You gotta look good in everything.

This is my story;

2012-02-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

As days goes by, time keeps on ticking I realized that things has changed. For the better or for the worst, only they themselves know it.

Semester 2 is coming to an end in just three days. I can't believe I survived Year 1. It has been good. Ups and downs, that is life. But overall, I really do enjoyed most of it.

New class gonna start this April. I hope it is gonna be much more better than my previous Semester classes. Do gonna miss them though. It has been a good 15 weeks. Alright, life's good. As per normal. What else can I ask for uh?

Work has been good. In fact, am working tomorrow at 3 to closing. How tiring it is. Haha. But nevertheless I do enjoy working. I just can't wait for the 2 months holidays. I need a break. Tired from all this things I have been doing.

What else can I say here? Oh yeah. I have this little crush on this one person. I don't know why and how but it makes me do think of that person sometimes. I wanna tell the person how I feel but each time I saw that person, I am stumped. Loss of words.

Is this love? I don't know but I wish to find out. It is killing me. Sometimes, I do pretend that there is nothing wrong. We are just friends and that's it. But why am I lying to myself? Why am I deceiving all this while? Don't know why.

At times, I do feel that I wanna be with someone and tell that person I love you. But saying I love you is a big big word. It takes time. Cause I don't wanna play with love. I don't wanna ended up getting hurt instead.

So I choose not to deal with love. Let it comes naturally. My life? It has been good. I'm loving it. It has been so long since I felt upset about life. I wish to move on. Move on from this misery. No more heartaches, no more broken promises.

And if you find your happiness, I will be happy for you. Really. Am not kidding. What I have just said, it is coming from my own mouth. Trust me, your happiness, my happiness. I love you.

p/s, February, here we meet again.

All I need for now.

2012-01-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

Hey, I am back from hiatus. Yes, it has been a one hell of a ride for not updating my blog. I feel naked, somehow. Anyways, was away for such a long period of time so pardon me for not being able to type as good as I used to. Nah, kidding. (:

So, life's good. It's a new Year, new start and a new beginning. Throw away the unpleasantness in 2011. 2012's gonna be awesome. Oh by the way Happy Chinese New Year to all of you! Although it is belated but still the thought that counts.

School has been awesome. With the awesome people, as usual. Year 1 is gonna end pretty much soon. I'm left with 2 weeks. Just 2 weeks and I shall bid goodbye to my Year 1 life. And then here comes the Holidays! The most anticipated of them all. 2 months of break - 2 months of non stop working my ass off for moolahs. Time to get myself a retail therapy session. (:

I haven't been shopping much lately. Been too busy spending time at work, school and home. Am actually broke for this whole month. Yes. Asking my mummy for money is like begging for her forgiveness. Sometimes I wish I don't have to ask her but at times like this I just... you know.

Enough about money. So UT 3 is coming. Time to burn midnight oil. I have not been active in writing notes, studying and all. Maybe my age is getting the better of me. Well getting older day by day. Hah. (:

So, January 2012 has been good. February is arriving pretty soon. That means another month is going to end. Time flies so fast and when you least expected it, it just came back to you. The routines has been the same. I need a rest. I really in need of rest. Need to stop thinking of this, that, that, this. All of this have to stop.

My love life? I am enjoying every bit of my single life. But I won't deny the fact that sometimes I feel that I wanna be in love. To be with that person, hugging the person, seeing the smile of the person - it makes me happy.

Work? It has been good! New staffs coming in. I am so attracted to someone in my store! Hah. Okay, just need to stop this. Alright, gonna be busy filming a new show. And I need my sleep now.

p/s; I miss the old Bugis Team. It feels somehow, lonely and different. I miss you guys. Xx.

Till then... when I have the time to blog again. (: Nights people!

back once more;

2011-12-18T19:56:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time, I must say. Been busy with school and my life.

Semester 2 has been a roller coaster ride. I am so happy to have such wonderful friends with me. The modules are quite difficult this Semester.

Getting an A is not as easy as last Semester. But I am pushing myself further to get my GPA good this time.

Now, it is 2 weeks of break. 2 weeks of no classes and just relax and enjoy the weather in Singapore. But on the other side, I have to do my Assignment 2. Freaking hard! -.-

Anyways, the weather in Singapore has been raining non stop. A month of winter, I presume. Met my best friends on last Tuesday. It has been so long since we last saw each other. I am so happy to finally spend some time with them. Will do it more often!

By the way, great news to share. I have a short story to shoot this Tuesday. My very first time directing it. I hope everything turns out fine. It may not be the best, but I am just trying my luck. You know like, just give it a shot for a while. I love directing. Other than acting, directing and scriptwriting has been my passion since 2007. Can't wait for Tuesday and we shall see how it all goes later!

On the bright side, I have been enjoying my holidays since Friday. It has been awesome. Had my work meeting yesterday night. Talked from 11pm to 1am plus. Miss them lots! Honestly speaking, this year flies very fast.

In a blink of an eye, 2012 is coming. In 2 weeks time. I can't wait for what 2012 has install for me. 5 more problems to Semester 2 and I am done with Year 1. Hopefully my year 2 is gonna be as awesome as my year 1. Woohoo!

In case you all don't know, I took a break from Drama IG. Yes, a long hiatus. I don't know what's up with me but I just need a break. Maybe for this time. Will be back once my heart is open for it again. (: Alright, time to see what's there to eat! Feeling hungry now! Bye people. Love you all!

a little bit of love will do.

school; it's like forever.

2011-11-06T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hey blog. It's been a month since I last update here. Busy with school, rehearsals and work. So far, life's good. I am getting the hang of it. Classmates are pretty awesome this Semester. I can't wait for Semester 2 to ends and start Year 2 next year.

My modules are fucked up. I just don't like this semester modules. So freaking difficult can. But well, they pushed down the modules to Year 1 Semester 2. So that means I am left with only one more semester to go for IT modules. I want my Business modules please!

My show is in 3 days time. My very first time acting for RP Drama IG. I must say it has been one of a hell ride for us. Ups and downs, and stress for a month. Other than that, everything is going great.

Had Swensen's with dearest Fyqah and Fir. It was a good lunch for us as we talked about relationships and such. More of this please. Classmates kept on ordering Pizza ever since RP has pizzas. Haha.

UT1 Maths is over and done with. 4 more UT's to go. For Java, there will be no UT2. But got assignment to do. Oh my god. I hate assignments but oh well what to do.

I am so dead tired from all the rehearsals and school. I am so so exhausted. 4 more days and everything will be over. Once Reflections 2011 is over, I am going to take a break from drama. I need my rest. :)

Alright, Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Malay peeps. Have a good one. Take care. ^^

p/s, sometimes, everyone gets hurt.

Visiting a new semester.

2011-10-19T00:54:00.003+08:00

David beckham hot stuff!

It has been too long, way too long since I updated anything over here. School has been tying me down so lately. I have no free time of my own and I always go home at about 10pm plus.

New classmates are freaking awesome! I just love each and everyone of them. Really, they are so so damn nice. Oh my god. I am so thankful, please. ^^ Anyways, I don't really like this semester modules. Maths, is like killing me. Tomorrow is the 3rd problem. I love database, data comms and java. Hah. Communication practice, not so bad. Depends on who is your Faci.

Mine is all like so weird and always have a lot of things to ask during 3rd meeting. Except for one. He is so effing nice. :) Oh, drama has been good. Tiring but fun. Tomorrow is the preview for our upcoming show Off Centre. I am so looking forward for Reflections. Woohoo!

So, life has been extremely good to me. It can also be a bitch sometimes but that depends on what kind of situation you are at. And other than that, everything is going fine. Work, as usual. I just hate the fact that customers are such an ass when it comes to sales period. They can effing mess your store into a zoo.

By the way, I had lots of fun in class doing my java codes. And I find someone in my class effingly cute. Like seriously cute to the max. But oh well he is attached. Hah. But really, I think he is so cute. Lol.

Half of my script has been memorized. I have finally memorized every single word. It was tough, trust me. I am not ready for the preview tomorrow but I have confidence that we gonna rock the house! I just love Gloria so much. She is so good in teaching us. She's a good instructor. ^^

What else should I blog about? My grades? So far so good. It feels that the time is moving slowly but eventually going to the end of semester 2, soon. My sister is getting married in a month's time. I am so happy for her. I can't wait!

Other than that, I think everything is going just great for me. I love my friends, family etc. I love my drama peeps. They are the ones that always enlighten me when I am sad. But my classmates are so funny as well. We can joke around, play games and just talk nonsense all the time. Maths is tomorrow. I feel like partialling. Haha.

Alright, that's about it. Gonna prepare myself to go to sleep. I need to sleep, I just need to sleep. This is the part where I said that I am effing tired and I need a good rest. Goodnight people. Have a bless Wednesday. Hopefully tomorrow turns out well. ^^

p/s, you're the reason why I am looking forward for school everyday.

What I've got.

2011-09-29T22:59:00.004+08:00

Zayn Malik is freaking HOT. ((:

I didn't realized how long I have not been blogging here. I am that busy, even during holidays. Drama sessions, two days per week are draining me out. The physical theatre and running about is making me shagged.

However, I love doing it so so much. ^^ Acting has been my passion since I don't know like 2007? I guess, that's what I am capable of. Anyway, chalet was good. That was the best chalet I ever had since years ago.

By the way, casting was given to us yesterday. How I wish all of us can be casted. Well, I am so so thankful that I am casted as one of the casts. I will be the Narrator. ^^ Woohoo! I really can't wait for Reflections 2011 to begin.

So, life has been so far so good. Work is the same. Nothing's new. I need to shop! Still indecisive I guess. Cotton On guys clothing is so not that nice. But the girls clothing are always so nice. Well, one of the days, we all going to wear girls clothes. Hah, kidding.

Got a text message from someone yesterday. Was invited to go for an audition today for Channel 5 documentary drama, real life story. I was so nervous, anxious but excited. The audition went smoothly and I was so happy for myself. Opportunities are wonderful.

Hopefully will get the role and call back. (: Can't wait for school to start next week! Semester 2 class roster is out! New classmates, totally new classmates. I don't know anyone of them, which is awkward. And first day of school just have to ruin my day. Lol. Having Maths on the first day, is like having Accounting exam. That scary, I know.

Well, I think I am the only one that is over exaggerating. Not too sure whether my new classmates going to be as open as my Semester 1. But, well different people, different attitudes. So I'm just gonna be myself for the first week of school. ^^

Hoping that my classmates are nice and friendly people. Oh by the way, watched Johnny English and Abduction at the Cinemas! I am so so happy. Finally watched movies. It was awesome. I love Johnny English! It was a good movie. Abduction was okay although the first few parts wasn't really interesting. Taylor Lautner freaking hot can? Lol.

So, what's next? I wanna watch What's your Number. Let's see how it goes. Alright, I think I shall just stop here or else I will start typing till God knows when! Lol. Till next time people!

Have a good Friday alright? Hugs! Xoxo <3

p/s, Having you, is all that I need.

Absolutely Amazing.

2011-09-17T11:00:00.004+08:00

It has been more than a month since I last blog here. Been busy, with life as usual. So Raya was awesome. But the first day of Raya, I had high fever. It was really bad. I couldn't eat, couldn't move, just wanted to sleep.

But managed to overcome the illness soon for a week. Work was okay yesterday. Wasn't that packed in the early afternoon but close to 6pm, a lot of customers come in. Weird. Anyways, I had fun with Cotton On Bugis team last Sunday. We went Raya outing and it was amazing, I tell you. It was one of the best outing ever for us. Apart from normal outing of course. (:

So, had celebrations for my birthday, Izza's and also Ayu's. It was absolutely fun celebrating the birthdays of September babies. Woohoo! Later on, will be going out for another Raya outing with my Secondary schoolmates. I can't wait! One more hour to go. ^^

Anyways, life's good. Holidays are pretty much the same. Can't wait to start school next month. Chalet for drama IG starts this coming week. I love the Off centre script! Can relate to it really well.

I hope that during the chalet we can read the script again. And and, I love the new game called the murderer, police and victim. Had fun playing the game with my lovelies. More to come, soon!

Alright, have to go now! Gonna get ready and prepare myself for outing later. Woohoo! See you soon, maybe. ^^ Xoxo.

Last Hope.

2011-08-29T00:56:00.005+08:00

" To look good, one must feel good."

The days passed by really quick this month. Fasting is ending tomorrow. How time flies. I'm gonna miss fasting, really. Not really looking forward for Raya but I'm happy that at least we have the chance to celebrate Raya again this year. (:

Anyways, tomorrow is the last day of UT. I'm nervous, like hell. I don't know but I am so so freaking nervous. I hope I will nail this UT and pass. Hopefully. After that, holiday for a month before Semester 2 begins in October.

Well, new classmates and new modules to look forward to. I am so so excited and anxious! (: So, preparation for Raya is still on going. Just finished cleaning up my room. I'd rather study. Lol. But it was fun. Packing some stuffs, throwing unimportant things away. And rearranging my clothes properly. Thank God I work at Cotton On so I kinda know how to fold the clothes.

Work was awesome. I really enjoyed working. Store has become much more better than previous. I really want this to last forever - but they said forever is a lie. Nothing's forever.

True indeed. Sigh. Life is such a cruel thing. By the way, Tony Tan won. Oh am gee. I don't know but I don't like the idea of him being a President but what to do. The votes are in. Singaporeans chose him. There's nothing more we can do but to pray that he will make Singapore a better place to stay.

So far, life's good. People come and go. Normal I guess. Audition on last Thursday went well. Producer said I have huge potential. Hopefully a good news for me in 3 weeks time. (: Alright, shall continue with cleaning the house. Bye people! Good night and have a bless week. (:

p/s, I miss you more than anything.

Waiting; patiently.

2011-08-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

Officially declare that there will be no more Cognitive and OB for me. Theoretical exams are over. Now, Science is driving me up to the wall. I don't like Science, just don't.

Honestly speaking, I don't take Science. The last time I had science was during Secondary 2 which was like 7 years ago. And that was basic science, mind you. Remind me again, why are we having Science as a module?

I don't think Science got to do anything with the course I am in. Urgh. I hate this feeling lah. Anyways, just had my break fast. It was awesome, as usual. 6 more days to the end of Fasting Month. Time flies so fast.

Oh by the way, my UT classmates are so good looking! Like seriously good looking! The guys are effing hot can! Haha. The girls, okay lah. Got about 3 girls whom I think is really pretty. But mings, babe and sweet is the awesome ones! Hah.

Tomorrow class will be at W2. 3 more to go. I can do this. I can't study Science. Maybe tomorrow before the UT start, I will revise. And just now OB UT3 is fucking hell! A killer paper, like seriously. I spent 30 minutes on the bloody MCQ.

But thank god, I managed to complete everything. Well, cause got eye candies distracted me, so kinda hard to finish early. Hah. Kidding. But really, I was like Oh my god! Hah. Wondering how will my new classmates turn out.

Will be working on Saturday and Sunday again. Yeah! New colleagues coming in on Saturday. Must be nice. Lol. And tomorrow, am going Geylang with best friends! Woohoo. Plus on the other hand, Thursday having audition for Suria new drama. Hope I will get it.

Excited to the max! So happy that holidays gonna start next week. It's raya time, are you prepared? ^^ Got to go now. Update soon! Xoxo.

p/s, words don't come easy, doesn't it?

Give it to me;

2011-08-18T02:27:00.003+08:00

He is effing hot can!! Oh my god. Okay dah.

Finally, study break. So many things to memorize and take notes. So little time to even have time for myself. I need to end this busy period pronto.

Gonna miss my classmates so effing much. Next semester, a whole lot of new friends, new classmate and new Facilitators. Not to forget, new modules. I'm looking forward for Communication and Marketing.

Alright, life's good. Busy with preparing myself for UT3. Gonna go study at the library tomorrow. Hehe. I'm a good boy, I know. Received a piece of Good news! Audition for Suria drama next week.

Oh am gee. It's so awesome. My director told me to go for the audition and I can't wait. I hope I will get it. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity to act on Suria. Who knows Channel 5 next. Haha.

Thanks for this great opportunity. Anyways, fasting month's gonna end in 2 weeks time. Time flies so fast ah. It feels like yesterday though. And oh yeah my stomach has been giving me problems lately. Urgh. I hate it.

I need to sleep now. I just need to go to sleep. Put me to sleep, anyone. Okay, have to go now. Exams start on this Mon, 11am. Gonna be there by 8.30am to study again. (: Goodnight people! Working this weekends! Awesome. Woohoo.

p/s, bring those memories back to me once again.

Finally;

2011-08-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

I'm left with just a day and then I will say goodbye to E36F. It has been a wonderful journey been with the rest of my classmates in E36F. Gonna miss all of them so much. The ups and downs, it's soon be over.

UT3 is in 2 weeks time. I am ready for this battle. Bring it on please. I am gonna CHIONG real hard for the final UT. No more playing games and it is time to focus on my studies. Gonna burn midnight oil almost everyday.

Anyways, I am so tired. I need a break like really. I just need to sit down, relax and chill. Life has been going on smoothly for me. Life is good and somehow I am enjoying every single bit of it. Fasting month, it has been good as well. 2 weeks passed by so fast. We are left with just another 2 more weeks and we are done with fasting.

I am not ready yet for the changes in Semester 2. I don't know, maybe it is just me. Although the feeling of excitement is there, but I am not sure of what's install for me. I hope my classmates gonna be as nice as my Semester 1 classmates.

By the way, will be working tomorrow and Sunday. It's been a while. Can't wait to serve those yummy customers. Haha. Kidding. Oh yes, someone just said dear to me. Haha.

You know am so happy to finally get to talk to you. Every night we will always chat on FB. I miss you and I know we gonna meet soon. I am waiting for that. (:

Alright, going to sleep now. Waiting for my movie to finish downloading. It is taking forever! Tsk. Goodnight people. Love you!

p/s, it takes you this long to confess to me.

A beautiful ending, please.

2011-08-08T23:17:00.003+08:00

It is the final week of semester 1. I can feel it brushing through my skin already. Goodbye E36F, it's a wonderful 15 weeks of knowing each and everyone of you. The ups, the downs and everything we go through, it has been an awesome ride.

Most importantly, gonna miss mings, sweets and babe. Thanks for being the nicest friends I have in class and thanks for being there for me whenever I need you guys. (: I love you guys!

Anyways, school is fun. New Media is over and done with. I'm left with Science, OB, Programming and Cognitive. Tomorrow no school cause of National Day! I don't feel the excitement as I used to before. Maybe, I'm getting older or the spirits just die there.

By the way, just finished writing a new script. Now it is called Dating 101. It's gonna be an awesome play, I hope. (: I can't wait to end Semester 1 and UT3 as well. I really hope to pass my UT3. I hate it when you study so hard but in the end the results show futile.

Gonna CHIONG for UT3 during Study break. And other than just studying, gonna work my ass off and earn $$. Oh yeah, rehearsals as well! Since there's no school tomorrow, I wanna wake up late! Should I go and meet Shahirah tomorrow? Lazy ah, but I see how okay. Maybe, maybe not.

The not so good thing is the whole family is at home tomorrow. I want a time alone! Oh wells, gonna watch some dramas on YouTube. Goodnight people! Happy National Day to all! Xoxo.

p/s, what I need right now is a hug from just you.

Busy August.

2011-08-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging much these days. Been busy with school, rehearsals and all.

School, quite okay. 3 days MC was quite a good thing. Lol. But I miss going to class. Tomorrow, will come for OB. (: Rehearsals, was good. Fasting, going on real good as well. I am doing good despite me being sick.

I'm busy memorizing script for upcoming show How to match.com; it is for the Arts Platter 2011. I am so super tired. Rehearsals back to back. Other than that, busy preparing for another production as the writer and director.

I really in need of a break. I just need a time alone and to just relax. Oh anyways, visited the Polyclinic and guess what? I have to pay $16 for it. I thought it's $9? But the person told me Polytechnic never subsidized. Polytechnic is still a government school my dear. -.-

Anyways, have lots of Medicine still untouched. I just need to finish up all the medicines. By the way, can't wait for tomorrow! Gonna meet up peeps for discussion of the script. I can't work alone, really. I need more brains. Just like in RP. You can't do on your own. That's why the Facilitator team us up in groups of 5. (:

Oh well, that's life. Gonna work on Sunday morning with new In charge, Dee. I hope she's nice. And oh might be meeting the lovelies on Sat! Awesome. I hope I can fast for the whole month. Even if I am sick, I have to. JIA YOU!

Alright, got to go. Goodnight people! (:

p/s, I miss you, like how I really do.

A great ending;

2011-07-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

I have to admit that today's lesson was awesome! We did everything as a class and that makes our class strengthen the bonding.

It was a fun but tiring activities we had today. The outdoors activity was to die for. Meeting 1 and 2 were combined thus making me hungry during the second break. Had pizza, drumlets and garlic bread. It was fantabulous.

Meeting 3 was easy. Not that difficult but manageable though. Class ended 15 minutes early and I am so happy for that! Met up with the clans and we had an awesome time gossiping. Haha.

Saw him like for the umpteen times. I have to admit his girlfriend is not hot. Seriously, you are just trying so hard. But well, the boyfriend is hottttt! He is hot to the max. Well not that I like him but he is simply charming.

Slacked with the homies before making my way home with Danny. Had a great time with them. It was really awesome. I slept the whole journey in the bus and jerk like a few times! I must be so effing tired ah. Lol.

Anyways, will be meeting my good friends tomorrow for more gossip session. Haha, oh well miss them so much! Not sure what time, will be waiting for their messages. Step away July, cause August is coming in.

Yes, August is coming in this Monday and that marks our very first day of fasting. I hope this year will be a good one. :) Alright, time to sleep. I need my rest because tomorrow's gonna be a long day, I supposed.

Goodnight all! :)

p/s, I want to hear you say my name, again.

When it all begins;

2011-07-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

School is good. I will not want to absent from school anymore please! Anyways, drama yesterday was awesome. :)

Now am busy with two scripts. First is the Peranakan play and the other is the drama play. I am so gonna be busy. Lol but am so happy because I have good people working with me. Being the director and scriptwriter is not easy but I managed to complete the script for the drama play.

Can't wait to show it to Mo on Monday. Tomorrow is OB and it is game time! Hehe, am so happy and I hope tomorrow lesson going to be fun. I really hope so.

Okay, can't wait to deposit my cheque which I just received. Maybe tomorrow I will deposit it. Oh anyways, fasting month is coming soon and I hope this year going to be a fruitful one. And when November kicks in, will be so busy. Awesome!

Okay, I have to go now. I wanna sleep and then wake up early for tomorrow's lesson.

Goodnight people! Xoxo.

p/s, every day I look forward to seeing you but it hurts me to see you with someone else.

That feeling again.

2011-07-26T21:45:00.004+08:00

I really miss you, I don't know why but every time I read your text messages, memories came down rushing in to me.

School is really good. Yesterday 17 students partial and only left with 8 of us. Haha. Cool right? And my Facilitator keeps on asking me why the rest of them partial, I just said I don't know.

Anyways, didn't turn up for school today because I wasn't feeling well after the whole headache thingy. Urgh. By the way the scriptwriting thingy is going somewhere. I love how Peggy has a lot of ideas to come out with.

Watching the Siapa Baba on the laptop yesterday was really fun. The Peranakan songs are not bad. I think I am in love with Peranakan songs now. Hehe. So, can't wait for November to kick in. But before that Semester 1 is coming to an end. YES! I can't wait for a brand new semester. Although am going to miss mings, babe and sweet but oh well we can meet up soon! (:

Oh yeah, tomorrow programming and top of that I got dramaaaa! Yay. :) And yes, I think am involved with Arts Platter. Mo told me about it yesterday or do I heard wrongly? Lol. But whatever it is, will find out tomorrow.

Okay got to go. Wanna watch TV. Xoxo!

p/s, give me time to realized you're the one for me.

Moving still;

2011-07-23T17:43:00.004+08:00

School, as usual. It was alright! Finally after for so long, I got an A! Yeah, am proud of myself. :)

Anyways, I'm in the midst of scriptwriting discussion with Peggy. She is an amazing person, she is someone that I can talk to easily. :) I hope that this play is going to be awesome.

Will be meeting her and the rest on this Monday. I haven't start off my storyline but will do so later. Now, have to get ready and go to work. I am supposed to quit a few weeks back but somehow they refuses to let me go. But seeing the condition, am sure one by one people are going to leave. Who's next?

Sidetrack, haven't been watching movies lately. Wanna watch Harry Potter Part 2! Anybody, please do watch with me. I don't mind who, just watch with me. ^_^ Apart from that, I miss watching Korean movies at home. Been coming home late, busy with this and that. I need a time of my own.

Right, now I am doing fine. I keep on repeating this but oh yeah UT3 is starting in August baby. Time to study my ass off this final exam. I don't wanna repeat any module. I don't want to. I have to start studying for my weakest module which is Programming and Science.

But I will also make sure my other 3 modules are good as well. Just have to buck up. Alright, time to go now. The mood of working is so lazy. I don't wanna go to work. Urgh.

p/s; any minute or so, am falling for you.

Maybe because;

2011-07-20T19:17:00.003+08:00

Semester 1 is ending really soon. Only left with 3 weeks and I'm done. UT3 during Fasting month, really? I need to pass everything. No retaking modules. Hate that fact ever.

School's fine, everything's good. I am waiting for a confirmation from another job that I got. Hopefully, everything turns out just fine. By the way, will be busy for another production as I will be the scriptwriter for it. It's gonna be awesome!

Other than that, my life has been good. Waiting for UT2 results. Didn't attend class today cause I was caught up with something personal that happened. But will be in class for tomorrow lesson.

I want holidays to come by fast cause I need a rest like seriously. I just need a break from school and etc. Now having lepak session with Danny and Aisyah. I'm hungry, so I shall eat later at home.

Saw lots of familiar faces today. Wow, I miss those hugs. Right, I better get going or else bus 168 going to be pack with people. Urgh! Goodnight people. ^_^

p/s; you're my band aid.

HAPPY.

2011-07-17T23:31:00.003+08:00

It was a tiring but awesome Saturday. That was the day I had to give all out for my show.

The response for Matinee show wasn't as good as Gala Night. Gala Night was a success. It was full house and everyone loves the show. Got to meet Sani Hussin face to face! He is so super duper nice :)

I must say, it was a fruitful 4 months of hard work and rehearsals. Now, it's time for me to focus more on school. Final UT2 tomorrow, and I am not so ready. But I will try my best, to not fail. :) hopefully.

And I will be busy with another production which I am supposed to be part of it as a Scriptwriter. Can you imagine that?! I got to be a Scriptwriter. It has always been my dream. I hope I can help them on what to write about the play. It's gonna be so exciting!

Schooling tomorrow, and I am so tired. Had an awesome supper with colleagues on Friday and a nice talk.

Thank you for believing in me guys. I love all of you! I don't know what else to blog about. I guess that's it. I shall now take my leave. Goodnight!

p/s; it feels good when you are happy.

Faith, let it all in.

2011-07-12T23:37:00.003+08:00

When you realized that your daily grades are far more better than your UT grades, what do you conclude?

YES, no UT for me please. I am seriously happy for my daily grades which have been consistent for the past few months. But having UT is like damaging everything else that were perfect. UT grades, so far so good. UT1 is over and done with.

UT2, two more exams and I'm done with it as well. Semester 1 is ending real soon, I can feel it brushing through my skin. I need a break, from laptops and everything. School internet is so lag, worst than my house internet. LOL ^_^

Anyways, Programming tomorrow and I am not effing excited about it. New group mates again. Waaa, I am getting tired of moving here and there and sitting almost everywhere except for Table 2. I haven't even sit there before. I wonder why. Haha.

By the way, RP has a new Diploma course which is Diploma in Consumer Behaviour and Research! Effing CHEEBS! I want that freaking course please! It is like psychology mix with business. OH AM GEE! I wanna ask for transfer next semester. But is it even possible? LOL.

Next year I am going to do JAVA and it is for my freaking 1 year in Year 2. -.- Business modules only kicks in during Year 3. Urgh, effing angry.

Anyways, hopefully no drama tomorrow. I need a rest and also to study for OB UT2 on Thursday. God, please help me fulfill my wish. I need to pass my UT's.

Alright, time for me to sleep. My alarm clock will ring at 6am but I will wake up at 6.30am instead. -.- So much of being early, Faiz! Don't know whether Nanis gonna fetch me from sch tomorrow.

Goodnight people! ^^

p/s; this is the part where everything ends.

Whatever you said;

2011-07-11T15:39:00.002+08:00

Each time I am face with problems, I tried to avoid it by pretending to be happy or ignore that it ever happens.

5 more days to my show and I am so excited! Maybe not really happy but then I wanna do all the best I can to put up a good show! Rehearsals back to back from Thursday onwards.

OB UT2 on Thursday and UT1 result on Wednesday. Great job uh. I hope I get at least a B. :) Life has been better and enjoyable. Ups and downs, that's normal and I am literally enjoying myself.

Yup, sent two resumes to two different Company. Hoping to find a new job. But am still staying at CO although I wanted to quit. I am hoping for a transfer to another outlet, if possible. I really have no mood to work. Maybe because I'm tired? I don't know but that's life.

Okay, I wanna go out later and meet Hydir. It's been a while since I last saw him. Alright, got to go.

p/s; when you lie, it's all written on your face.

Oh Bring Back;

2011-07-08T09:28:00.003+08:00

Everyday I am so exhausted that anytime soon I feel like collapsing. I tried to stay awake during all those period of time in school but sometimes I just can't do it.

Where are the leisure times I used to have? Everything is taken away right after you are busy with school. Poly life is so different than Sec sch days. I miss sec sch so much!

Anyways, life's good, busy with school and other stuffs. Keep doing the same old routine everyday. Yeah! Going out with Sarah on Monday! I miss her already. :) Hehe.

Above picture, I miss the both of you so much. I wish we can still hang out at night and go out for supper or such. I really miss seeing the both of you. Hope to meet up and talk about life soon!

I don't know why but I feel that I am not so excited about my production next week. I told Ana that this is gonna be my last production with them and that's it. I'm quitting and leaving the company.

Too much things that they are asking for and they are just not the right place for me to be at. I need some time to clear things up and ease my mind. Nothing's easy.

New Media UT today. I hope I can nail this module. Hoping.

p/s, sometimes at the back of my head, all I can think of is you.

I want you to know;

2011-07-05T19:42:00.003+08:00

School has been, how to say err just okay I guess? The first UT2 started yesterday and it was quite easy, somehow I managed to understand the whole test. A good grade please.

Science UT2 tomorrow and I'm so not looking forward for it. Like seriously, the only thing I know about Science is just the basic one. Not Chemistry or Physics. But now am learning about them. -.-

It's a wrapped for filming in school. Haha. I like this line " It is not just a phone, it has DVBH in it.'' Don't know what the meaning of it but it sounds cool.^_^ The past few days, the weather has been oh so bloody hot. I need some cooling weather please.

Anyways, Thursday there's supper with the Cotton On peeps. Should I go for the supper thingy or should I not? No idea what to do because the next day got UT. Urgh. Maybe I just go and enjoy the supper. (:

Yay, I am so super duper happy! My favourite actress Jeanette Aw will be having her first local drama, Rescue 995 next year after being hiatus for so long. Can't wait to see her on the screen again!

My short film, "Secrets" has 20K views from the viewers. Oh Am Gee. That is like so many people watching my short film. That's good to hear. I like the end product. So awesome can. Lol.

Alright, have to go now. I wanna try my best to revise for tomorrow UT. Hope everything can digest into my brain. Hopefully.

p/s, just look at me the way you used to.

Give me a break;

2011-07-03T15:54:00.004+08:00

Am at workplace now. Working at 6.30pm later with two in charges. I wanted to study for tomorrow UT but ended up just looking up the notes that I saved.

Pretty much a boring Sunday. I can't digest everything in just a day. Gosh, why is UT tomorrow? I can't help but feel so insecure about it. I need to put in almost half of the notes in my brain so it can be useful for me tomorrow afternoon.

Apart from that, reading notes during UT so not helping. 45 minutes to finish everything, seriously not enough time. I don't wanna flunk UT2. I hope I can pass everything once UT2 starts.

UT3 is in August and then September holidays! Woohoo! Next semester change class, I wonder who's in and who's out. Gonna miss my 5 closest bunch of friends. I love you guys a lot.

Sidetrack, there's a lot of people here. Clothes and shorts are all over the place. Thanks ah! I have to clear the mess later. Hate it -.-

Alright, shall continue with my notes, bye!

p/s, till we can no longer be together, I shall leave.

Never gonna stop.

2011-07-02T00:39:00.003+08:00

It's the month of July, time really flies very fast. I wonder if I could ever catch up with the time or am I going on slowly?

7 months seems to be so long but to me, it feels like yesterday. I am tired of everything that have been going on in my life. At times, giving up was one of the solutions but aren't everyone dealing the same thing as me? So why am I admitting defeat when I know I can continue fighting for it.

Let's change topic for now. School, so far so good. Friends, I supposed we are still the same. Good, bad everything is like mix together. Drama, hell yeah. Awesome people, awesome place. :)

UT2 this Monday, and what I have been doing so far? Nothing to do with memorizing notes and such. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day outside. Sunday, pretty much the same as Saturday. I don't have leisure time, mind you.

Just now, colleagues came over my house. Pizza and everything, it was just nice. UNO and Mono Deal is like the best combo! ^_^ I won like twice for UNO if am not wrong. Lol, so far I really enjoy my Friday.

I hope tomorrow's gonna be as exciting as today! Can't wait to see my baby! And for your information, I really miss her a lot! Have to go rehearsal tomorrow, director wants me to be there. I am so tired, please. What to do, give in then.

Alright, my eyes is shutting down. I am gonna sleep now. Goodnight all! ^_^

p/s, a blurry vision of you, just now.

Filming begins;

2011-06-29T15:25:00.002+08:00

Running around the school, pretty much exciting though. That was my first ever running scene.

Filming took place in the morning and afterwards another filming again in school. Didn't managed to go school for programming and well I'm in school now. Lol.

Heard people are quitting already. OH AM GEE. I don't know what's going on but certainly going to miss those bunch of people. I am so super tired and exhausted but because of my passion and commitments, I can't just abandon my responsibilities.

I am hungry, going to eat my bread with egg later on. Hehe ^_^ Drama starting in few hours time, excited much. So, next month - NAOMI gonna start. Rehearsal on Friday. No rehearsal for me tomorrow. Woohoo! At least can go home early and rest.

Saturday, a fun time! I can't wait to see my babies! (: Alright, have to go now. Goodbye people!

p/s, what goes around, comes around.

Define Tuesday;

2011-06-28T23:50:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, wasn't a good day to start with. Everyone was so effing tired, everyone was so stressed out with school.

I had my bad moments, they had theirs as well. Overall, it wasn't bad but it was kinda okay.
Filming in the afternoon after class ended. It was okay, kinda expected the scenes to be a bit boring but oh well this is not my first time.

Anyways, I miss this guy over here! We didn't really have a good meet ups session the past few months and I hope next month onwards we will have time for each other. :)

I know you are busy with other commitments outside and I have Drama as well. But not to worry, planning is under process. Hehe. Love you!

Daily grades, been awesome. UT grades, still manageable. UT2 on this Monday and I'm not ready for it. I am seriously not ready for anything. Urgh. Why must it be so fast? But oh well the faster it is, the better. Cause I will have my holidays right after UT3 ^_^

Drama IG tomorrow! Can't wait for it. Woohoo! But programming in the morning so not making my day look good! Filming continue again in the afternoon during second meeting, so which means I won't have time for lunch. Going to eat in the morning, I guess.

I bet this Thursday, I have rehearsal for my upcoming production on July. Thursday to Saturday; rehearsals! I am going to be super duper shagged. -.-

Alright, I better go and sleep lest I wake up late for tomorrow's lesson. Goodnight y'all!

p/s, just wanna hold your hands again.

Bring us back together, please.

2011-06-28T09:01:00.006+08:00

The four of us have not been in a very good terms that much. Where have the love gone to?

Was I at fault? I need to know as well cause I miss us. I miss you you and you. Maybe, my commitments outside affected our friendship. I'm sorry if anyone of you feels that I am neglecting you guys.

But the truth is, I miss all of you. Sometimes, I think to myself why is this happening? Am I supposed to go through this and pretend like as if nothing's happened? Questions after questions, but answers not answered.

I don't want any awkwardness among us. Bring back the time we used to have and stay as it is forever. I love you all.

p/s, pretending that it doesn't hurt, really hurts alot.

In Need of Love

2011-06-26T22:22:00.004+08:00

Saturday was an awesome day. It was nice seeing the similar faces once again. I miss them so much, only words can tell.

So, it comes to the point whereby people are getting hurt in their relationship. At times, I feel sorry for them who have to go through the break up period. And some, although hurt but pretending to be happy for the sake of their friends.

Am I supposed to go through the same route as them? Will my heart be broken as well? I don't know about that and I don't want to know. I miss you, so much that each day I wanna hug you.

Like you said, we are both busy that's fine. But can't we even spend time for each other just for one day? Is really hard for you to give in to my request but it is easy for me to give in to you.

You said you're happy that I understand you. Truth is, I don't want to understand you. I want us to know each other well. What we are lacking is spending time together.

At the end of the day, if this can't work, I guess I have to leave the pieces on the floor rather than trying my best to fix it back. I'm done.

Anyways, New Media tomorrow and I have a feeling that I will enjoy the lesson. Homework for Drama IG is complete. I hope they will like my idea. ^_^ Stomach seems pretty hungry, I have to go and shower and eat later. Bye!

p/s, you don't know how I feel, so do not negate my feelings.

Insecurities

2011-06-24T12:16:00.004+08:00

I miss dressing up for occasions that are important or for a birthday party.

Miss the feeling of being me with an extraordinary look to it.

Anyways, school has been awesome, grades, well particularly quite good. Not sure for UT though. Still waiting patiently for Cognitive, New Media and Organisational Behaviour grades. Programming - maybe no :)

I am so freaking tired for the past few weeks. Who says schooling is not tired? The journey to and fro, the cracking of our brains and the effort we put in requires energy. Thank God tomorrow is Saturday but however have to go for press media for my upcoming Theatre production next month.

I felt a little bit insecure when everyone questions about my status. Is it really that important to reveal secrets that only you yourself should know? I don't like the idea of telling people what my status is and so on. If they ask me, I don't mind sharing.

P/s, the more I think of you the harder it is for me to forget. I always tell myself that I have move on but the truth is I am still living in the yesterday's world.

Perhaps it takes time for one to forget someone who gave so much to remember.

- Chace Crawford is freaking HOT!

A good rest will do.

2011-06-23T08:28:00.005+08:00

I am so tired right now, need a very good sleep. But the problem is, I don't have the time to.

Everyday, school starts so early, ends so late. Weekends, am packed with other activities outside. I don't have any time for myself at all. At times, I feel like giving up on all the other things I am busy with.

Sometimes I even want to not think about stuffs but my brain just can't do it. Today, was supposed to go home early but I have rehearsal later in the evening. I am really really shagged.

I wish someone will understand how I feel right now.

Anyways, drama yesteday was pretty okay, I guess? Didn't really enjoyed my time over there due to some reasons I supposed. But I had fun doing improvisation scenes. :)

Science module today. Chemistry again! I am so tired of Chemistry. -.- Okay okay, I have to go now. Lesson starts already. Bye!

p/s, I'm tired of giving in every time when you gave excuses.

One of a kind.

2011-06-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

The conversation we had yesterday was one of the most memorable conversation ever for me. I know I shouldn't be putting hopes on it. But I don't know why am I feeling this way again.

Maybe because I am slowly starting to get you out of my mind. But it is so hard for me to do so right now. Every time I tried to erase you off, it keeps coming back to me one by one. I need to know whether my feelings for you are genuine or not.

Anyways, tomorrow school starts at 8.30am sharp, so dear Faiz please be on time. I hate being late. Seriously, this past few days I have been coming school late. I have to start waking up early even if it means forcing myself to.

UT starts 4pm sharp and we only have 45mins to finish up my last and final UT1. I am not expecting an A or a B but please just let me pass this Programming UT.

Met my best friend yesterday night and had an awesome time together! It's been a while since the four of us sit down and play a game of UNO. What a good fun time we had. Laughing, sharing of jokes and just chatting about lives and all.

Can't wait to meet them again this Tuesday! Hehe. Oh yeah, spend my boring Sunday at home doing nothing but cracking my brains for tomorrow UT. Before UT, New Media lesson with Ben Gay.

Please be nice Ben. Be nice to us tomorrow.

Alright, it is time for me to go to bed and sleep. Time will fly very fast later! Goodnight.

p/s, If you were here beside me, I would probably hug you and kiss you on your cheeks. I love you Daddy. Happy Father's Day.

Good times honey.

2011-06-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

School's been hectic, making me busy with all the things that need to be complete.

Drama IG has been such a good place for me to be at. The people there makes my life so much better and happy. :) I am left with just one bloody hell UT.

Programming is so making me lost hope in it. I didn't do well for my Science UT. Never mind, it is just the beginning. Have to start studying to improve my grades for UT2. Rehearsal's gonna be 4 days per week starting from this week onwards. OH AM GEE.

Looks like I am going to go home late every day. Well, that's normal I guess but I need my break. Where has my leisure time gone to? It's been a while since I last had a good long break.

CLUEDO is awesome. I just love playing that game again and again with Syafrina and Zafirah. Maybe I'm already addicted to it. Hehe. Okay my production theatre is on the 16th July 2011. People who are interested to watch, do tell me okay. Thanks.

Alright, I am damn full right now. Had an awesome dinner with family. Almost awesome. It's been so long since I had a proper dinner with family. Got to go, bye!

p/s, I miss the times we hang out together, laugh together and pour our hearts out together. Good times honey, good times.

Always be and always will.

2011-06-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

It's a new week for us to be back in school and still, I miss having that one week of holiday. Although it wasn't really a holiday for me, but I do enjoyed it a lot.

I really had a lot of fun lately, maybe because my classmates are awesome and that everyone in RP that I know and knows me, are much more better or should I say way way better than the previous school I have been to.

Seriously, those people that makes my life much more easier and simple are the ones that I cherished the most and love the most. To put it in a simple words, I love them.

Syafiqah, Syafrina and Zafirah are the ones that always keeps me busy with laughter, smiles and jokes. I'm really going to miss them when we split class next semester. But not to worry, we will still meet up. Right bitches? Lol.

Organisational Behaviour UT starts this Thursday and I am nowhere near my books nor revising it. I really need to start studying for it. Haha.

Okay, I miss him, really. A lot and a lot and a lot. I wish he knows that I am always here for him. Alright, I better go to bed. Programming tomorrow. -.- Goodnight people!

Te Amo drama peeps.

2011-06-12T17:56:00.002+08:00

Drama camp ended pretty well. I miss all those laughter, jokes and many things. The ghost stories, the midnight walk, the unbelievable cold Agora Hall just makes me think of all the good memories we had together.

I never had an awesome camp before and this year, it just feels so right for me. I already miss everyone of them and I am so going to meet them soon! Can't wait for Wednesday. ^_^ the 3 days was an exciting and enjoyable camp for me. Anyways, school starting tomorrow!

Can't wait to meet my classmates because we only have less than 4 months to spent time together! By the way, went to NAFA to catch my Premiere screening and it was really good! Thanks to those who came down. "Secrets" will be shown on OKTO, but I am not sure when. Do keep a lookout on it!

Alright, I miss Alvin, Desiree and Flo already! They are just so funny to hang out with. And of course my other drama peeps. I think that's all for now. P/s, have to do a business proposal ASAP. :)

Sometimes I tried.

2011-06-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

I wish I have answers to all those questions you pointed out on me. But the truth is, I don't.

I figured out that this just a dream, something not useful for me to think. You know, it takes two hands to clap. But am I the only one with the wishful thinking? Am I giving in a lot more than you? I don't know, just don't know.

Maybe, if we didn't meet and I didn't fall for you, this wouldn't happened. But sometimes in life, the one you love the most might not be the one you going to be with in future. Fate loves to play a cruel joke on me, or rather us.

No matter how much I want to let go of this feeling, I just can't. Because you mean so much to me and that I don't want to lose you. To put it simple, no one can make me forget about you. Everyone around me have been asking me are you okay? Are you feeling better? I just smiled at them. The truth is I am not okay.

There you go. I just make a confession to you. What about yourself?

No matter what.

2011-06-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yes, finally it is holiday for me. But well, it doesn't feel like one because I will be having drama camp over for three days starting next Tuesday. UT is coming soon again and that's mean time to study.

By the way, I had a good time over at Syafiqah's house. It's been a while since I laughed so loud and enjoyed myself. I really don't know what will it be like if we were to change class next semester.

Anyway, school has been okay. It comes to a conclusion that in few months time, Semester 1 gonna end and Semester 2 will begin real soon. I have a feeling, the level of stress will be much more higher.

P/s, I don't know why but I just can't forget about you. You're like stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it. Is it because you really mean a lot to me or am I just thinking too much?

It really hurts me a lot to see that our relationship has come to a meaningless ending. It's time for me to come clean with you. Period.

Gonna Catch Up.

2011-05-28T20:51:00.003+08:00

Times flies so fast when you are having fun in school. Gone are the days whereby I don't have to suffer a lot of times because of conflicts, jealousy, gossip and many more.

It's a good start for me ever since I left my previous school. Although some memories are worth keeping for, others just need time to be disperse.

UT1 is coming to an end with 2 more UT test to finish with. UT2 is going to start in July. And UT3, well soon I guess. Semester 1 is going to end real soon. And new classmates coming in next semester. I am going to miss each and everyone of my classmates when the time comes.

Anyway, I want to sidetrack a bit. Lol. I think I am in love with someone else. I know I know, it's wrong for me to do so but I really have no idea why. Is this just a crush or am I really liking that person? I need answers.

Well, only God knows what it is. Okay, working tomorrow! It's been a while since I last start working. New faces again, oh wait not new faces cause one of them from my Secondary School. Small world. -.-

Because I said so.

2011-05-25T15:23:00.004+08:00

I didn't have enough sleep for the past few days. School has been tying me down lately, going home late at night and I am so tired.

I really love my grades currently. It's a good start for me and I hope that it will remain as it is the following semester. Holidays are coming in real soon and I am so freaking excited about it! Haha.

But oh well, have to work during holidays and come for rehearsals. :/ i need a long long break whereby I won't have to think about school, projects and other stuffs. But life isn't that easy as what I define it should be.

Anyways, I miss you so much. I miss us, I miss talking you. ): When will we ever have a normal conversation together and a long hug? I need you baby.

By the way, UT's gonna start in 20 minutes time. JIA YOU FAIZ! ^^ Anddd drama IG later. Okay got to go. XOXO. :)

You and I again.

2011-05-21T01:27:00.004+08:00

School's been hectic. My grades are awesome, thank you.

I have never like presentations before but after 4 weeks in RP, I am enjoying it a lot.

UT is coming like real soon. Time for me to study to aim for a good GPA. Hopefully I can aim 3.5 above. *cross fingers*

Finally, everything has come to its final chapter. Our friendship has been rebuilt and we are back on track. I miss us, miss going out together. Thank you for meeting up with me last Tuesday. :)

Anyways, soon I am going to have holidays! Woohoo. Time for me to rest for a while before another new semester begins. Xoxo.

p/s, Priest is Awesome! Have to watch the movie people!

Cause you and I are perfect for each other.

2011-05-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

Baby is so cute doing this! Same as me. :) Baby and I got great mind think alike. I miss you so much already. Why is it so hard for us to meet?

It's been such a long time since I last saw you and hug you. I want to meet you real soon. Anyways, school is awesome. I got straight A's for one of my modules! Oh my god. I am so happy and thankful. ^^

Okay, I have to go now, this going to be a short post because I don't know what else to type here. Lol. :) But all I know that I love you so much baby. Xoxo.

Got to go and collect cheque at the hospital. And afterwards straight to rehearsal at Sembawang. Bye bye blog, will update more soon. :)

Happy pills.

2011-04-27T08:13:00.003+08:00

My bestest of friends. I love them. (:

Its been a while since I last posted anything here. School is really awesome. I love my new school.

Classmates are way way way funnier than my previous classmates. But to me, I decided to let the past go. Life is about fogiving your enemies, bury all the hatchets and let things go. Overall, life is quite awesome for me.

I am enjoying every bit of my life to the fullest! Other than just that, I have been busy with productions and etc. NAOMI gonna start in 3 months time. Breathe in breathe out. Hopefully, we can put all our best performance for that production. Hehe.

Okay okay, I have to go now. Sidetrack, I miss someone so much. So so much.

Cause love makes us crazy.

2011-03-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

Baby is back from Taiwan and we supposed to meet later in the afternoon however he has to go and repair his phone which is dying. Lol. Baby, twice you know you make me wait for you. Hehe.

Make sure this Monday or Tuesday you meet me. Or else I am so gonna pinch your cheeks! :)) And I miss how we used to be so close and now we are not. Good times only last for once, I guess.

And tomorrow, back to WORK! It's been a week of not working and tomorrow am working. WOW.

Oh yeah, get ready for more scripts reading Faiz. ((: Haha. I am loving what I'm doing. God bless me. Goodnight everybody!

the good things will come.

2011-03-18T03:32:00.005+08:00

I love them all.

Yes, I'm moving on already. It's time for a new start, new beginning. Dear God, please answer my prayers for me.

It has been a hectic month for me but I will not give up easily. I will try my best to stay strong and be confident. And I miss you baby!

I can't wait to see you this Sunday. Hehe, anyway Nana and I got a part for hosting an Info-ed on Suria. Awesome right? I know and we can't wait for it! ((: Alright that's all for now. Will update more about it soon.

By the way, Shahirah, Ban, Izza and I had an awesomely delicious food at Tampines. Perangai pig eh? Lol. Goodmorning everyone! Okay, got to go. Gonna have Mac Breakfast later with dearest bestfriend. ((:

My one and only.

2011-02-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

Baby is going Taiwan real soon after he is done with exams. I'm gonna miss him so much. Baby, take care when you are over there. You know I love you. (:

And I can't wait for you to buy me some cute things over at Taiwan. Hugs. (: I will always love you!

Part of me.

2011-02-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

I have been very very very busy with school for the past few weeks. This is the only time for me to update my dying blog.

School, a lot of drama, a lot of arguments and a lot of other things. But look at the bright side, life has to move on right? So am currently very much happy with my life. (:

Anyway, I'm gonna be very busy with my new short film, Confessions which am involved in. Filming gonna start real soon! (: *excited*! And I can't wait to mix and mingle with the rest of the cast and crew.

Apart from that, am gonna be busy with another production but in Malay. Woohoo! Damn happy for myself because it's been so long since I last acted on stage or in front of the camera. (:

Life is so much better with all this things to keep you occupied. By the way, I went down to Sembawang the other day. Memories. A lot of beautiful and sad memories.

(: Okay! I miss my Cotton On Part timers! We are so gonna have a meet up session soon! Yeah. I miss them lots. Ice cream soon okay. Hehe. Alright I have to go now. Can't update much. Am tired because just now in the evening got exam. So am going to bed now. Might not be coming for first lesson though. My leg hurts like bloody hell. Or maybe I come just to take a look at it. (:

Okay night! Take care lovely people!

It feels like Yesterday.

2011-01-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hey people, I'm back after a long hiatus! I wouldn't wanna start off with my holidays yet. I would leave it to later. (:

Now back to school. Yes people, it has been 3 weeks of school and I'm so bloody tired. No, not bloody but seriously to the effing core of tiredness. That is the word to use.

My timetable is seriously ****ed up! I start school at 8.30am everyday and ends very late except for Tuesday. A lot of things to do, learn and memorize. Research here and there. -.-

But well, this is school life after all. Who else can you blame? Chinese dance makes me sick all the time. In fact, my body is aching from head to toe. Its a torture to take up chinese dance actually. Tap dance is another major problem that I'm facing. I got blisters, a bad bad blister on my toe. My skin peeled off.

I don't like tap dance, really. I hate it. I have to catch up with the rest. It is really stressful when you are the only person in your class that is weak in tap dance. Jazz dance is quite manageable. I got compliment for the first time. Thank you. (:

Other modules are quite okay. I'm getting the hang of Acting and Voice & Speech. I love Playmaking a lot! Alright, that's about it. I got Singing tomorrow. Damn! Haha.

I'm tired and I need to sleep. So, I shall stop typing and go to sleep. Goodnight everyone. I will update more soon. (:

Take me away,

2011-01-12T17:55:00.003+08:00

I'm packing up my bags and getting to leave in a few hours time.

Finally, a getaway for myself to release my stress and calm my mind.

Semester 2 already started for me and school is as hectic as always. A lot of new modules to study and seriously, I'm freaking tired.

Everyday after school I will rush to my bathroom, take a quick shower and then go off to bed. Yes, that tired! I don't know why but ever since school starts, my body clock goes entirely wrong. Haha.

So, going on a vacation is something that I am really looking forward to. (: Variasi is having audition for a new production coming soon. Yes, of course I will go for the audition. It's been a while since I last step foot into Sembawang CC.

So blog, I'm gonna miss you real bad. I will be back soon with more photos updated, hopefully.

Alright, that's all I guess. I have Singapore Arts Scene lecture later at 6.30pm. Another boring lecture, I supposed. Haha. Okay, take care people!

BON VOYAGE!! (:

Another year, another rollercoaster ride.

2010-12-31T03:39:00.002+08:00

It's so freaking fast. 2010 is coming to an end in less than 24 hours.

What's my plans for 2011? I'm not sure what I'm looking forward to but what I can say, I'm just waiting for my pay day! Yes! & of course Supper with the Bugis Team! Woohoo! (:

I love my job, I love what I'm doing and I love it so so much! 2010 has indeed being a very long and tiring roller coaster ride. However, I won't forget those wonderful and happy moments that I spent with my friends, colleagues and families.

I'm gonna miss 2010 but let's put the past behind, shall we? Happiness is ahead of us so we should look towards the future. Not dwell on the past. (: Anyway, I have been busy working my ass off since this week is the last week of my holidays before school reopens on the 10th January. -.-

I'm not really into school cause the timetable keeps me busy and I really have no social life. Hehe. But, I'm excited for semester 2! I really wanna do the best I can! No more skipping classes, no more waking up late, no more MC! - well that depends on whether I'm really sick or I'm just too lazy to go to school. Lol. (:

I'm working later but before that, have to go to school for some matters. Everybody's asking me what am I gonna do for countdown tomorrow? My answer is, I will go home and sleep. (: That's my countdown for 2011.

Alright, I can't wait for Monday! I miss you so much dear! See you on Monday! (:

Its gonna be 4am soon, time to go to sleep. Love you all people! Nights!

Be mine, my valentine.

2010-12-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade. - now where's that theory came from? (:

I can really tell you guys right now that I'm very much happy with life and very much contented. I have loving family and great friends. What else can I ask for?

Anyway, life's good. Holidays are such a bore but oh well, everything's good. The barbecue gathering was awesome to the core. From 6pm to 2am plus in the morning. WOW! I enjoyed every moment of it. & thanks to the water bomb, you get me all wet. -.-

Oh by the way, I got to know this awesome person. I would say fate brought us together. I don't wanna lose that person now. I wanna be with that person forever. The person love me and I love that person as well.

Late night calls and such, I really love it a lot. (: Thanks for being part of my life. Now, where can I not be happy? (: Oh, meeting was okay I didn't slept yesterday at all. But had a nice nap at Ban's house and now I feel pretty much awake. Haha.

Tomorrow working closing, so I guess I will be working my ass off again. Christmas is around the corner! Sales period starting real soon. Looks like busy busy week for all of us. Never mind, as long as we are been paid, leave it all to us. Hehe.

and again, I have to make decision next year. I already decided on that. Pray to God, hopefully HE will fulfill my wish.

I guess that's all, I'm out now. See you guys soon and take care.

Last but not least, Happy Holidays everyone! (:

Wrongful December:

2010-12-07T03:29:00.003+08:00

results? surprised me please. I was so shocked to see my results, well not really.

I was like oh okay, knew it. But oh well, have to buck up more next term. Anyway, I might be making a huge decision tomorrow. YES. you heard me.

I don't know if it is the right thing but it is something that I should do. At least something for my future right? Oh by the way Holidays are so boring. Seriously, when you have nothing to do boredom strikes.

Will be working this Wednesday so yeah. (: Oh pay's in but well not that much anyway. Haha. Sucks right? Totally! Going out later to get some stuff and settle some things in school. I miss my best friends alot! Meet up again soon. (:

Oh anyway, this Saturday I might be going out of town. Perhaps, this weekend will help me ease my mind from all the problems am facing. I really don't want to show my moody face all the time.

But I have not made up my mind yet. Should I go to my friend's sister wedding or shall I just head to Malaysia with my colleagues? Decisions decisions. Will decide on that later. Hehe. Alright then, got to go. My favourite drama is up next. (: Yeah!

Goodnight people. Enjoy your December okay! Hugs!

it's been this long.

2010-11-28T19:01:00.005+08:00

Holidays are quite boring to be honest. Nothing new, same old same old.

What excites me is that I can wake up late on the weekdays and enjoy such nice comfortable bed with a lovely weather. (:

I miss school, somehow. I miss the campus and especially the lecturers! Haha, surprising eh. Well, I guess because of them that's why I'm here.

Work has been awesome, not that I have a lot of schedules. They wanted to cut down manpower due to wages. So, I only got like 2 working days in a week. That means more free time for me? Urgh! I need money instead.

I hope the month of December will help. :) I can't wait for my favourite drama, Breakout to air on TV. & I hope 2011 will be a good year to start with.

I miss my classmates! (: Hahaha. Yes, I really do miss them a lot. Please meet up during the holidays okay. (: alright, I shall stop talking now. Shall updates more with new exciting post!

P/s, I can't wait for my results! Hurry. (: Hehe.

holidays much.

2010-11-19T12:15:00.002+08:00

I can feel the freedom very soon after today.

Ever since school started in July, freedom was taken away from me and I was busy with school. Projects, reports, assignments and everything, was a hell of a time for me.

Now, exams are coming to an end, let's take a break from this nightmare and enjoy my holiday for 1 month. & next year will be another worst nightmare to begin with.

Contemporary Asian Theatre is the last paper for me today. Reports all done and now have to study for the last paper.

Indeed, am gonna miss school during holidays but fret not, I will be working my ass off during December! (: Money money money.

Anyway, life's good currently. I'm enjoying every bits of it. Guess life is just about enjoying yourself and stop thinking about problems. Tomorrow will be meeting my dearest Ana and Hafiz. Miss them so much! Will have fun tomorrow!

Okay then, that's all. I will update real soon. Enjoy people! (:

Caught in the middle.

2010-11-02T02:02:00.002+08:00

October is over for now and November just begin.

Please be nice November. I had enough of October and it wasn't a good month to start off with.

Exams are coming soon like seriously very near. I'm so nervous.

I know I can do this, for once.

Can't wait for November 20th to sets in where holiday starts and it is time to work!

Oh yeah, I had fun today, with you. Welcome back to school, Nanis!

& Syakir, it was nice knowing you and I hope there will be more outings soon for us okay (:

Anyway, I should be sleeping now in case I won't wake up for jazz dance later. I need to go for jazz cause I wanna dance my ass off! (:

P/s; dear An, you have been there for me throughout the whole night. I'm wondering what I mean to you? Cause I don't wanna go through this hurtful hurdles once again.

My heart had broken once, please stop breaking it again.

Goodnight people! I love you all!

when the semester ends...

2010-10-27T03:49:00.003+08:00

I think I have been missing a lot lately.

Probably, lack of updates. Hehe. :) sorry was too caught up with school.

I hope everyone is doing great. Alright, I'm done with exam registration and next two weeks is our exams!

Yes, next two weeks! Oh my god. I'm freaking nervous about it. I hope I can pass with flying colours.

Anyway, school has been hectic as usual. Busy schedule as always and the weather has been very unpredictable lately. Wondering what's happening nowadays.

Nanis is discharged from the hospital. Thank God, she's okay. I miss having her around in school.

Apart from school, work has been tying me down as well. When holiday kicks in, be prepared to work longer hours and longer days. (: more money, here I come. Hehe.

Singing exam, voice and speech exam, body and movement exam and acting exam. Are you ready? (:

The answer will be reveal soon after. Hehe.

Alright, time to sleep! School starts at 10am later. Goodnight!

p/s, 15th November 2010, I will be having performance for Malay Theatre at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts, Lee Foundation Theatre. So do come down to show your support. (: Thanks!

cause the weather is sick.

2010-10-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

Life for me has been sick sick sick sick and sick.

I have been eating lots of medicines and have been sleeping for three days.

I have miss school for 3 days. Am sorry about it but its not that I don't want to go to school but my body is weak.

Now, I'm feeling much better thanks to the medicine I ate. (:

School's hectic as usual, too many assignments piling up.

Tomorrow there will be shop meeting at 8am, I decided not to sleep cause if I go to sleep, I won't be able to wake up.

Alright, have to go. I wanna eat. Goodnight!

the same old same old.

2010-10-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

back from the long hiatus, school has been so stressful and I have been busy with assignments and assignments and more assignments.

as you can see, am having the time of my life in school eventhough there are some problems occurred. but whatever it is, live life to the fullest!

Apart from school, work has also been keeping me busy and seriously I have no life at all. My weekdays are packed for school and weekends are schedule for work. - this has been type before.

Anyway, I'm just looking forward for November as I will be having 2 months holidays! Yay, finally a long break from school. (:

Okay, got to go - I love you all!

This post shall stay for now.

2010-09-06T02:29:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I last post anything here. My blog has become meaningless nowadays eh. :)

Anyway, Happy Birthday to myself, finally 20! :) Wow, time flies really fast eh and you turn 20 in a flash.

Although, I don't know what is my plans for my own birthday, still the wishes on my Facebook makes me happy. I'm contented much. Thank you all for the sweet wishes and remembering my birthday.

School is getting stressful each day but currently am having tutorial weeks but have to go back to school for some make up classes. -.-

Oh yeah, work is still awesome. I almost got blacklisted by someone. Thanks hor, I know you hated me since the first day but let me tell you this, I don't like you either. I hope you get out from Bugis and go somewhere else. Your face disgust me a lot.

Raya is coming but I'm not really in the mood of it. Maybe, it is too early? We shall see how it goes aite. Well, fasting month is coming to an end. Time to celebrate Raya. :)

Okay then, have to go now. Will update more if I'm free okay. By the way, I miss you so much. I really do. If only you know.

Goodnight readers! :)

till then,

2010-08-11T01:47:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.

I have been really busy with school and work. Alot of assignments to complete and deadlines are getting nearer.

Let me just briefly tell you the details about what I have been up to.

1) Have been doing research for my projects.

2) Have been working my ass off for both weekends.

3) Busy with puppet making and English classes.

4) Send Wayne off to Hongkong.

5) Indulge myself with Popeyes (seriously, I love it!)

6) Training myself to lose weight. ( I did, eventually)

7) Busy with school, school, school!

So now you roughly know what I am up to right? Haha. I tell you that seriously, I have no time for myself. Time management sucks big time! Anyway, life's good and I'm loving it!

& today marks the first day of fasting month. Happy Fasting Month to all Muslims! Hopefully, I will have the will to fast for a month despite the hectic schedules at school and work.

I guess that's all for now. I'm heading to bed as I have to wake up early for break fast. See you all peeps real soon!

Last but not least, Happy National Day Singapore. I love Singapore now and forever. :)

Goodnight and have a great week ahead!

A Little Bit of This.

2010-07-23T02:20:00.004+08:00

Okay, the fact that I have not been updating my blog is because I have been really really busy with school. It is the first week of school and I'm so super busy.

I got two projects to do and my schedules are very packed. Weekdays are for school and my weekends are burned for work. Probably the worst case ever that happen to me. I guess, this is life after all.

Diploma school is so not the same as ITE. The lesson over here are pretty much better and the lecturers are mostly strict. Well, so far I enjoyed every modules and I'm so looking forward for more. This is just my first year in NAFA and I'm just learning the basics.

Well, classmates are awesome. Seriously speaking, NAFA theatre students are really cool and they rock my socks! :D They are like really awesome to the core and you will like treat them as siblings or whatsoever. :)

I have quite a few close friends now. Some are just normal friends. But we will get along very well. All of us gonna be together for 3 years so we have to stick together. Woohoo! Anyway, we gonna have a performance on the 30th July which is next week! Like oh my god.

You see, our timetable is so packed with lessons and we have to meet up for rehearsals because of the performance thingy. But its gonna be a fun show! :)

Currently, I have been feeling so tired everytime when I reached home. Its like your whole body wants to just rest on top of your bed and go to sleep immediately. I have been sleeping early for the past few days because my lesson starts as early as 8.30am.

Well actually there's no point for me to really babble about how tired I am or how shagged I look. This is what I want ever since young so I have to bear with it. I guess, more practicals and theories for me sooner or later. :)

Okay, I think I'm done so I guess I wanna have my rest now. So sleepy and the weather is so freaking cold. Yay. :) Okay, goodnight people. I'm schooling tomorrow! Weeee.

Have fun tomorrow!

Theory of Life.

2010-07-08T00:43:00.005+08:00

Life? Pretty much the same old same old. Everyday seems to be the same day with different faces and different names. The routine keeps on changing and we have to keep on doing the same old thing over and over again.

I'm never tired of living. I'm just thankful and happy to be alive and have friends which I can really consider as friends. I guess the saying that friends don't last forever are really true. We will have alot of friends with different kind of characters and backgrounds.

To have best friends are not easy. The ripe ones are hard to find whereas the rotten ones are so much easier. To me, I have friends whom I really am close with. Some are just passer by and some may stick with you till the end.

Whatever kind of friends you may have, never ever make an enemy out of them. You will never know the consequences of hating someone.

Like the saying goes, "Kalau main dengan api, diri sendiri yang terbakar."

To translate, it means "If you play with fire, you will get burn."

In life, we are born to make friends not enemy. Why are there enemies in life? I will not say there are enemies in life but I will say there are rivals. Wherever you go, you will have rivals fighting with you.

Can be about relationships, friendships, work or school. Rivals are never ending. They keep on coming and coming. To avoid having a rival, just be yourself and do not interfere into someone's else affairs. Let them handle themselves.

But actions speak louder than words right? Well, nobody says life is easy. You just have to keep on trying harder each time you fail. :)

This is the definition of LIFE. Well, I'm bored so just wanna share a thought or two. Hehe.

Goodnight people. Take care. :)

Cinta Selat Terberau.

2010-07-02T01:54:00.004+08:00

It has been a while since I last update this oh so long blog of mine! Been busy with shooting for almost two weeks! Wow, I can't believe everything comes to an end just now.

It was the best moment so far after a whole lot of shits we went through. I learned alot through out this wonderful experience and I enjoyed this first ever telemovie with Abg Rosyam Nor. Abg Rosyam is a very professional actor and when it comes to work he is serious and strict.

After that, he is full of nonsense just like every normal human being. Other than him, I enjoyed myself very much with the wonderful artistes like Elfaezah Ul Haq, Mastura Ahmad, Osman Sulaiman, A Mahadi, Khairil Yusof etc.

Two weeks spending time with them was the most wonderful moments! We cried, laughed and sing together. I really miss them so much. I think, I already learned quite alot from them and it is such an honour to act alongside with them.

I also wanna say thank you to the Malaysia Crew and also to the director! Hope to see all of you again soon! Till we meet again peeps!

Once again, thank you Allah for this opportunity. :) Filming is over and I'm going back to work next week. Orientation is in 2 weeks time! I can't wait. Woohoo.

Alright, time to head the sack! Till next time people. :) Goodnight.

p/s, grab the Cinta Selat Terberau DVD on August onwards!

A start of something beautiful.

2010-06-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

Oh my god. Yes, that is my very first word that came right from my mouth the minute Mr Rosyam Nor called me yesterday.

My jaws open up so big that it nearly drop. I cannot believe that my favourite Malaysian Actor called me yesterday and said that he has a role for me!

Yes people! I'm gonna be acting in his new telemovie! Awesome to the core, yes! Hehe. I'm so so happy plus excited about this.

The script is in my hand and I'm reading it now. I'm trying my best to portray the character I supposed to act as. It's gonna be awesome! Believe me, please. Hehe.

I love Rosyam Nor dramas ever since I first started watching Malay dramas. His acting is superb and I like him! :) Now, I can't wait for the script reading this Saturday!

I'm not sure who is who yet but will be reveal this Saturday itself. :) Cool! I got the hang of the script already and I'm pretty sure that I can nail this.

Yes, like any other roles I have acted before, I'm sure this will be the most challenging one but still I have faith in myself and therefore I shall do it! People who are close to me will know how happy I was when I received the news!

Shooting will begin really soon. Not only in Singapore but in Malaysia as well. Awesome to the max! Yeah, I'm gonna be tired but still, its gonna be fun. :) Big opportunity comes knocking once. Its either you take it or leave it. As for me, I'm taking it all. :)

Wanna say a Big Thank you to Abg Rosyam Nor and as well as Abg Salleh for this wonderful opportunity. Can't wait to start filming for this telemovie!

Guess, I have to take leave from work for this. Hehe. & Shikin, thank you for everything. I owe you lunch! :)

Okay okay, got to go now. Take care people and all the best in life!

Thank You Allah. :)

Definitely maybe.

2010-06-06T03:15:00.004+08:00

People have been saying that I look different and is like I have lost weight. Not sure if it is true or not. Haha.

Cause to me, I still feel and look the same. Probably, it has been ages since the person saw me. But oh well, thank you very much for your compliment. :)

Anyway, work is good. Tiring but fun in a way or two. GSS is driving me crazy! Work is still the same for me. Nothing new and nothing has change.

School is starting in a month's time! I can't wait to meet all the new faces! Woohoo! :) & Congratulations to Melissa and Joash for getting a place in LASALLE. :)

Life is pretty much the same. Everyday feels like the same day with different people. Life is boring without a school, seriously.

I finally understand how it feels like for not being in school for 4 months. Now, I'm starting school soon, it brings back wonderful memories of being a student. Haha. :) I need a life for God sake.

& oh yes I got my pay already! Woohoo! Time to shop for more clothes as I need it for school next month. Hehe. But before that, bills first. Urgh, such an ass really! -.-

I hate the fact that the person will keep on mailing you a reminder letter to remind you to pay your freaking bills. Oh please, I'm not going anywhere! I'm still gonna stay in Singapore. I wonder if they have so much free time!

Anyway, working tomorrow. For the first time during GSS sales, I'm working night shift. Haha. Feels like killing all those customers tomorrow. Yeah, closing with Dominic tomorrow! Woohoo!

Alright alright. I think its time for me to head the sack! It's going to be 4am soon! Hehe. Nights earthlings! :)

Take care of yourself and enjoy your Sunday. As for me, enjoy your work later. Haha.

Bye bye peeps!

i could really use a wish right now.

Caught Up.

2010-05-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

I hate to feel this way every now and then. I hate you for being so oblivious of everything that is happening right now.

Maybe it's my fault for not letting out my feelings. Probably, that would be the case. It's not that I do not want to but I just can't.

It's really hard for me to think this way. I'm sorry. Perhaps, I should just keep my feelings to myself rather than letting you know.

Anyhoos, GSG sales has been so urgh! Customers are so kiasu over sales period and turn the whole store upside down! Leaving all the mess to us and we have to clear up everything back.

I pity to those who work at night. Nightmares of cartons coming in almost everyday keeps on haunting all of us. I don't understand why they still give us cartons knowing that it is the sales period.

Everyday I went to work, I will go like omg. Retail life is never easy. Trust me, please. I know badly how it feels to work in a retail shop. People thought that working in retail is so easy but when you start work, you will then understand the pressure that all of us are facing and the fact that customers are such a bitch!

I'm not angry at the customers. In fact, I'm just so disappointed that they didn't know how to clear up the mess after they have tried on the clothes or whatever things they tried. Not even a simple word of Thank You.

But, its okay. I, who have been working in a retail line for more than 2 years understand the whole procedures much more better than those who just started working.

Anyway, my outlet got 13 new part timers who are under probation period. My advice to you all is that, do your work properly and remember to greet all customers if you can and always respect one another. :)

Alright, I'm working tomorrow. Time to battle those customers once again. Haha.

Goodnight everyone and take care please! :)

i love you more each day.

I Promise You.

2010-05-26T02:33:00.003+08:00

It's funny how time flies so fast and you just want it to move faster than ever. I love them more and more each day. This shows how much we treasure our friendship and it still goes on since 2003.

I have known them for like 7 years plus and we are close like brother and sister. We have been through thick and thin together for the past few years and we are moving on strongly.

We fought, argued and quarrel but that's what makes us love each other more. We grow to understand each other better and from there learn our mistakes.

Until now, we still argue but for the right reasons. We don't fight unnecessarily and create troubles for nothing. I love them so much and I really hope our friendship will last long. :)

Fadyla, Izzat and Hussain, I love you guys so much! Its been hard for all of us but we believe that everything happens for a reason.

Now, all of us are grown up and we are going our separate ways. We may not be in the same school, work or whatever places, but in my heart I will always remember the three of you.

Promise me that this friendship last long and promise me that we will be there for each other no matter what.

Xoxo, love you guys so much! :)

every seconds, every minute and every hour counts.

Not the best, yet.

2010-05-18T02:12:00.002+08:00

The moment you received a good news from a school which you really love to be in, you will go like omg omg omg!

But when you find out there is more than meets the eye, the feeling of being the most happiest person turns into something unexpected, suddenly.

Yes, it happens to me lately after I got the news I was offered a place in NAFA. Not that I am not happy with the result. Thus being offered a place was good enough but then the fees are just the problems to why I'm so moody and suckish.

Imagine yourself struggling and stressing about the fees and everything. How you gonna pay for the 3 years course and who's gonna help you pay it. To add to the burden, I have to take an English language course which cost me $684.80!

When I first saw that big amount of money, I went like omg, are you effing kidding me?! Just because I didn't have O levels, you don't really have to charge me that much right? I was so stressful that I almost decided to withdraw.

But like they said, every problems can be solve so I decided to give Mendaki a call. Thankfully, they will help me with the study loan for the whole 3 years of the course. However, I have to wait for their approval which is in 4 weeks time but time is not on my side.

Next week, payment has to be made. But, NAFA has given me a chance to email them and inform them that I am seeking help from Mendaki and therefore to extend the date of my payment to a later date.

All in all, May wasn't a good month for me and I hope that June will be better! Right now, I shall do all my best to get loan from Mendaki as well as settle my payment as soon as possible.

Guess what? I breakdown when I reached home a few hours just now. It was so awful, really. Sometimes the strongest person has their own weakness. :) Now I'm feeling much better and that's all matters! :)

Will be calling up Mendaki again tomorrow before I head myself to work in the afternoon.

So many things to do in such a short period of time is really stressful. Considered that I'm not one to handle such stress but really, Month of May has been testing my patience alot of time. I shall not admit defeat and shall strive till the end.

JIA YOU, Faiz! Have faith in yourself okay! :)

Goodnight readers. I shall stop venting out my anger at my blog. Happy thoughts, please! Hehe.

if given a chance to,

Dearest Mum,

2010-05-12T02:21:00.003+08:00

Mummy. Although I may not be the best son in your eyes and although I hurt your feelings before, I just wanna say that you're the BEST MUM I EVER HAD! :)

Seriously speaking, I will never wanna switch my mummy for another mum. Cause in my eyes, you're already perfect. You taught me respect, guide me through my years of studies, give me allowances, hold my hand when I'm alone and you hug me when I'm sick.

Everything you did for me, is beyond words. Mummy, I love you so much. Forgive me, for I am just a human being. I make mistakes, like everyone else. However, I will try my best to make you happy and promise to give you a better life in future.

& for this, I wanna wish Happy Birthday to you Mum! God bless me for having such a wonderful mother. Period. :)

12 more days, oh hurry.

This is Love.

2010-05-06T03:56:00.004+08:00

Okay, so the plan didn't go as well as I thought. It was like all messed up.

All over the place. We got lost finding Pitstop. Seriously speaking, it was a waste of time going there just to play an hour of their board games.

But, it was an enjoyable time spending with my NAFA friends. :) After the oh so not well planned, we decided to head down to Central as most of us were hungry especially Samzy. She was complaining the whole afternoon about how hungry she is and so we headed down to Central by walking.

Yes, we walked all the way from Boat Quay to Central. I swear, it was so freaking hot but awesome. We took alot of pictures together and stopped by each stop just to take pictures. Joash brought along his DSLR so that explains why we were all in the mood of taking pictures. :)

Once we reached Central, we decided to eat at Burger King. So we went there and ordered food. We were waiting for Nanis to arrived as we wanted to give an advanced birthday surprise for Mel. :)

Thank God this time, the plan works. Yes, it does. Mel was shocked and she started crying (although there were no tears) but we knew she wanted to cry. Haha. Don't worry Mel, we all love you! :)

After the celebration, we chilled at Clarke Quay and started talking about if we all in the same class etc. Gosh, I really want to be in the same class with all of them. I won't wanna think of the negatives. All I know is that, I want to be with them for 3 years in NAFA.

Dear God, grant me my wish and please please let us be classmate. :) I know its gonna be tough. But, we still need to have a little faith in ourselves. You know, its good to always think positive although sometimes the least thing you expect, turns the other way round.

Right now, I shall just leave everything to HIM. 18 more days, just endure for once. I'm sure good things are worth the wait. :) Overall, I really enjoyed the outing today. Although the time spent wasn't really that long but I know we all enjoyed each other company's and therefore we shall meet and hang out again.

After 24th May, I guess? Hehe. I will be waiting for the good news. Hope I will hear good news from all of you. Once again, I love you all and lots of hugs! Xoxo. :)

Shall go to sleep now. I'm tired, really. But I think I wanna eat breakfast first. How? Should I or should I not? Hmmm. We shall see. Hehe. Alright, goodnight readers!

this, I shall treasure.

Through thick and thin, forever shall be.

2010-05-04T02:44:00.004+08:00

Been busy, enough said. Don't worry, I'm not busy with school yet but I'm quite busy with work and some other personal things.

Let's just say, I'm very very very committed to my work so much so that I have no free time to even blog. Haha. Okay, random much. :)

Alright, at least for now I know when my results will be out. So, I won't fret over the fact that why they haven't mail, email or even phone us to inform whether we got in or not.

For that reason, at least I can wait patiently and not worrying about the outcomes. :) I have graduation day in a few hours time. Excited much, perhaps.

It has been a while since I last step onto my previous school and the feeling of going back there is awesome despite the fact that you have to face alot of people and the bus will be very pack in the early morning.

I wonder how this ITE students can really endure such hard life. Not mention that I too had to endure this for 3 years. Nevertheless, I'm proud to say that tomorrow I'm officially graduated from ITE. :)

As much as I miss the school, life has to go on as normal and everyone have to go their own ways. Like I said from my previous post, I'm having the time of my life with my new bunch of awesome friends in NAFA. :)

We gonna have an outing on this Wednesday right after the graduation day. I'm looking forward for it because I really do miss them so much and I know we gonna have lots of fun together.

Like I said before, life is always full of surprises. You will never know who you might ended up with in future and who's gonna be your new friends in time to come.

But still, never forget your old friends. :)

I guess I'm done with this post for now. At least, I'm happy to say that I got friends who are still there with me. Stay by my side and supporting me. This is what I called True Friends.

Shall head to bed now. Hope I can wake up later on for grad day. Nights readers! :)

true friends last forever.

Thy Love.

2010-04-26T18:57:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone! Right now, I'm very happy because audition is over and done with.

I did my best, that's all I can say. :) Now waiting anxiously for the result.

I had a great and happiest time in my life. Like, seriously. I never thought that I can have such wonderful friends in just few hours of knowing each other. It was like a miracle.

Was really excited to know this bunch of awesome theatre students on Saturday. :) They are very funny, friendly and most importantly can talk to.

Before the audition even started, we already have our own group chat session. It was one of the best moments since Secondary School. I'm thankful to know them and we are like really hoping to be classmates in NAFA. :)

After that, some of us went out together and we ate Ice Cream! Haha. It was hilarious and awesome. I never thought that I could really like go out with them on our first day of knowing each other. But thankfully, that day was the best. I must say that, I'm happy to have chosen NAFA and now I really hope for the best. :)

That aside. Work was awesome. Yesterday at work was fun and fun and fun! Got extended till 8pm because one of the staff didn't know that she was supposed to work. Haha. Luckily she came down.

Life has been going pretty well for me. I'm doing good at most of the time and still doing good, for what I know that I am. I won't ask for more. :)

I'm off for this week but will be working on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Seriously, my workplace need a new set of good songs. The old songs are not really much interesting to hear. I'm getting sick and tired of the same old songs all over again.

I will try and burn new CD's for our shop. For now, be patient. April is coming to an end and May will be setting in this coming Saturday.

What's my resolution for May? Hmmm. I guess, to have good news from NAFA and then work as much as I can before July begins which I know still long to go. & of course have an outing with my awesome theatre friends!

We have make plans, right? So, I hope we can fulfill that! Hehe.

Alright, shall stop here. I have been babbling much on how awesome these people are. But seriously speaking, I know that I love them so much and wish that we can be friends for this 3 years if we get into NAFA.

For once, I'm really in love with the course I chose. Grant me my wish, Dear God. :)

they are like family to me.

when all begin with freedom.

2010-04-20T02:29:00.004+08:00

Hello bloggers! I guess it has been awhile since I last update my blog.

Well, I'm busy with my life now. Hehe. Anyway, I know that this week is the first week for everyone to go school and make new friends.

Whereas for me, I'm still waiting for the school to start. Although I'm anticipating much about school, I do miss ITE life somehow. There's a part of me where I actually miss the Teachers, food, classmates and everything.

Guess this is life? We have to move on once we are done with the past. Well, I had my English Placement Test last Wednesday, and it was awesome. The paper wasn't that hard and I think I did pretty well. ((: Make new friends too! Hehe.

Now I'm waiting for the Theatre Test this coming Saturday. :) I'm ready for it but still nervous. After the test, went to Plaza Singapura for lunch with Diane. She accompanied me all the way till 6pm plus. Thank you Diane for accompanying me.

Anyway, RentrArts is coming up soon. I can't wait for it but I know its gonna be a big event. (: I hope everything goes smoothly. Well, life has been tough but smooth sailing.

Work is still the same. Nothing new has come. I'm still loving my job for now. Hehe. Working on this Wednesday. (: I have only one problem. My eyes is not helping me much. It has been so reddish and watery since last week.

I think because of the lens I have been wearing. Guess, I have to buy a new one. Haha. My eyes is not in a good shape. I have been putting eye mo for how many times but still not recovering. Oh my eyes, please recover soon. I have audition this Saturday. Thank you! (:

Other than NAFA audition, work, RentrArts, I have been slacking alot at home and enjoying myself watching New Beginnings! Jeanette Aw is the best. & of course the rest of the cast. Hehe.

Oh man! School is still a long way to go. Polytechnics already started and I'm still slacking at home. Thank you very much. July 19th please hurry. & of course I need to have good news for the audition first! JIA YOU Faiz! :)

Guess, that's it. Shall take my leave now. Take care peeps!

tell my heart, you won't leave.

Busy Busy Bee.

2010-04-13T02:40:00.003+08:00

Work is awesome despite the fact that I'm busy with my current lives.

I have been keeping myself busy lately with things that is important and also not that important.

Since school has not start for me, I guess I will have alot of free time to work and slack at home. Haha. ((:

Anyway, I can't wait for this Wednesday! Weee. I hope that the test will be easy. Praying hard. Oh yes, my ITE ezlink card has expired.

So will be using Adult fare from now onwards. Like oh my god. But what to do. That's life. So school please start soon. I can't wait! ((:

Life has been great so far. But the month of April wasn't really exciting for me. Rentrarts is coming soon. I will be busy again with productions coming up. ((:

By the way, my shop has a new Store Manager. Woohoo! Coincidentally we know each other from our previous company, Giordano. ((: I can't wait to work with her. It's gonna be awesome!

Well, I will be working on this Friday and Sunday. ((: & anyway, New Beginnings will be debut on Channel 8 this Wednesday! So stay tune to watch Jeanette Aw new drama. I really like her alot!

Alright then, shall head to bed now. What shall I do tomorrow? Hmmm. Not sure. Maybe stay at home like just now? Shall see how it goes. ((:

Goodnight people and enjoy your weekdays!

give me a sign, please.

Whatever shall be.

2010-04-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

It has been a hell of a week.

Appealing here and there. Stress and more stress.

Congratulations to those who made it into Poly. Hope that you guys will study real hard for 3 years okay. ((:

As for me, I will be going to NAFA. Yay Me! ((: I can't wait for it. However, I will have to pass through the English Test as well as the Audition Test before I get in.

Awesome. Day and date has been set and I really can't wait for it! ((: Well, I love Arts very much. & not to waste 3 years of doing something I'm not interested in, why not join something that you much more preferred?

Life is full of choices. It is only up to you to decide what you really want in life. Some people may want to study in poly and others wanna try Arts. For me, I have decided to join NAFA.

Well, I hope that I will be able to achieve something from the 3 years course in NAFA. ((: My mummy has been nagging saying what will my future be if I take Theatre and etc.

To me, there are alot of benefits. Doesn't mean I take Theatre I must stick to it forever. I just love doing Arts. & Acting is my forte. I just hope you will understand me better and support my decision. That's all I'm asking for. Period.

Well, work has been fun. Ever since Pestariasi ended a few days ago, I'm back to work! Haha. Pestariasi went well although some glitches happen. Well, nothing is perfect right? Haha.

Will be working tomorrow as well as Sunday. Grrr. I guess I will be slacking most of the time at home and work while waiting for school to start on July. Hehe.

Alright then. I shall take my leave now. Will update more soon! Take care peeps! ((:

p/s, for those that is starting school on April, have fun aite! Make new friends and enjoy yourself! Weeee. ((:

this time round, let's make it work.

miracle shall happens.

2010-03-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

It feels like just last week I am done with my papers.

& in 2 days time everything will be out.

Results for ITE and as well as poly. ((:

My heart is beating faster and faster. I'm feeling nervous plus the excitement is there.

I wonder what will the results be. I'm just praying for the best and hopefully everything turns out fine. ((:

What a busy week I had. I enjoyed every little time spend with all my love ones. Time flies very fast nowadays.

& guess what? I got in the 2nd round of audition for Anugerah Skrin! Now waiting for their call. I hope my phone will ring within this week. Hehe.

Anyway, work is awesome. Still the same and nothing's changed. Will be working tomorrow.

Pestariasi is in 5 more days! Oh my god. The pressure has been setting on everyone but we know that we can do this.

Hopefully it will turn out good on the day itself. Weee. By the way, I'm so in love with Taiwan dramas!

I love Autumn's Concerto, Hana Kimi, Hi my Sweetheart, Corner with Love, Romantic Princess and etc. ((:

I won't get bored watching those dramas all over again. If only reality can just be like the dramas, life will be very happy. But reality check, it won't happened.

Whatever it is, I like the way life is now. Everybody needs a little bit of obstacles in their lives so from there they won't give up and continue improve themselves. Like they said, good things are worth the wait. ((:

Right then, I shall end here. Results will be release soon. Pray hard Faiz. ((:

Goodnight everyone and have a great day ahead.

life is fragile, so take care of yourself.

Goodbye is the hardest.

2010-03-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

In less than a week I will be getting my results.

Oh my god. I'm so freaking nervous. But, I'm quite excited as well.

Hopefully, it will be a good news for me and my family. ((:

Anyway, I had a very great week this days. Plus, it has been raining since last week.

I like this weather so much. Weather, can you please stop being hot? ((:

Oh yes. My manager got transferred out from Bugis. I was so sad that I called her immediately after reading her message and we cried.

I have been working with her since the opening of Bugis Cotton On and the feeling of her not around in the shop, I feel sad.

But I know that she will come and visit us one day. To Niza, all the best in whatever you do. I will miss you although sometimes you make me so angry.

But you are a very nice person. Take care and God bless you. ((:

Pestariasi is in 1 week. I can feel the pressure surrounding all of us.

The heat is getting intense. Is like everyone is so nervous. But I know all of us can put up a good show. ((:

On the other hand, I will be having picnic outing with my best friends this coming Wednesday! Awesome. ((:

I can really say that the month of March wasn't a good month but I enjoyed every single day with my lovely friends, family and colleagues. For that, I love March. ((:

I'm waiting for April to slowly arrive and then who knows new friends along the way? Hehe. On the contrary, I will be going for Anugerah Skrin audition this Sunday.

I blew the first chance and I won't blow this second chance. Now, I'm just ready for the battle. All the best Faiz. ((:

Alright, I think I shall stop here. Shall update more next week onwards about my results and everything. I'm waiting. ((:

Goodnight Readers!

with you with you with you.

Cause its Worth It.

2010-03-21T02:21:00.004+08:00

Training was awesome today. Despite the tiredness we had. ((:

It was raining since the past few days. I love rain! It makes me go to sleep in peace. Lol.

Anyway, I miss working so much! I need money to shop for clothes! Urgh!

Well, I was supposed to go for an audition but i didn't went because I had sunburnt!

Idiot right? Got sunburnt at the so not right time. It was awfully painful and I can't go for the audition.

Oh, never mind. Forget about it. I'm busy with my life anyway. Can't commit much on other things.

Pestariasi is coming in 2 weeks time! Oh god. Excited much can! Hehe. After Pestariasi, Rentrarts will be on the way. ((:

I heard good news about it. For me right? Haha! Anyway, I have to concentrate on Pestariasi first. Then other things will come later.

Finally, its Sunday. ((: I have 1 more week to go for my results. Really can't wait for it. Stress you know to think about this all the time. haha.

Oh yes! Speaking of which, Dyla, Kak Faridah, Izzat, Kak Liza and I went to downtown east at the middle of the night! We walked all the way from Tampines to Downtown. It was so fun but tiring. Haha.

& a cat followed us all the way to and fro. Haha. & Izzat name the cat Brownie. I miss Brownie! ((: & we stayed there until 4am plus. Once we reached home, all of us went to sleep!

I really enjoyed going out with them. It is so fun and I'm always happy with Dyla and Izzat! Love you guys so much. ((: Weee.

Well, I don't know what to do on Sunday. Go out or just stay at home? Shall see how it goes okay. ((: Plus, I had sunburnt. Please recover soon.

Right, I think I shall sleep now. ((: Have a great weekend people!

come back home, keep me safe and warm.

officially bored.

2010-03-16T02:28:00.003+08:00

After a week of holidays, boredom strikes back.

It really sucks to stay at home the whole day doing nothing.

Yes, I do go out at times but not always.

Sometimes, I don't even know where my feet is taking me.

I just go with the flow. ((:

I really miss school somehow. It's been awhile since I last drop by to take a look at it.

Work has been the same. Shifts getting little every week.

I don't even know how much I can earn this month.

Thinking of finding another job. But I don't know what else that suits me other than Retail.

If an office job hires part timer, I will go for it!

Anyway, I will be going for Anugerah Skrin Audition! Can't wait! ((:

Life is still the same. I'm busy as ever.

Pestariasi coming up soon. Then we gonna have Rentrarts and then Songsang!

I can't wait for Songsang. Weee. Hehe.

I hope everything will go smoothly. Praying really hard.

& for your information, ITE results falls on 31st March at 8am while Poly posting result on the 1st April at 2pm. Double the nervous!

Oh god. Let me get into SP please. ((:

Okay, shall go to sleep now.

Nights people!

one step closer.

if we ever meet again.

2010-03-13T03:18:00.003+08:00

School just ended 2 days ago and I'm free like a bird. ((:

Had a picnic outing with my siblings! Woohoo. It was awesome to the core.

As usual, we laughed like nobody's business. ((:

I was late and had to pay for the taxi fare! Haha.

My bad for waking up late. Sorry guys! ((:

After the oh so fun picnic, headed down for some water fun!

The girls and one guy had a really fun time playing with the water and I had to be their cameraman for the day. Lol.

I was so happy to see how much fun we all had. The weather was oh so good. (:

After having fun at Marina Barrage, headed down to Marina Square for a bite and some shopping! Lol.

Overall, I really had fun with my siblings! We shall do it again soon!

Anyway, was working today and I tell you I love it. After a week of not working, I really do miss seeing those familiar faces once again.

Now I'm on holiday, I shall work my ass off! Hehe.

I can't wait to go shopping with Diane and Ban. April 7th, hopefully. Hehe.

Oh yes, I have meeting tomorrow but before the meeting, will be having breakfast with my dearest Ana. ((:

I can't wait to talk to her and catch up some good old times.

Well, I better head the sack now. My brother's back from Army.

I don't have the room to myself. So I have to go now. Haha.

See you all soon! ((: Goodnight people!

3 weeks & counting.

All Wells Ends Well

2010-03-10T03:09:00.003+08:00

Right now, the pressure starts fading away.

I can smell FREEDOM! ((:

After the long final battle for the killer paper, everything ends just now.

It was sad to say goodbye to my classmates. But it's time to start a new life.

The paper was not easy and it was not difficult too.

Just an average paper, I must say.

Careless mistakes, everywhere. Hehe. ((:

But, I'm just hoping that I can pass.

Whatever it is, I'm done with ITE for good. Yes, for good.

I'm gonna miss all the teachers especially Mr Chong.

Thanks for the guidance for the past few months. It was awesome being in your class & you have been an awesome Teacher. ((:

Now I will enjoy my holiday for good before another pressure begins on 1st April.

Nervous plus excited is running through my veins. I can feel it now.

Last but not least, wanna wish all the best to my classmates!

It was a good 2 years being with you guys! With ups and downs plus all the argument, the fight, the fun times and the bad times, I will still love you guys! ((:

May God bless you. Its 3am and its time to go to sleep.

Will be having a picnic session with Lovelies later on. Woohoo!

Goodnight people!

its over and done with.

Final battle.

2010-03-08T05:57:00.004+08:00

Revision, Checked.

Mugging, Checked.

Recapping, Checked.

Finally, completed my notes. ((:

I have one more day to go before my final paper.

Let's just say that I'm very nervous to the core.

Been studying my ass off at Macdonalds for the past 3 days.

Awesome much. ((:

The pressure is still kicking in but I'm trying my best to get adapt to PR slowly.

Saturday was really fun. For the first time I met a Malaysian Actress name Fauziah Nawi.

She's the best actress and the one that I like in Malaysia. She is a very nice person and very friendly.

Seeing her right in front of my eyes was like a dream come true.

The 4 hours training with her was awesome. She taught us alot of things in the acting industry.

I love acting but I think that I still have alot to learn from someone like her.

Whatever it is, I will not give up on my dreams. I will pursue it and hopefully everything run smoothly.

Will be revising again for the last time to get everything on my brain.

More memorising time for me. Notes, please be patient. I will get it done as soon as possible.

This is the time where I hate memorising important notes.

It's 6am in the morning and I'm hungry.

I think I better grab some bite and then continue my sleep. Haha.

Last but not least, PR I'm ready for you.

Bring it on! ((:

Good Morning people! Have a great Monday!

this is the time where I started to be serious.

an uphill battle.

2010-03-05T03:34:00.003+08:00

4 more days before my final paper.

& right now I can still feel the pressure running through my veins and everything.

I swear, I had never felt this nervous before. Maybe because, I'm not a fan of PR.

Trust me. I'm done with writing notes but not yet memorising any of them.

It's a horrible feeling and I don't like it at all. Sigh.

Tomorrow will be another day for me to start memorising those important notes and details.

I hope by Monday, I will be able to memorise 95% of the whole 8 units. ((:

Being at home is not good at all. It sucks, really. I miss school and I miss the food and everything.

But what to do. School is over once 9th March arrives.

Right now, anticipating much for my paper and as well as posting result.

So what will I be doing during my holidays.

Hmmm. I will be working my ass off (if they need me) and as well as making myself busy with new productions, auditions, meetings and etc. ((:

I can't wait for April to slowly arrive but nonetheless I have to be patient. I'm working on this Sunday and it means that I have to start my revision mode tomorrow.

I hope I can wake up early. Haha. Been sleeping quite late and waking up very late.

Saturday gonna be awesome! Malaysian Actress coming to town and I can't wait to see her! & of course be part of her production. *smile widely*

Right. I shall go to sleep now. Mum and siblings will be waking up later for work and school.

So, I guess I better head the sack now.

Goodnight lovely people. ((:

a good news. can't wait!

study study study.

2010-03-02T03:57:00.006+08:00

School is over. But it is time for study week.

I'm left with a week before the pressure really starts in again and that's where I begin my final paper.

I'm mugging like hell now. So much pressure.

I have to memorise almost the whole 8 units. I'm so effing worried.

Yes. I should have start revising earlier but my brain won't absorb that much.

Now, it is time for real study. I guess this is it.

I really have to give all that I can for this final paper. I don't wanna lose hope in myself.

I know I can do this! Hopefully, everything will be alright.

Hmmm. What else uh? Work?

Well, work is okay. Still the same and nothing new.

Except that, there is a new MIT. ((:

Well, I'm just happy to work in Cotton On.

Make new friends and experience a new working life. It's good.

Basically, I'm enjoying my life. ((:

So I guess right now I shall go to sleep.

Will be mugging again tomorrow.

Goodnight people. ((:

this tingling feeling.

Ready or Not?

2010-02-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

Presentation is over! Like finally. (:

But unfortunately for me I have to attend for a 3 hour of PR lesson later on.

Can I scream or shout? Grrr. Why 3 hours? I'd rather sleep. (:

Anyway, everything is over and done with.

I'm left with 2 weeks and I will say Goodbye to ITE. (:

Time do flies very fast. In this 2 weeks, I will be mugging like hell.

Trust me, when I say mug like hell, I really mean it.

This is my final term and I have this final push.

After 9th March, I won't celebrate yet.

Poly posting results will be out only on the 1st April.

After that then I will be celebrating. (:

Right now, my brain and my mind is on PR.

PR is such a bitch to the core.

I'm worried for what will come out on 9 March.

Be easy on me PR. Like really. Don't be hard on me. (:

So 3 hours of lesson equals to 3 hours of fun and laughter! Haha.

Hangman.Board games.Card games. What else can I ask for? ((:

Alright then, I better head the sack. I don't want to miss the lesson later.

& yeah, I can't wait for June.

Goodnight readers! Have fun and stay healthy always! (:

I will do anything.

One down.

2010-02-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

Finally, I can rest my shoulder off from one subject.

A sigh of relief, I must say. (: Frontpage is over and I'm happy.

Now, I have to concentrate on PR.

Like my previous post, I'm still not prepared. Not sure what's going on my mind.

PR, please be a little kind towards me on 9th March okay. (:

Anyway, I had a great time on Wednesday onwards.

It was awesome to the core.

The late night out, the esplanade session, the long waiting hospital.

Awww. those moments were awesome. (:

& yet again today was another enjoyable day. Watched Valentine's Day together with Prema, Eunice, Ana, Irzah and Shabrinah.

It was a good movie, I must say. It's all about love and romance.

Before I declare its holidays, I have one final presentation this Monday.

Can't wait for it to end and have to get ready for the final paper.

I'm still stucked at Unit 5. I can't move on to Unit 6 onwards.

My brain has not been working well and I need a break from my textbook.

2 more weeks, Faiz.

Just let me breath a little while before I take the pressure out of me.

& afterwards, let's spell HOLIDAYS again! (:

Alright then. I have to go to sleep. Working tomorrow.

See ya all pretty soon. Goodnight!

cause i'm running around, baby.

Unprepared much.

2010-02-16T02:36:00.003+08:00

I have to admit that I'm not ready for final exam. Too much to revise and memorise.

I'm still in the midst of preparing myself but mentally unprepared for the paper.

PR is such a bitch. 8 freaking dry units. How am I supposed to memorise?

Oh god. Give me the strength for once. Let me do this with calm. (:

By the way, I had fun on Valentine. (: It was superb.

Was supposed to work today but my shift was cancelled due to lack of sales.

I wonder why people don't want to shop during Chinese New Year. Haha.

Anyway, will be working tomorrow. (:

I can't wait to meet up Aida on Wednesday to study together. Weee. (:

& I hope by study means we are really studying. Haha.

Can 't wait to hand in my frontpage project on Wednesday.

Yes. Will be going school on Wednesday just to hand in my frontpage. Haha.

Oh yeah, its going to be 3am soon.

Right, I shall go back to sleep then.

By the way I can't wait to meet up with girlfriends this coming week! Woohoo.

Shall update more soon. Take care readers!

yeah, you got me.

Dear PR.

2010-02-12T23:40:00.003+08:00

I remember the first time when I have to struggle myself just to pass my N level.

& now I'm struggling to get myself prepare for the final exam which is on March 9.

I'm not a fan of PR neither do I love the subject at all. Complicated much.

However, I have to score at least a B so that I will feel better and happy. (:

Projects are all done and over. Yay. But I have to start studying for PR.

Unit 1 to 8. PR, please be patient with me okay.

I'm still trying my best to get adapt to you.

Anyway, I'm working tomorrow. Not so looking forward to it.

Confirm the store will be so messy. & one more thing I wanna say.

Customers NEVER say Thank you to us at all eh.

Even if we greeted them not even a single word of Thank you.

Sigh. Nowadays working as a Sales Assistant is not easy.

We have to put a smile on our face just to make sure that CUSTOMERS will come again in future.

It's tough. But, I'm loving my job. What to do. We have to work to earn money. (:

Okay, I guess I have to start typing my notes so that it will be easier for me to revise.

Oh yeah, I miss seeing that someone.

Can I see you again? (: Wish I could just sit down and stare at you.

Alright then, I have to go now. Take care readers.

you know you love me.

Say Yeah.

2010-02-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

Finally, after months of studying my ass off, Excel exam has come to an end.

Whatever the outcome is, all I know I already did my best. (:

Now left with 2 projects. Woohoo. & before I forget, PR final Exam.

Very much excited yet nervous cause its a Killer Paper! (:

I applied poly yesterday and now waiting for 1st April to arrive. Anticipating much.

Right now, my brain is not really working cause I need a break. So, PR wait for a while okay. Hah.

I'm working tomorrow despite of my exam around the corner. I know, silly me.

But what to do. When it all comes down to money, one must sacrifice all the time he has for that.

Yes, I got a new hp now. & all thanks to Dyla and Izzat. (: Hah.

They are the ones that make the choice for me.

Speaking of which, it has been 8 years that Dyla, Izzat and I are best friends.

Can't believe that after all these years, we are still friends. (: Weeee.

Oh yes, will be meeting RAFFS next Friday. I hope the date is still on.

Miss them so much, can! (:

I'm so bored right now. Waiting for my friend to end school.

Meeting her up for a while before she headed herself back home.

I'm so bored right now that I can cry! Haha.

Okay then, that's it for now okay. (:

Take care readers and have an awesome week!

oh my Valentine.

Still the same.

2010-02-07T15:04:00.003+08:00

So far, school is okay. Hectic as usual but still the same.

Projects are finishing real soon. Excel exam this Tuesday. (:

Tomorrow will be applying Poly! Yay Me. Haha.

Anyway, work was awesome to the core yesterday!

Sales were so good. & the store was packed with customers.

Ended work pretty late. (:

However, I really enjoyed working there. Haha.

Will be meeting Fina later on at National Library.

Have to retake our Public Relations CA tomorrow.

I'm so effing tired can? I need a break. A goodnight sleep. Everything lah.

School is ending in 4 more weeks. Excited much! (:

I really have no idea what to blog about so I just keep on typing and typing and typing on what I can remember. Haha. (:

Actually, I'm so bored now. Fina is outside with Thameem.

So will be meeting them later. I have not yet study for my Public Relations.

Will do it later lah okay. & I want to shop! (: Hah.

Oh yeah, I can't wait for Chinese New Year.

If I'm working on that day, will be getting double pay. Yay! (:

Okay lah I think I better go and get ready or something.

Take care readers and have a good day. (:

sometimes, I tried.

Cause you said so.

2010-02-04T23:43:00.004+08:00

In class today.

Mr Daniel: Faiz, so long never see you in class.
Faiz: Hi Teacher. Well, busy lah. Haha.
Mr Daniel: Busy with what? Your acting? I also want to join can?
Faiz: *keeps on laughing*

Mr Daniel: I also can do stunts you know.
Faiz: *laugh somemore*

Mr Daniel: Sorry lah, just joking. So long never see your face so disturb you lah. Show you my humourous side of me.
Faiz: That's very good. Your Jack Neo humourous side eh?
Mr Daniel: No lah. Haha. :)

I was busy with my Excel and yet this Teacher of mine can still crack the hell of a joke with me.

Thank you very much for enlightening me with your jokes. I was really laughing my ass off! (:

School was okay which in fact I miss his lessons for quite numbers of time. Haha.

Excel exam is supposed to be tomorrow but the date was changed to 9 February instead.

Firstly, thank you for postponing the date of the exam. I am not yet ready for the exam.

However, I know that I can do this. I have to get an A for excel. My final and last paper.

Then from next week onwards don't have to go for his class! Yay. (:

So, I'm left with frontpage and my final exam which falls on 9 March.

Anticipating much. What I have to do now is to pull up my socks and just do the best I can!

What's more is that, I will be applying poly this Monday. Excited much!

Good luck to all ITE students that will be applying poly this coming Monday.

May God bless you all with good results! (:

So what will I be doing tomorrow? Out I guess. Hah.

Hope that my pay will be in tomorrow. & yes I want to go shopping!

Okay then, I'm tired so I shall go to bed now.

Will update more if I have the time aite! Miss you all so much! (:

when there was you and me.

Say What?

2010-02-01T22:35:00.006+08:00

Projects are insane to the core! I just hate it.

Can someone please help me? Urgh!

I feel like killing it. Press kit, SPG analysis, report, gantt chart! Grrr.

I can feel the pressure surrounding my veins and my brain just drop dead.

I don't feel good now. I need a break from project.

School is okay. But projects are just driving me insane. I'm still in ITE and I'm stress about projects.

I should be worried for Poly. Urgh! I just hope that when I get into Poly, just hoping that everything will be different.

Well, this is life. We have to face the fact. Hah. On the contrary, thanks to my lovelies I'm still able to breathe a little bit better then I usually did.

Count your blessings, Muhd Faiz. (:

Anyway, my project 2 is finishing real soon. Mr Chong has been giving us pressure since the first day of school right until now. Hah.

Been annoying as he is, I'm still thankful to have him as my Form Teacher. (:

Yesterday, I enjoyed working very much.

Stressful seeing those irritating customers but some just make me smile.

Sales was awesome to the core. & today marks the 1 year 2 months anniversary for me. Haha.

Congratulations Muhd Faiz. You have improved.

Alright, my tagboard is so boring. But someone by the name Bruce Almighty makes me figure out who the hell he/she is. Haha.

Anyway, thank you for tagging. May you tag more. (:

Other than that, I miss RAFFS!

Outing soon, please! (:

Well, guess that's it for now. I'm sleepy.

I guess I shall just end my conversation like this. Haha.

Okay, I'm so lame and bored.

p/s, getting a new phone soon! Iphone, Blackberry, Samsung or Nokia? Suggestions?

Goodnight readers!

stop right now! thank you very much.

Oh Well.

2010-01-30T15:30:00.003+08:00

Okay, I just got back from work meeting few hours ago.

Thank God, I was not late. (: Haha.

Anyway, work meeting was fun. I enjoyed myself very much. Thank you people!

Have to go for another meeting at 6pm later. I'm super bored and sleepy. I want to sleep!

Meeting up my group mates tomorrow to finish up our project 2. Urgh. Mr Chong has been so demanding.

He wants everything to be completed as soon as possible. I can feel the pressure running through my veins.

I need money now. Like really now. I'm so freaking broke! I need to spend! I want to shop.

& the list go on and on and on. Haha. I can't wait for my pay this coming week.

Work was okay yesterday. It was hectic. Busy busy day. Afterward, headed myself to Orchard to accompany Feena to go shopping. She spend quite alot! (: Haha.

Supposed to work today but ended up swopping my shift with Shahirah. I had management meeting in the evening later. That's why.

So in the end, have to take up her shift for tomorrow. Oh my god. Another VM Change. I hope we won't stay up till late night.

Okay lah, I better get some rest before heading myself to Sembawang. I miss Sembawang. Miss the place, the air, the everything that is at Sembawang. Okay that's Lame. (:

I wanna get a new Handphone! Can't decide between Nokia, Samsung and Blackberry. Any suggestions?

p/s, To all Cotton On Lovers. We are going to have sales this coming week. If you buy the second item, it will be at 50% off! (: I repeat, SECOND ITEM will be at 50% off. So come down to your nearest Cotton On Outlets to enjoy this special offer on Monday onwards. (:

See ya and have a good weekend!

I gotta feeling.

I wonder why.

2010-01-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Okay, first of all I didn't attend school today.

I'm still sick. Urgh! Yes, I feel uncomfortable sneezing from morning till now.

Second of all, our 1st project is over and done with. Thank God.

I'm left with Frontpage and my project 2.

Excel Exam is next Friday. Damn, I'm nervous.

IF Statement is so confusing. But, it will be easy if we attend school everyday. :)

Haha. Okay, I'm working tomorrow but attending school in the morning before going to work.

Where have all my enthusiasm gone to?

I used to love going to school almost everyday but this year I have no mood to do so.

Why Faiz? Why? Grrr. I hate myself.

I really need to get back on track and go school.

In order to achieve my dreams, please go to school.

I'm worried, really. I still wanna study. Just hoping and praying that I will get accepted into any of the poly that I will be applying soon.

Until the time comes, I will have no peace in this.

Well, I have to start studying. Be focus Faiz!

I guess that's all.

By the way, Good Luck to all O level students receiving their posting tomorrow. :) All the best.

& good luck to me. 1 more month! JIA YOU. :)

may God bless me.

this is it.

2010-01-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling much better now. Recovering soon from my sickness.

Still got the flu and the cough but my fever has subside.

Went out to Suntec City for a buffet because my younger sister sign up for the Make A Wish Day.

It was Awesome. The food is nice. I love the Eclair! :)

Met new people. Awesome much. :)

I think in life, we have to you know like meet new people and socialise with them.

That's how people find friends. Through Events and more.

On the way home, my sister, my mum and I had a conversation.

Me: Mummy, Sis, I'm applying poly in 3 weeks time. Might be putting RP as my last choice.
Sis: Why RP? Try to get into a Normal School first.
Me: I scared I can't get others. RP is like my last choice.
Mummy: What's wrong with RP?
Sis: RP has no Teachers. You study on your own.
Mummy: What? Then how?
Me: RP is a new school. They don't have books. Laptop is our books.
Mummy: Then if like that the students won't study?
Me: No lah, RP is more to problem based learning.
Mummy: I don't know anything about schools.
Sis: Just apply the normal poly first lah. Try.
Me: Yes I am applying the normal poly. SP is my first choice. But my back up plan will be NAFA.
Sis: NAFA? You wanna study acting all the way?
Me: I love acting what. That's my passion.
Mummy: I heard about NAFA. I think it is better.
Me: Yeah I know.
Mummy: Is it a private school?
Me: No, it is under government. Same like other schools. But it is expensive.
Mummy: Money can talk. What is important is that you are interested in what you wanna do.
Sis: Yeah.
Me: I agree.

See? How cute can my family be? Discussing about my future. Not letting me apply RP. :)

I know my sis has the interest in my heart. If can, I would not want to apply RP but if only my GPA is 4. I won't even bother to think of RP.

But my GPA is not that good. I'm not smart. I have my weaknesses.

I guess, I shall just apply the normal schools. Like SP, TP and NYP.

I won't even want to think of applying NP. :)

Cause, NP is like the most popular school in Singapore.

In 3 weeks time, decisions has to be made. I'm still wondering and thinking of what to choose.

All I know my first choice will be SP.

I don't mind getting into TP or NYP. As long as it is a normal poly like what my sister said.

So, I have to pull up my socks. I didn't do that well in CA1 Word.

I have to hope for an A for CA2 Word and CA3 Excel.

Other than that, my Frontpage has to be good too.

I'm just scared. I know that I tend to do mistakes in life. But that's how a normal human being does.

Mistakes is something we can't run away from. But if we do not repeat it again, I'm sure God will forgive you.

Now I'm hoping that on April 1st, please don't be an April Fool's day. Cause on that day is the result of our posting for poly.

2 more months to endure and 3 more months to start a new life. :)

Amin.

Guess, that's all I have to say. Goodnight readers!

p/s, I just woke up! Damn. Now I can't sleep.

anticipating much.

melting away.

2010-01-22T01:13:00.004+08:00

I'm sick and sick and sick.

Gosh. Never felt this weak before.

I have flu, cough and fever. Oh my God. :(

I really need to get well soon.

I got a lot of things to do.

This is not the good time to fall sick. "Why do bad things happened to good people"?
(Ross quote from Friends)

Anyway, frontpage is finishing soon. Excel is easy once you know how to use it. :)

I'm supposed to work today but I am so sick so I can't make it. Sorry.

About projects now. A lot of things is going through my mind.

It's not your fault to think that way. It's mine. I didn't help out that much. Really sorry.

I know we are graduating soon and this is our last term but please, hope that we can work together as a team and just clear this air off.

Project 2 has already started. Gosh. Why do time keep on moving faster and faster?

In a bad way, I really hate it. But in a good way, can't wait for it! :)

See, I told you. I can't afford to fall sick at this stage. I need to recover as soon as possible!

Urgh! Hate it when I'm sick. Nothing gain from it.

Okay, I'm sick and I should be sleeping now.

Alright then, I better go to sleep. :)

Goodnight readers!

give me a break.

give me the strength.

2010-01-20T01:31:00.003+08:00

In this world that we are living, is full of different people, different races and different religion.

& to be as ONE, we have to accept each other and be united.

What fears me the most is having backstabbers all over the world.

But, who can predict the future? I guess its time for Reality Check.

Maybe, just maybe if the world we are living in is as simple as what we thought it would be, then our lives will be better.

but it is all easier said than done.

Well, I hate this kind of feeling when you don't even know what to do next.

Guess, I shall go to sleep. Working tomorrow.

Goodnight readers. Take care! :)

when the world says, You and I

whatcha say.

2010-01-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

AOA Microsoft Word is over and done with.

Thank God. :) Now I can concentrate on my projects.

Anyway, life has been pretty much the same for me.

Projects are almost completed. Just a little bit more and we are done.

Lately, so many things are going through my mind. I'm not sure what it is.

Be it school, work, projects or even poly.

I'm graduating real soon but I really not sure what to do after this.

I'm scared that I might not get into poly. I really want this. It's like an opportunity of a lifetime.

Yes, I have stated that I decided to choose the course in SP.

But, like the saying goes, "never look things at one, browse further."

If you know what I mean. Sigh. I'm so nervous yet excited.

I have written down all the courses and the schools I want to apply on February 8.

I don't know how many choices we are given. Hope more than 5. :)

Well, I hate to brag about Poly and stuff. But there's nothing I can do. I'm worried. Only God Knows.

I just want someone to understand how I feel right now. I'm in sixes and sevens.

Maybe, I should not think so much about this. Let nature take its course.

Oh yeah, working tomorrow. I hate working on a Saturday especially when you're on evening shift. Damn.

That's all for now. Going to sleep now. Night readers! :)

this jitter feelings just messing with me again.

there will always be another day.

2010-01-12T22:43:00.003+08:00

I have not been attending school lately and I'm so sorry for not been putting a lot of effort in the project.

However, I will try my very best to finish up what's left. Project 1 is still ongoing and Mr Chong will be doing Project 2.

Damn! Time management really sucks right? I hate it when you need to rush on things.

Must always plan properly. :) Anyway, work has been awesome despite the crazy sales that is going on now.

Although I have not been in school for the past few days, my heart still long to go to school. :)

I'm graduating soon but my attendance is getting worse. I have to pull up my socks and try my best to go school.

Oh yes, by the way I have made up my mind in which poly am going to apply as my first choice!

I have been thinking for long and I shall stick to my decision. Come what may, am gonna just apply for that course and hopefully I will get in to my first course that I will be applying. :)

Can't wait for 8 February 2010. A new life starts from there, hopefully. :)

A piece of good news to share! I will be resuming my acting soon! :) Yay, me. :)

Can't wait for that! Am sure it will be a good year for me this year. 2009 was not the best so I'm hoping for a change in 2010.

Gosh! Can't believe time fly very fast. Am TWENTY YEARS OLD this year. Oh my god. I'm getting older sey. But, whatever it is age does not matter as long as you still look young as ever.

I think I have been bragging about. I don't wanna type very long in case all of you will get bored with it.

So that's all for now. Enjoy your weekdays and goodnight!

* the world has so much to offer. *

still confused.

2010-01-10T03:09:00.004+08:00

People always say that they don't want history to repeat itself.

& I have been hearing that for quite some time.

I don't know. Really am confused of everything that is happening right here, right now.

Situations are not getting any better at all. I need a remedy to cool me down.

Work has been the same. Still the same old routine.

Just different faces and different names.

School is alright for now. Went for the Poly Open House.

Alot of courses that I'm into. Confused, still.

But I'm applying for Singapore Poly. School of Architecture. I don't know why but I'm into one of the course in that school. :)

I better study very hard for this final term. Push a little bit harder. :)

I really don't know what to blog about. Maybe I should just delete my blog.

Okay then, got to go and sleep. Waking up early tomorrow.

Guess what? I left my wallet at my workplace. Haha. Silly, me. :)

Goodnight readers. Love you all! :)

right now, i just want to be alone.

It feels like Deja Vu

2010-01-04T03:23:00.003+08:00

In the blink of an eye, 2010 is already here.

Time do flies very fast. Well, sorry for neglecting my blog.

The reason being because I am so caught up in work.

Alright, what's new now? 2010 is here so is my new resolution.

I would not want to drag about my resolution but all I'm asking for is a place in Poly and lots of money! :)

I'm graduating in two more months from ITE College East. :)

I really hope that I'm able to score good grades for this semester.

Anyway, work has been awesome. People come and go. Well. That's life for me.

Other than that, sales has been crazy. Alot of customers messing up the entire store!

That explains why I'm so effing tired and could not update my blog.

Oh yes, school is starting in few hours time. I can't sleep.

Not that I'm excited about school just that I'm used to sleeping late.

But to put in good words, I do miss school somehow.

Miss the food, the teachers and friends.

I can't wait to see the new intakes! Haha. :)

With another bunch of new people coming in, this school will be over populated!

Luckily for me, am graduating real soon. Counting down my days in ITE.

Although it is still a long way to go but yeah, can't wait!

Going for the Poly Open House on this Thursday with Afian, Shahirah, Nelanie and Alanna!

You know, work has been awesome with this bunch of awesome colleagues!

Well, all I can say is that I'm thankful to be working in Cotton On and it has been a year.

Alright, better head the sack now.

Meeting Safreena at Tampines Interchange at 7.30am.

That is in 4 hours time. Shit!

Goodnight readers!

pretty soon, i'm getting old.