is this FRIDAY! I need to finish up by Thursday. Oh God. Well, its okay. I can do it.

Anyway, I'm watching Tribute of Michael Jackson at Entertainment Channel. I love his song. He is the King Of POP! Michael Jackson, you will always remain in my heart. Your song touch the Whole World. :)

Okay, guess its time for me to head back to my bed. :) Blog soon. Oh Blogger, please let me upload pictures here. Please.

p/s, a short getaway soon! :) Can't wait!

The above pictures got nothing to do with College 56. But something that I just wanna express my sincere thanks to them for everything.

With them around, my life changed tremendously. I enjoyed each other company's and really had fun when we hang out together after our trainings and such.

Thank you for that fun loving family bonding we had. It was one of the best month I had. I guess, Kolej 56 is coming to an end real soon.

Real soon as in less than 5 days. Can't believe that time flies so fast. It has been a hell of 5 months intensive training.

Wow! Now, it has finally come to an end. Gonna miss you all like so much. Throw all the bad feelings you have for one another and work as a Team.

Whatever it is, I hope this is not Goodbye but maybe for some people it is. However, I still believe that we can meet up one day and reminisce the past again.

Let's make this Musical something that we all won't forget for the rest of our lives. :) Yeah!

p/s, the preview cum press conference was a success. Congrats to all of us!

If erasing a past is easy like erasing a word from a whiteboard, I would have done so a few years ago.

But sometimes, some things are meant to stay the way it is. I may have gone through a hurtful past but that does not stop me from moving on and living in this World.

My life goes up and down but I am still strong and keep on persevering. I don't wish to be a quitter. & I don't want to be a Loser. Quitter is a Loser and I shall not have those words in my dictionary ever again.

From friendship problems to family issues and everything else. It is a rollercoaster ride for me. But still, I won't give up for what I know that giving up is a sore loser.

Mum. No matter how much you are against my decision, I am still sticking to it. This is what I want to do and I hope you will accept it no matter what. I am sorry. Terribly sorry. Sorry for not listening to you for once but please just listen to me okay.

I love what I am doing and I shall stick to my principles. Let me be independent for once. I will still love you and will always do.

your faithful son, Muhd Faiz.

As I type those words, tears begin to roll down my cheeks. It has been a one hell of an emotions. But now I could no longer cry cause tears are just nothing to me. Pointless, issues I supposed.

p/s, to respect you, do respect me too.

If time can only stay just the way it is, Friendship will still be the same too. But I guess, we tend to overlooked on things that might change everything.

Everything including our Friendship. It hurts me alot seeing us tear apart just as I was wishing for a happy ending. But, it seems like its not worth it at all. We may seem okay now.

But we are no longer close like last time. Maybe, this is all God will. No worries, whatever it is, I will not hate you. PERIOD.

In 2 days time, Press conference will be held at SCAPE. Thank God, I'm ready for it. :) Wish me luck.On the contrary, I still misses Songsang. I don't know why. Maybe it have memories that I won't forget. However, I am still happy because Kolej 56 is starting real soon. & I like the Family bonding too.

Oh yeah, like I mentioned at my previous post, I hate taggers that tag at my blog or my friends blog without leaving their names behind. So got this anon something tag at Aida's blog.

Who the hell are you to involve yourself in our problems. Aida asked me a question and I was simply answering it. I am not a busybody person. So what if I interfere too, is it your problem?

Seriously, a person like you without leaving your name behind is a COWARD.

Aida, if you know who the person is, tell him/her stop interfering.

That's all I have to say.

p/s, some people just don't get what I mean.

I found myself lying on the floor helplessly. God knows what is going to happen to me.

I don't know. Refuses to answer those questions that has been popping on my head. I am so tired. Helplessly tired. Maybe, I need a rest. But, who knows I need a fresh air to breathe.

Thought has been running through my mind. I'm in dampen spirits. It is not helping me either. Gosh, what has happened to me? This is not my usual self. I almost fainted when I was waiting for Abg Afi.

I almost felt that this is the end of the world. What was I thinking? Not enough rest or maybe I'm too stress over the projects in school or work is just driving me crazy.

I told myself to remain strong and calm. It was just an imagination. Luckily, he came on time. Only God knows what will happen next.

I sit down and tried to sleep. But it was effortless. I tried to shut my eyes and forget everything. Suddenly, I received a text message.

I wonder why she was so concerned towards me. Maybe, we have been friends for long. I'm still holding onto this Friendship. Like you told me before, we should hang out again. Why not. I have been looking forward for that day to come.

If only we could just remain friends again. But, misunderstanding makes us an enemy. & now, we are back to square one.

It takes time to heal. Learn to forgive and forget. I forgive you for what you had done to me. Nobody is perfect. I had my faults too.

We should start all over again as friends. Don't worry. I don't hold any grudges towards you. I Swear.

For the last time, I never had hated your attitude. The last message was a shocked to me. Don't worry about a thing. Like I mentioned before, I never hated you or your attitude. If I did, I would not have asked you out if I were bored.

Whatever it is, I'm sorry. Sigh. Life still move on. Right now, I shall go to sleep. Hope that tomorrow will be a very happy day for me. Same goes for everyone else. :)

p/s, Test this coming Friday. How great!

This pictures tells you what I did for the past 3 days when I was in KL. It was a fun getaway with the lovelies.

Although 3 days were short, I did enjoyed most of the time laughing, shopping, chatting, eating and sight seeing. It was a trip I will never forget.

At first, I was not really in the mood to go to KL because I know KL will be much more hotter than Singapore. I am right. It is very very very the HOT.

But, they cheered me up. & that simply makes me smile. :)

My decision to go for a short getaway with them is because I want a holiday. A holiday to ease my stress from what I'm dealing with. Be it school or work or whatever I am doing now.

It was good. I didn't regret my decision. PERIOD.

Okay, moving on now.

School is kinda okay. I'm in love with Bugis Cotton On! :) Woohoo! Presentation is gonna start real soon. I got to finish up everything this whole week.

I got test this coming Friday. Oh my god. I seriously need to buck up on every modules now. No time to play anymore.

However, I'm excited because on the 7 August I will be going out with my lovelies to watch a Musical. But before that, 1st August, there will be a post party. We shall see how it goes okay.

Alright then, got to go now. I am so happy that I am working with 2 people that I know. :) Looking forward for Thursday. Woohoo!

Goodnight.

p/s, soon, I got to see you again.

That girl above is Azyan. She is full of nonsense, very sweet and also caring. She is one of the sister that I look upon. :)

But sometimes, she can be so fierce. Don't mess with her because she can show her other side that you don't even want to see. Been there, done that. Love you Azyan!

Let's continue.

Do you know that I felt like giving up on everything that I am doing now? I feel like I need a long break. To ease my stress and everything.

With piles and piles of projects coming up, I am definitely going insane one of these days. & seeing me in that kind of condition, is not good. & I really mean it.

Right now, I am trying my very best, yes my very best to finish up my incomplete project. But the question is How? That has been running through my mind for a long period of time. One down but two more to go.

Luckily, I am still breathing and I am still surviving although I do feel like I am dying. Lessons is getting much more haywire. But, I am still enjoying my days in school because of Office Admin and Tourism.

Let's just put Event Management aside, shall we? Not that I'm not into this module but the Teacher that is teaching us this module, is getting on my nerves. Seriously, if I could, I would want a new Teacher instead.

But I guess, its too late for regret. PERIOD.

Moving on now. I had fun yesterday. Thanks to Aidil and Abg Afi accompany. :) It was a last minute plan. We went out to Bugis and then headed ourselves to Esplanade. I want to shop but I am totally broke.

With tons and tons of bills to settle, I guess shopping is out of my list for now. However, I am looking forward for my trip to KL this coming Friday with lovely people. :)

So, I will shop till I drop over there using ringgit instead of dollars. :)

I guess that's it for now. Will blog soon if I can. Good night!

p/s, I am happy with my result for now. :)

At times in life when you thought that everything has ended, it eventually did not. Now, I am able to live up to my dreams again. :)

Today was the most exciting day ever. I had lots and lots of fun meeting up with the rest of Kolej 56 Cast. Had feedback and some comments. :) Overall I would like to congratulate each and everyone of their effort to make this musical a success.

Alright, I am so super duper shagged. 1 project is complete. Left 2 more to go. I have been wanting to watch Harry Potter at the Cinema but then I rather watch it online. :) hehe. Save money.

I can't wait for the getaway. Counting down on the days. I got test this coming Monday but not so looking forward to it. Except for Office Admin. Haha. I will be back to my rehearsal next month.

Busy busy month coming soon. :) But for now, I will just concentrate on my school and work. Mum keeps on nagging at me. Never ending nag. Whatever it is, I still love you, Mum! :)

So, where was I? Oh yeah, about my work. Haha. Guess what? I will be working with my Ex Manager in Cotton On soon! Oh my God! I don't really hate him but sometimes I just don't feel like working together with him once again.

Because of some personal reasons that happened to me and him 2 years ago, I still feel that with him around, my life will be a disaster. I was not really surprised when he sms me yesterday. Asking me to give him my roster for this coming week.

Unfortunately, I got to meet him up this Thursday. However, a sigh of relief because this is Cotton On & I hope that he will not remember what had happened 2 years ago. & if he does, looks like I and him got to carry on our plastic faces whenever we bump into each other at work.

Trust me, its a game. When you are ready to battle, just give it a try. :)

Enough about that. Oh yeah, about school. Still struggling but managed to catch up on things that I left behind few weeks ago. Now, I got to make sure that everything goes smoothly and that I can go Poly next year.

Talking about next year, I'm sure there will be lots and lots of exciting news coming right up. For now, let's just enjoy this year 2009.

I'm tired. So, let's stop here okay. Goodnight people.

Before I go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATNA! May God bless you with good health and good life. :)

p/s, it was a nice feeling to see you once again.

Same goes to everyone else, I am still in the mood for Kolej 56. :) Haha. Can't wait to meet everyone on this coming Saturday. Woohoo!

Alright, after the big day that falls on last Saturday, I'm back to School. Yes, miss alot of lessons and got to catch up on certain things. Exam for Tourism is quite alright. I have feeling that I will pass. :)

So now, without rehearsals going on, back to my same old routine. Which is, going to school and work. Now, I miss working also. My Manager miss me! Haha! Its time for me to earn some money to pay all my bills. Money makes the world go round.

Oh yeah talking about sch, it is quite bored when you don't understand a single word of what your teacher is teaching. Some more, he is my Class Advisor. Talking about projects, I have no idea what's up with my team mates now.

Luckily I got one more girl to help me out in our projects. & I heard a major project coming up next term with the same teacher. Now, I'm stress. Urgh! I can't wait for the getaway.

I'm sure we gonna have lots and lots of fun. I am counting on the days until we meet. Woohoo!

Okay, I got to go already. See you all soon. Goodnight people!

p/s, I decided to let you go.

So after 6 months of long intensive trainings and hard work, everything comes to an end yesterday when Kolej 56 The Musical was shown at DBS Auditorium.

Thanks to all of them who came down to support us and enjoyed the musical yesterday. Thank you so much. I would also like to say thank you to all casts and crews and everyone that is involved in Kolej 56.

Thank you for making it happened. & thank you Abg Hamzah for the opportunity you gave me.

The audiences love the musical so much and I hope that this will not be the final goodbye but a start to a new beginning. To those who will be leaving for NS soon, thank you for everything.

I'm starting to miss all of you. I hope to work with you all once again in future. Whatever it is, we can still meet up right? Hehe.

Last but not least I want to say thank you to Aidil Jufri, Syaiful Ariffin, Siti Nurhudah, Nadiah Mohammad Din, Nur Syirah, Nurain, Muhd Asyraf Rahim, Ratna Sari, Nuraida, Nursahila, Nur Asyura, Nurafiqah, Nurziyarana, Muhd Shahrizal, Abdul Hanis, Nurul Atikah, Nadzirah, Raihani, Zizie Katrina, Muhd Khairomi, Elfie, Suriana, Nurul Natasha, Khairunnisa, Muhd Asyraf Maarof, Nazree, Norhaizad, Subhana, Azfar Rykel, Zahidah, Md Syukri, Saifun Nezam, Atiiyah, Md Hafiz Hussin, Nurul Yaqin, Saifulnizam, Md Taufiq, Abdullah Nur Ihsan, Thameen and everyone.

So gonna miss all of you so much. With much love, Muhd Faiz.

For now, I can concentrate on my studies but my days gonna be so bored without rehearsals going on. I miss going back to the CC.

Wish to work again with Abg Hamzah. :) See you guys and girls soon. Take care.

p/s, 2 more weeks. I'm still counting.

Pictures from Sentosa. :) Finally, I can upload some pictures here.

Alright, in less than 8 hours I will be at Tanjong Pagar meeting up Azyan and Elfie. I am not sure who else is coming with us. Yay! Macdonalds Breakfast. Woohoo!

Tomorrow is the Big Day. I got to show it all. I really need to give the best that I could. Hopefully, everything turn out the way I want.

I have already memorise all the lines. I hope I won't forget any of the lines. Haha. After this Musical, I wonder what else will be next.

I can't wait for the getaway in 2 weeks time. Woohoo! I can't wait to start working again but I heard there are some reshuffles going on.

Whatever it is, just do what I should do and everything will go well. I got to sleep soon. Need to wake up at 5.30am later. Gosh, I am so freaking shagged.

Maybe, its time for me to go to Sentosa and relax again. After for so long, I really need time on my own. Perhaps, the getaway will be a good one to relax and forget about everything. :)

Oh yeah, I want to watch the Sing Dollar! Azyan, Kak Hannah and Abg Khai, hurry2 and confirm when want to watch and what time. Anything text me okay.

Alright, time for me to head to bed. Goodnight Lovely people. Wish me luck for tomorrow!

p/s, I think its time for me to let you go.

I have no idea what is wrong with this Blog. Sometimes, you can upload the pictures but sometimes it stated that your images are uploaded but there is nothing.

I'm sick of this Blogger. Don't know what had happened. Anyway, today's training was kinda slack. 3 more days to the Actual Day. Woohoo! :)

I am so excited but somehow nervous. :) I know that I have faith in everyone and I am sure that we can make this Musical success. I am still awake at this hour.

Need to meet Atiiyah, Ratna and Yaqin at 9.30am. Need to wake up by 7.30am the latest. I will be back to school on Thursday.

Got a lot to catch up with but no worries. :) Dateline for OAM project is this FRIDAY! I need to finish up by Thursday. Oh God. Well, its okay. I can do it.

Anyway, I'm watching Tribute of Michael Jackson at Entertainment Channel. I love his song. He is the King Of POP! Michael Jackson, you will always remain in my heart. Your song touch the Whole World. :)

Okay, guess its time for me to head back to my bed. :) Blog soon. Oh Blogger, please let me upload pictures here. Please.

p/s, a short getaway soon! :) Can't wait!

The above pictures got nothing to do with College 56. But something that I just wanna express my sincere thanks to them for everything.

With them around, my life changed tremendously. I enjoyed each other company's and really had fun when we hang out together after our trainings and such.

Thank you for that fun loving family bonding we had. It was one of the best month I had. I guess, Kolej 56 is coming to an end real soon.

Real soon as in less than 5 days. Can't believe that time flies so fast. It has been a hell of 5 months intensive training.

Wow! Now, it has finally come to an end. Gonna miss you all like so much. Throw all the bad feelings you have for one another and work as a Team.

Whatever it is, I hope this is not Goodbye but maybe for some people it is. However, I still believe that we can meet up one day and reminisce the past again.

Let's make this Musical something that we all won't forget for the rest of our lives. :) Yeah!

p/s, the preview cum press conference was a success. Congrats to all of us!

If erasing a past is easy like erasing a word from a whiteboard, I would have done so a few years ago.

But sometimes, some things are meant to stay the way it is. I may have gone through a hurtful past but that does not stop me from moving on and living in this World.

My life goes up and down but I am still strong and keep on persevering. I don't wish to be a quitter. & I don't want to be a Loser. Quitter is a Loser and I shall not have those words in my dictionary ever again.

From friendship problems to family issues and everything else. It is a rollercoaster ride for me. But still, I won't give up for what I know that giving up is a sore loser.

Mum. No matter how much you are against my decision, I am still sticking to it. This is what I want to do and I hope you will accept it no matter what. I am sorry. Terribly sorry. Sorry for not listening to you for once but please just listen to me okay.

I love what I am doing and I shall stick to my principles. Let me be independent for once. I will still love you and will always do.

your faithful son, Muhd Faiz.

As I type those words, tears begin to roll down my cheeks. It has been a one hell of an emotions. But now I could no longer cry cause tears are just nothing to me. Pointless, issues I supposed.

p/s, to respect you, do respect me too.

If time can only stay just the way it is, Friendship will still be the same too. But I guess, we tend to overlooked on things that might change everything.

Everything including our Friendship. It hurts me alot seeing us tear apart just as I was wishing for a happy ending. But, it seems like its not worth it at all. We may seem okay now.

But we are no longer close like last time. Maybe, this is all God will. No worries, whatever it is, I will not hate you. PERIOD.

In 2 days time, Press conference will be held at SCAPE. Thank God, I'm ready for it. :) Wish me luck.On the contrary, I still misses Songsang. I don't know why. Maybe it have memories that I won't forget. However, I am still happy because Kolej 56 is starting real soon. & I like the Family bonding too.

Oh yeah, like I mentioned at my previous post, I hate taggers that tag at my blog or my friends blog without leaving their names behind. So got this anon something tag at Aida's blog.

Who the hell are you to involve yourself in our problems. Aida asked me a question and I was simply answering it. I am not a busybody person. So what if I interfere too, is it your problem?

Seriously, a person like you without leaving your name behind is a COWARD.

Aida, if you know who the person is, tell him/her stop interfering.

That's all I have to say.

p/s, some people just don't get what I mean.