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Its not even a year yet and everything has changed.

Oh my God. Everything just go haywire and I have no idea why.

Right now, I'm so stress because of my exams. Which is in fact, one week from now.

I really want to pass with flying colours, just like everyone else does.

But the question is, am I ready for it or not? That has been bugging me since last few weeks.

After looking through the past year papers, I am so scared. The question were not easy at all.

Mostly, got to explain and like I'm not good in explaining.

But whatever it is, I really need to make sure I score at least an A or a B.

4 modules so out of this 4, maybe 2 As and 2Bs? That way, I shall be grateful. :)

School is ending real soon. Friends come and go.

It is the way of life. You will miss your old friends but you get the chance to meet new friends.

I am ready for Poly life. If I'm lucky enough, I can go to Poly next year.

You know, I have always want to go Poly to make my Mum proud of me.

To let others know that Normal Technical student like me can go Poly.

I wanna prove others wrong. But, I am really really scared.

Cause, for ITE students to go Poly, the chances is very slim.

All I got to do is work hard and study smart. :) PERIOD.

Whatever the outcome shall be, I shall accept it with open arms. :)

Oh yes, Hari Raya is coming soon. Not really excited but quite happy.

Cause once again, I shall go out Raya-ing with my family and friends.

Okay, I shall go back and mug my papers. LOL.

Goodnight people. I miss you all already. :)



sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.

Oh my God. I need help please. Blogger is like killing me already.

Haiz. Anyway, I had a very great time yesterday.

Doing a volunteer thingy is not my thing but yesterday was the very first time I did it.

Am so much happy for myself. Yayness!

Exams is coming soon. 1 week left to study and to mug like nobody's business.

I'm craving for Ice Cream right now but there is none at my house.

I had finish typing for my Event. So I got to print it up on Monday.

Maybe, I'm going to school on Monday. Just maybe.

I SWEAR to God that I am very very very bored at home. I want to start rehearsals again.

I miss rehearsals. Please come back soon. I need YOU.

On the Contrary, I'm very much pleased that school is ending soon and holidays are coming in.

Confirm, I will be working my ass off. But, its alright.

I need to pay my debts real soon. Seriously, it is killing me.

Okay, can't wait for tomorrow as well as Monday.

you don't know why but I know why. So, shut up. Haha.

Okay, who wanna entertain me now? Cause I'm effing bored.

I taught Ronnie a new word called effing.

& he is starting to use that word. :)

Okay then, I think I better take my leave now.

Blogger needs to rest. See you all real soon! :)

Goodnight lovely people.



because you know me the best.

I do wanna blog. There's a lot for me to talk about here but time does not allow me to.

I got a lot to study. Exams are just like so near. I can't blog for now. Maybe soon okay. I miss blogging but I have to study.

Damn. Just started BCM. I really need to get my hands on EVM soon. Like really soon.

Oh yes, I had fun yesterday. Okay, I will elaborate more on September okay.

For now, I shall not blog again. Haha. Just wait for September yeah.

I'm working later but I'm damn sleepy. Okay, will have a study group tomorrow.

Fasting month is coming soon. Take care everyone. :)'

p/s, just wanna say you are being DENIAL. :)

This Picture shows how much you all mean to me! PEACE! :)

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy with school projects and exams are coming real soon.

I will update when exams are over. Stay tuned for more new updates about what I am doing on September okay. :)

Oh yeah, I can't wait for September either. Woohoo! Right now, I am gonna start my revision on EVM follow by OAM then TPD. After that, I will start on BCM. :)

So, I shall see you all soon okay. Very very very the soon! So, just wait for new updates coming right up just for you.

Work is tiring but I am having the time of my life! I'm off tomorrow. Working on Sunday instead.

Okay, got to go. Take care and all the best.

p/s, I have so much fun yesterday. Thank you Aida and Aidil! :)

This is so true. Eventhough, you may have quarrel with your own siblings or parents, I believe that blood is thicker than water.

My family, was not the best out of the rest. To compare with other families, I think mine is just okay. I never had those loving siblings or understanding parents.

After my father passed away 10 years ago, my Mom has been taking care of the five of us. It's not easy to take care of five children.

I know how she felt. Everytime she will always say that my father is lucky not to have been alive to see us grown up. It was a torture for her.

I am not the best child neither am I the bad child. I have my faults too. I don't know but I try my very best to pleased my mom.

But maybe she wants more than that. All she need is attention from us. I still care for her and love her. Cause she have given me all that I want.

She is the best Mom. & I will always love her. :) Mummy, no matter how much you have scolded me or beat me, I will always love you cause without your guidance and patience and your tender loving care, I would not have felt a motherly love.

Now, I will repay all that you have done for me. I promise I will work hard, study smart and achieve my goals.

I will make you proud. I will take care of you once I am old. Just promise me that you won't leave me yet. Love you always mummy.

p/s, I am so over you now. You may take your leave.

Mimi! I miss you like freaking much. Was glad that I saw you today. :) Hang out real soon okay.

What a day today. Customers are like so awesome today. Sales were pretty good. I am so damn tired. It has been so long since I last work on a weekend. :) Haha.

Right now, the store is neat and tidy. I was packing the store the whole afternoon. I tell you, it was damn messy. But now, it looks better.

I left with one last presentation. Which is the Tourism. OAM was the best. Presentation was awesome. Hopefully I won't let Mr Aw down for Tourism.

1 more month and exam will start. Now, I got to buck up and make sure that I study smart for exams. Thanks to the one that I was absent last term. :)

Sing Dollar is very very very NICE. This is what I call a MUSICAL. I heard alot of good remarks and comments about the Musical itself.

Kumar did his best. He was damn hilarious. Najib was great too. Well Done! Two thumbs up to Sing Dollars. :)

I ended up reaching home at around 3 am plus yesterday. LOL. It was the best night I had so far. Thanks for the ride Azyan and Ashik! :)

Luckily for me, I am off tomorrow. Therefore, I shall finish up my powerpoint slides. I am seriously very tired. School has been a bitch. Teacher is just so annoying. Work has been tiring. August is so not my month. July is way better.

Now, I'm hoping that September will ease my pain. Oh my god. I can't wait for my birthday! Present please. LOL.

Okay, got to go now. Take care everyone. Goodnight.

Happy Birthday Daddy. I miss you. You will always remain in my heart.

p/s, its a tough decision.

Hello. Somehow, I misses Ain and Hafiz. :) Random! LOL.

EVM presentation was screwed up. Due to last minute changes, Mr Chong was not really happy with our presentation and called it atrocious.

Damn you. As a TEACHER, you should not demoralize or discourage the students. How could you say that our presentation is atrocious and horrendous?

I did all that I could to make you satisfied but I guess I was so wrong. So, you happy now? For God sake, how can I ever accept you as my Teacher if you keep on demoralizing me and my group mates?

No worries, I will prove you wrong. PERIOD.

I have done editing my blog and the pictures. I hope that you all will like it. :) Hehe. It takes like 2 hours to complete this thing. Now, I'm done with it.

Luckily, Ms Lee gave us 2 more days for OAM presentation. We got to do our very best on Friday. JIA YOU! :)

I can't wait for Friday. Woohoo! Hurry hurry can? LOL. Oh yes, Ilah please do recover soon okay. Misses! See you on Thursday.

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but looks like I got to. Never mind, for the sake of attendance, I shall go to school. Haha.

So what if I'm in the advertisement of Singapore Idol? Does not make any difference. Why are you people so concerned about whether I am in or not? I just hate those chinese students in my class.

Annoying plus Irritating. I can't stand them. You saw me in TV. Should I congratulate you on that? Damn stupid right. Just leave my personal lives alone can? Why bother so much? Some people have nothing better to do in their lives. Urgh!

Okay, I shall not be angry at my blog. Haha. Sorry diary. Was just releasing my emotions out. :)

Alright, shall go to sleep now. Goodnight! :) Miss me okay.

p/s, whatever it takes, I shall stick with you.

For now, let me say that I am enjoying my life as normal. This is what I have ever wanted.

Yesterday was such a relaxing day for me. Meeting in the morning was so fun. Never knew that my colleagues are very funny and fun to work with. :)

Although, I'm happy with my current workplace, I'm still missing people at Parkway. I don't know but I have been there for long. There are happy and sad memories that I won't forget.

But, I am very fortunate to be in Bugis Cotton On. Thank you for that opportunity.

After the meeting ended, headed myself to the National Library. Met Atiiyah and Abg Afi over there. We read books till 4pm plus. I was asleep because I was damn tired and my body feels so cold.

Now, I am slightly better. Presentation is tomorrow. Am I prepared? I guess I should be. I need to give all the best that I can tomorrow. JIA YOU! :)

I don't know why but you gave me a very nice impression. I don't know whether I am attracted to you or not.

You remind me of someone I know. Let put this feeling aside. I would not want to get myself involve in a relationship. Maybe, I shall stick to being single. This is the joy of life. :)

Okay, got to go now. I am working this evening. Take care everyone.

p/s, Thank you so much. It means alot to me. :)

Romance on the Stage. :) How cool is that. Haha. I miss acting with E-E-E-L-A. :)

Work was awesome today. Never knew that I am enjoying my work more than I did at Parkway parade. The crowd was heaven. So many people at one go. Customers come in and go out.

Luckily, I end work at 7pm. :) If not, I will get very tired. Never ate from morning till 7pm. I called Fina to asked her out for dinner. Thank God, she didn't ate either. So, we head down to Vivo and grab a bite.

It was fantabulous, I tell you. So at that point of time, it was our breakfast, lunch and dinner. :) I guess I was really hungry and thirsty. Had a long chat together with her.

Its okay Fina. Just bear with it okay. :) I'm here for you! You can always count on me okay sister.

Tomorrow will be another long day for me. Shooting in the morning and Post Party in the evening. :)

I need a new set of clothes. Payday is coming real soon. To pay off my bills. Sadly, I can't shop this month. Maybe, next month. We shall see how.

By the way, presentation is this coming Tuesday. Oh my god! Time is running out. I got to finish it all up this Sunday.

Breathe in and out. You can do it Faiz. Get well soon, Ilah. :)

Now, the air has been cleared. Now you know who is at fault right? THAT person is such a loser.

Making false stories about me and Ilah. I'm sure retribution is going on your way pretty soon. No worries, I won't do it myself. God is FAIR. He knows what to do to a person like you.

You should count yourself lucky that I'm not a type of person that goes for revenge. Whatever it is, I'm putting aside those hatred feelings of mine. We are still friends. :) PERIOD.

I'm hungry! Damn it. :) LOL. Okay then, got to go now. Goodnight people.

Its not even a year yet and everything has changed.

Oh my God. Everything just go haywire and I have no idea why.

Right now, I'm so stress because of my exams. Which is in fact, one week from now.

I really want to pass with flying colours, just like everyone else does.

But the question is, am I ready for it or not? That has been bugging me since last few weeks.

After looking through the past year papers, I am so scared. The question were not easy at all.

Mostly, got to explain and like I'm not good in explaining.

But whatever it is, I really need to make sure I score at least an A or a B.

4 modules so out of this 4, maybe 2 As and 2Bs? That way, I shall be grateful. :)

School is ending real soon. Friends come and go.

It is the way of life. You will miss your old friends but you get the chance to meet new friends.

I am ready for Poly life. If I'm lucky enough, I can go to Poly next year.

You know, I have always want to go Poly to make my Mum proud of me.

To let others know that Normal Technical student like me can go Poly.

I wanna prove others wrong. But, I am really really scared.

Cause, for ITE students to go Poly, the chances is very slim.

All I got to do is work hard and study smart. :) PERIOD.

Whatever the outcome shall be, I shall accept it with open arms. :)

Oh yes, Hari Raya is coming soon. Not really excited but quite happy.

Cause once again, I shall go out Raya-ing with my family and friends.

Okay, I shall go back and mug my papers. LOL.

Goodnight people. I miss you all already. :)



sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.

Oh my God. I need help please. Blogger is like killing me already.

Haiz. Anyway, I had a very great time yesterday.

Doing a volunteer thingy is not my thing but yesterday was the very first time I did it.

Am so much happy for myself. Yayness!

Exams is coming soon. 1 week left to study and to mug like nobody's business.

I'm craving for Ice Cream right now but there is none at my house.

I had finish typing for my Event. So I got to print it up on Monday.

Maybe, I'm going to school on Monday. Just maybe.

I SWEAR to God that I am very very very bored at home. I want to start rehearsals again.

I miss rehearsals. Please come back soon. I need YOU.

On the Contrary, I'm very much pleased that school is ending soon and holidays are coming in.

Confirm, I will be working my ass off. But, its alright.

I need to pay my debts real soon. Seriously, it is killing me.

Okay, can't wait for tomorrow as well as Monday.

you don't know why but I know why. So, shut up. Haha.

Okay, who wanna entertain me now? Cause I'm effing bored.

I taught Ronnie a new word called effing.

& he is starting to use that word. :)

Okay then, I think I better take my leave now.

Blogger needs to rest. See you all real soon! :)

Goodnight lovely people.



because you know me the best.

I do wanna blog. There's a lot for me to talk about here but time does not allow me to.

I got a lot to study. Exams are just like so near. I can't blog for now. Maybe soon okay. I miss blogging but I have to study.

Damn. Just started BCM. I really need to get my hands on EVM soon. Like really soon.

Oh yes, I had fun yesterday. Okay, I will elaborate more on September okay.

For now, I shall not blog again. Haha. Just wait for September yeah.

I'm working later but I'm damn sleepy. Okay, will have a study group tomorrow.

Fasting month is coming soon. Take care everyone. :)'

p/s, just wanna say you are being DENIAL. :)

This Picture shows how much you all mean to me! PEACE! :)

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy with school projects and exams are coming real soon.

I will update when exams are over. Stay tuned for more new updates about what I am doing on September okay. :)

Oh yeah, I can't wait for September either. Woohoo! Right now, I am gonna start my revision on EVM follow by OAM then TPD. After that, I will start on BCM. :)

So, I shall see you all soon okay. Very very very the soon! So, just wait for new updates coming right up just for you.

Work is tiring but I am having the time of my life! I'm off tomorrow. Working on Sunday instead.

Okay, got to go. Take care and all the best.

p/s, I have so much fun yesterday. Thank you Aida and Aidil! :)

This is so true. Eventhough, you may have quarrel with your own siblings or parents, I believe that blood is thicker than water.

My family, was not the best out of the rest. To compare with other families, I think mine is just okay. I never had those loving siblings or understanding parents.

After my father passed away 10 years ago, my Mom has been taking care of the five of us. It's not easy to take care of five children.

I know how she felt. Everytime she will always say that my father is lucky not to have been alive to see us grown up. It was a torture for her.

I am not the best child neither am I the bad child. I have my faults too. I don't know but I try my very best to pleased my mom.

But maybe she wants more than that. All she need is attention from us. I still care for her and love her. Cause she have given me all that I want.

She is the best Mom. & I will always love her. :) Mummy, no matter how much you have scolded me or beat me, I will always love you cause without your guidance and patience and your tender loving care, I would not have felt a motherly love.

Now, I will repay all that you have done for me. I promise I will work hard, study smart and achieve my goals.

I will make you proud. I will take care of you once I am old. Just promise me that you won't leave me yet. Love you always mummy.

p/s, I am so over you now. You may take your leave.

Mimi! I miss you like freaking much. Was glad that I saw you today. :) Hang out real soon okay.

What a day today. Customers are like so awesome today. Sales were pretty good. I am so damn tired. It has been so long since I last work on a weekend. :) Haha.

Right now, the store is neat and tidy. I was packing the store the whole afternoon. I tell you, it was damn messy. But now, it looks better.

I left with one last presentation. Which is the Tourism. OAM was the best. Presentation was awesome. Hopefully I won't let Mr Aw down for Tourism.

1 more month and exam will start. Now, I got to buck up and make sure that I study smart for exams. Thanks to the one that I was absent last term. :)

Sing Dollar is very very very NICE. This is what I call a MUSICAL. I heard alot of good remarks and comments about the Musical itself.

Kumar did his best. He was damn hilarious. Najib was great too. Well Done! Two thumbs up to Sing Dollars. :)

I ended up reaching home at around 3 am plus yesterday. LOL. It was the best night I had so far. Thanks for the ride Azyan and Ashik! :)

Luckily for me, I am off tomorrow. Therefore, I shall finish up my powerpoint slides. I am seriously very tired. School has been a bitch. Teacher is just so annoying. Work has been tiring. August is so not my month. July is way better.

Now, I'm hoping that September will ease my pain. Oh my god. I can't wait for my birthday! Present please. LOL.

Okay, got to go now. Take care everyone. Goodnight.

Happy Birthday Daddy. I miss you. You will always remain in my heart.

p/s, its a tough decision.

Hello. Somehow, I misses Ain and Hafiz. :) Random! LOL.

EVM presentation was screwed up. Due to last minute changes, Mr Chong was not really happy with our presentation and called it atrocious.

Damn you. As a TEACHER, you should not demoralize or discourage the students. How could you say that our presentation is atrocious and horrendous?

I did all that I could to make you satisfied but I guess I was so wrong. So, you happy now? For God sake, how can I ever accept you as my Teacher if you keep on demoralizing me and my group mates?

No worries, I will prove you wrong. PERIOD.

I have done editing my blog and the pictures. I hope that you all will like it. :) Hehe. It takes like 2 hours to complete this thing. Now, I'm done with it.

Luckily, Ms Lee gave us 2 more days for OAM presentation. We got to do our very best on Friday. JIA YOU! :)

I can't wait for Friday. Woohoo! Hurry hurry can? LOL. Oh yes, Ilah please do recover soon okay. Misses! See you on Thursday.

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but looks like I got to. Never mind, for the sake of attendance, I shall go to school. Haha.

So what if I'm in the advertisement of Singapore Idol? Does not make any difference. Why are you people so concerned about whether I am in or not? I just hate those chinese students in my class.

Annoying plus Irritating. I can't stand them. You saw me in TV. Should I congratulate you on that? Damn stupid right. Just leave my personal lives alone can? Why bother so much? Some people have nothing better to do in their lives. Urgh!

Okay, I shall not be angry at my blog. Haha. Sorry diary. Was just releasing my emotions out. :)

Alright, shall go to sleep now. Goodnight! :) Miss me okay.

p/s, whatever it takes, I shall stick with you.

For now, let me say that I am enjoying my life as normal. This is what I have ever wanted.

Yesterday was such a relaxing day for me. Meeting in the morning was so fun. Never knew that my colleagues are very funny and fun to work with. :)

Although, I'm happy with my current workplace, I'm still missing people at Parkway. I don't know but I have been there for long. There are happy and sad memories that I won't forget.

But, I am very fortunate to be in Bugis Cotton On. Thank you for that opportunity.

After the meeting ended, headed myself to the National Library. Met Atiiyah and Abg Afi over there. We read books till 4pm plus. I was asleep because I was damn tired and my body feels so cold.

Now, I am slightly better. Presentation is tomorrow. Am I prepared? I guess I should be. I need to give all the best that I can tomorrow. JIA YOU! :)

I don't know why but you gave me a very nice impression. I don't know whether I am attracted to you or not.

You remind me of someone I know. Let put this feeling aside. I would not want to get myself involve in a relationship. Maybe, I shall stick to being single. This is the joy of life. :)

Okay, got to go now. I am working this evening. Take care everyone.

p/s, Thank you so much. It means alot to me. :)

Romance on the Stage. :) How cool is that. Haha. I miss acting with E-E-E-L-A. :)

Work was awesome today. Never knew that I am enjoying my work more than I did at Parkway parade. The crowd was heaven. So many people at one go. Customers come in and go out.

Luckily, I end work at 7pm. :) If not, I will get very tired. Never ate from morning till 7pm. I called Fina to asked her out for dinner. Thank God, she didn't ate either. So, we head down to Vivo and grab a bite.

It was fantabulous, I tell you. So at that point of time, it was our breakfast, lunch and dinner. :) I guess I was really hungry and thirsty. Had a long chat together with her.

Its okay Fina. Just bear with it okay. :) I'm here for you! You can always count on me okay sister.

Tomorrow will be another long day for me. Shooting in the morning and Post Party in the evening. :)

I need a new set of clothes. Payday is coming real soon. To pay off my bills. Sadly, I can't shop this month. Maybe, next month. We shall see how.

By the way, presentation is this coming Tuesday. Oh my god! Time is running out. I got to finish it all up this Sunday.

Breathe in and out. You can do it Faiz. Get well soon, Ilah. :)

Now, the air has been cleared. Now you know who is at fault right? THAT person is such a loser.

Making false stories about me and Ilah. I'm sure retribution is going on your way pretty soon. No worries, I won't do it myself. God is FAIR. He knows what to do to a person like you.

You should count yourself lucky that I'm not a type of person that goes for revenge. Whatever it is, I'm putting aside those hatred feelings of mine. We are still friends. :) PERIOD.

I'm hungry! Damn it. :) LOL. Okay then, got to go now. Goodnight people.