Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




SAY IT


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This is my story;


As days goes by, time keeps on ticking I realized that things has changed. For the better or for the worst, only they themselves know it.

Semester 2 is coming to an end in just three days. I can't believe I survived Year 1. It has been good. Ups and downs, that is life. But overall, I really do enjoyed most of it.

New class gonna start this April. I hope it is gonna be much more better than my previous Semester classes. Do gonna miss them though. It has been a good 15 weeks. Alright, life's good. As per normal. What else can I ask for uh?

Work has been good. In fact, am working tomorrow at 3 to closing. How tiring it is. Haha. But nevertheless I do enjoy working. I just can't wait for the 2 months holidays. I need a break. Tired from all this things I have been doing.

What else can I say here? Oh yeah. I have this little crush on this one person. I don't know why and how but it makes me do think of that person sometimes. I wanna tell the person how I feel but each time I saw that person, I am stumped. Loss of words.

Is this love? I don't know but I wish to find out. It is killing me. Sometimes, I do pretend that there is nothing wrong. We are just friends and that's it. But why am I lying to myself? Why am I deceiving all this while? Don't know why.

At times, I do feel that I wanna be with someone and tell that person I love you. But saying I love you is a big big word. It takes time. Cause I don't wanna play with love. I don't wanna ended up getting hurt instead.

So I choose not to deal with love. Let it comes naturally. My life? It has been good. I'm loving it. It has been so long since I felt upset about life. I wish to move on. Move on from this misery. No more heartaches, no more broken promises.

And if you find your happiness, I will be happy for you. Really. Am not kidding. What I have just said, it is coming from my own mouth. Trust me, your happiness, my happiness. I love you.

p/s, February, here we meet again.





If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.